This memoir introduces Moore, an accomplished journalist and writer, as she wins a free house in Detroit. As a writer, Moore is delighted for the chance of owning her own home, something she likely couldn't do with her income; she just has to live in Detroit for two years and it's hers. What could go wrong?
Writing this memoir is Moore's attempt to salvage what becomes an isolating and unsettling experience for her. There are moments of beauty and joy as she befriends her neighbors, Bangladeshi immigrants; they invite her into their homes and their lives, and she realizes that community is who shows up for you. The city might struggle to support its citizens, but her neighbors come together to turn empty lots into badminton courts, to celebrate Eid, to share unused goods in another lot. When the water turns off, Moore can count on her neighbors to share theirs; when the internet goes out, she has people to turn to, to complain with.
Despite their warm welcome, Moore feels alone. Her whole life revolves around writing and reading, but her classes are criticized for encouraging students to think critically, her library is never open, her bookstore won't sell her books, no one will attend her zine-making workshops, and she can't even buy bookshelves for her books. Eventually the internet completely shuts down and she can't work. She can't find anyone to date, and is constantly harassed by men she doesn't know. The prize needs her to stay in Detroit for at least 70% of the two years, which means she can't leave to earn money or see her friends. One of her beloved cats dies.
Towards the end of her time in Detroit, she decides to stay and buy the house, but learns that it was actually seized from a previous owner. In perhaps the most compelling section of the book, Moore describes how the local government relies on wildly inflated property taxes to seize homes, making money off of the foreclosures by selling them to new and often predatory owners. During the pandemic, Detroit used money that should have helped struggling homeowners and used it instead to knock down recently seized houses (that people only recently left). The city claims that knocking down these homes prevents "blight" -- that by knocking down unwanted homes, it will bring more people to the neighborhood -- but really the government is cruelly evicting low-income residents who want to stay, destroying the tenuous community that was there, and earning a fortune in the process. Moore decides to leave Detroit. After spending $20k to fix what was not actually her house, but becomes her house through a challenging legal process, she decides to sell it to a Bangladeshi family. She gets a full-time job in another city. End of book.
I really enjoyed this book; I liked how Moore structured it, in short, charming reflections on her life, interspersed with more serious tidbits. I often laughed at the small details she shared, and cried at her cat funeral. She made her neighborhood come to life, populating her world with her neighbors and her cats. I would have liked if the story proceeded in chronological order -- it jumps around, confusingly, in my opinion.
I think my biggest criticism of this book is that it tried to be a memoir with a chapter on government incompetence & greed stuck at the end. Both parts were amazing, but I don't know if Moore did a great job of linking them, especially since the book opens with this declaration of how it will examine the terrible burden of the house. It felt like she lived her life, was really lonely, then wanted to buy the house, and suddenly realized she was somewhat culpable in the wild government mismanagement. Throughout the book she reflects on the role that her race, class, and disability status play in her experience, but I felt like she kind of let herself off the hook for her role in this process. Essentially she wants to buy the house after two years, having spent a lot of money fixing the roof, then realizes that someone else had to be evicted for the government to give it to her. She seems to try half-heartedly to find this person, and ends up transferring the title to her name, then giving up on living in Detroit and reselling it for less money to the Bangladeshi family. Each decision is fraught, which I understand, but I wish that she'd tried harder to find the former owner. I also felt like her decision to leave was not adequately explored, nor did she reflect on her connections with her neighbors. After 3/4 of the book describing her relationship with these families, she suddenly uproots in a few months, with apparently little consequence. These decisions clearly reflect her own privilege, her values, and how they are interacting with those of the city; but all of this is mysteriously not explored. Was she about to miss her deadline? Did she just give up on Detroit? I wanted Moore to not just gesture at all of this wreckage, but go deeper in exploring it, to make clear what her thoughts were on her own role, to say goodbye to her neighbors, to Detroit, to whatever she left behind in the process.