Imagine serving up a plate of spaghetti pasta. As you go to eat it, you twist the pasta around your fork, creating a larger and larger bundle. What started as a mass of individual strands becomes a cohesive bundle that you can eat. Well, bear this metaphor in mind as I think this describes the narrative of this amazing book perfectly!
The story began with what I thought was a rather thrilling yet straight-forward narrative. Counting down the days to Connor’s disappearance, readers meet the Walsh family, who are under considerable strain. With Connor suffering from guilt about an accident that happened a few months ago at the school residential, Lucy trying to hold the family together, it’s a recipe for secrets and suspicions. Lucy is stretched to the wire, caring for her youngest son, Kieron, who has a life-threatening illness. At the same time, she is incredibly conscious of Connor as he struggles to return to school after the accident. Add in the belief that they, or at least, Lucy, is being stalked by someone in a white car, Lucy does not feel she nor her family are safe. And if that wasn’t enough, it appears that husband, Aiden, is also harbouring a few secrets himself.
So, I return to the spaghetti metaphor once more: each strand of narrative develops, growing longer, simultaneously revealing that there is more to each part than initially seen. However, as the story progresses, I could not help but be surprised by further revelations. Jensen keeps the reader guessing throughout, as the plot snowballs into ‘forkfuls’ of connections and truths. I was awestruck as I went further into the book and found I could not put it down, anticipating the next set of revelations would remain unpredictable and thrilling.
There are a lot of chapters in this book and I like how it reflects the intensity of the drama taking place. Switching between different character perspectives was interesting, particularly when Jensen immediately carries on the action in the following chapter. It made the plot flow and it felt pacey, adding to the fact that I was intrigued by how the story would develop.
As well as being a thrilling, surprising read, there was a lot of emotion too. The illness that Kieron suffers with has been narrated in a sensitive way and I think the writer perfectly presents the anguish felt by helpless parents that can do little to ease a child’s pain. In addition, the emotions that Connor experiences were akin to PTSD and I felt so sorry by how lonely and isolated he feels from the accident. As more information is revealed about that fateful night, and Connor and his friends’ involvement, it is evident that Connor needs more than just supportive parents to overcome his feelings. Indeed, the closing truths revealed about Connor made me want to give him a big hug to console him, because he has so much weight on his shoulders.
I was really surprised by this book in the end. Not just by the unexpected plot twists, but the fact that key information was revealed ahead of the closing chapters. Anticipating that the ending would be prolonged, Jensen instead maintains the adrenaline rush that was established by the entire story. It’s my first read by this author and an unforgettable one at that. A great way to start the new year!
With thanks to HQ Digital and NetGalley for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.