Sometimes you find yourself lucky enough to stumble upon the book you need. This is one of those instances.
Bought on impulse, I had a creeping suspicion that I’d enjoy Applegate’s writing as soon as I read his intro. Some authors just *get* you, or maybe you get them, or maybe you subconsciously use them as a mirror to whatever is riding you. For me, it was when he mentioned lingering in the extra stuff (introductions) and not knowing what to do with one’s child (I recently had my first kid). Whatever it is, I’m so happy I crossed paths with this book. Seems to me that a lot of the writing within these pages is so fine that it could fit in with what Undertow Press is putting out there (they’re one of my fav go-to’s for more cerebral reads and all things weird). Be forewarned: These stories all pack an emotional punch and will linger with you.
-Short overview of the stories below for those of you who are curious (although you could/should just get a copy of this book instead of reading any further :-)
- and, unlike what I usually do with the “*”-marking the stories that stuck with me, we’re not going to do that today as I’ve enjoyed every single one immensely.
-Bedtime Story:
“It’s not a sacrifice if it doesn’t hurt”.
Danny’s grandpa, like many grandparents, tells him a bedtime story that is really just a thinly veiled story about himself. Ultimately a story about regret, loss and the things one might be willing to sacrifice to be with the one you love. Elegantly walked the line between deeprooted sadness and horror. It’s the regret and sense of emptiness that will stay with me.
-The Paper On Which We All Are Drawn:
On one hand: A man haunted by the memory of an image in a book he wasn’t allowed to read as a child (but of course did), and, on the other: A man exhibiting OCD-esque traits, a man who’s under a lot of strain from those daily stressors most of us know to one extent or other (child rearing, depression, the general feeling of not being/doing enough, it all adds up).
-Sometimes we long for nothingness, and as Applegate elegantly puts it: “even nothing is something”. A fine example of a haunting meets existential horror.
-Tea Party:
Albert, keen to better his relationship with his daughter (Maddie) has agreed to accompany her to a tea party in the forest that she is having with imaginary friends. Maddie, on the other hand, is an unhappy child who blames her father for her mother being gone and dreams of running away with the fairies. On first viewing a not-so imaginary friend tale, but one that taps into a common fatherly fear of not measuring up.
-The Last Days Of The Old Man:
Clay works for old man Merle, a bookstore owner. Clay knows that Merle used to have aspirations of becoming an author and has semi-jokingly been asking to read his stuff for a long time. To his surprise, Merle finally agrees. Clay reads what he thinks is a strange fantasy story about a man who protects a special “library” against evil forces & who cannot leave the place alive. Very soon, a stranger appears at the counter asking for said book.
-An interesting short fantasy which I wouldn’t mind reading more of. I suspect it would make an interesting novel/la.
-Roots Run Deep:
Harland is visited by a man from OSHA after the Delta Crew mysteriously went missing after blasting a mine. The weird thing? The mine has roots that shouldn’t be growing this deep & the only trace left after the missing crew is a continuous singing. Wondering if a song can haunt you? Have an affinity for anything triffidlike? A bittersweet love story? -then you might enjoy this, too.
-The Goat Man:
Cycles are hard to break; be they of violence, drug abuse or otherwise.
-The town has its own boogeyman/Bloody Mary-creature (The titular Goat Man) who haunts a bridge & will come for you if you drive your car there and honk 3 times.
Matt is a young man staying out late to avoid his violent father. With nothing better to do, he decides to tempt fate by testing out this town lore; something he’ll come to regret deeply.
-A Little Break:
“There’s something frightening about a father. Children know on some primal level that Daddy might sooner eat or abandon them than stay and raise them”.
Will is a loving father who is planning to enjoy a little time on his own to recharge while his family visits his MIL. He was never close to his father, Art, and having some free time unfortunately brings some old demons home. The extent of his relationship with his father after the age of 7 was a short stay after an argument with his mom. It didn’t take him long to return home, though, as Art was up to something weird in that cellar of his..
-Reads like both a possession tale and paternal fears.
-Elevator:
Flash fiction which takes place in an elevator. Takes some talent to build the type of suspense which makes you want to tap your fingers on the table and hold your breath across 2 pages.
-In The Trees:
Daniel is a boy who befriends the trees of the forest by his house and longs to be like them. One night sees his abusive drunk father chasing him into the forest and being confronted with a special type of justice.
This story reminded me of old fairy tales I grew up with. Although it comes with its own type of sadness, this also strikes me as one of the most uplifting stories in this collection.
-The Open Mouth:
A father gets up at night to comfort his baby daughter. A near-hallucinatory story about blood/lifesucking that any sleep deprived parent can relate to.
-You Will Be The One To Find This:
Tim’s mother has just been buried and he’s going through her hoarded things when he finds a mason jar that she obviously left him. The mason jar takes him back to a specific event from his childhood.
-A bit of witchery, a bit of conch and a whole lot of sacrifice for those you love. Loved this enthralling story, although it left me a little bit sad. I’m very lucky to still have both my parents around.
-And The Revel Went Whirlingly On:
Another piece of impressive flash writing. A group of rich people are having a dinner party and pretty much toasting the times/circumstances they are living through while the “riff-raff” are dying from a highly infective agent. Enter a very mysterious dinner guest.
-Drain:
“The thing that finally made him put a bullet in her skull while she slept was the snoring”.
You won’t be viewing clumps of hair in the drain the same way after this. Reminded me of Ellison at his best (think ‘Croatoan’).
-The Black Wood:
Merek’s son (Rowan) was lured into the forest by a voice calling his name and what seems to be sentient trees. Merek visits the town cunning man in the hopes of learning something that can bring his son back. Think Ents & Gandalf, but a twist that is difficult to see coming (I sure didn’t).
-The Creature:
The horrors of self identity meets forbidden knowledge of a book in this story where a man is looking at a creature through the glass. A creature that looks like (maybe even is) him.
Not unlike what I imagine a new take (and pov) of Jekyl & Mr. Hyde could look like.
-Those We Left Behind:
The eponymous story of the collection and a stellar way to end it. The story follows Marcus, a recently arrived settler on Mars. Some people have mysteriously gone missing & Marcus is quite literally finding himself haunted by his past; it’s looking in at him from the outside. Couldn’t help but think about some the Dr Who episodes I’ve enjoyed the most & The Thing.