"It was amazing...that an unchanging property of an object wasn't only what was there, but also what wasn't. It meant that if you could define what was absent, create a map for the missing, that was also a way of knowing a thing."
This elegiac story captures rural China during the Cultural Revolution (circa the 1970s) and continues on through the early 1990s in an ancient rural village of the Anhui province and also America. The narrative weaves the tale of two families, specifically the young first love between a Chinese couple, Yitian and Hanwen, who hope for better things than farming or labor work. The epochal story alternates between time periods (mostly) from the 70s, 80s, and 90s, and paints a vast but also confined landscape, and paints domestic dynamics that stem from a provincial upbringing. MAP is a sober tale depicting how cultural ignorance can destroy a family’s devotion to each other, from generation to generation. During the 1990s, Tang Yitian wants to put the ghosts of the past to rest, and perhaps turn regret into redemption.
I don’t want to give spoilers, so I will just say that, after closing the book and reflecting on the themes and events, I felt sadness that such a simple, treatable human condition can rip apart the seams of family intimacy. Belinda Huijuan Tang gave a powerful portrait of both the ache and myopia resulting from lack of understanding, how knowledge deficits tore through love and erected walls between fathers and sons. Moreover, Chairman Mao’s rustication program of displacing people from Shanghai and other big cities to toil in rural areas added to the lack of agency that people felt at the time.
Hanwen was one of those girls that came from Shanghai. Like Yitian (whose village she was sent to), she yearned for a higher education and successful job. Yitian and Hanwen met fortuitously while studying in the same secret place. They realized a spark of friendship together, and continued to meet up and study, reading and writing and discovering their feelings for one another. Both aimed to take the “gaokao,” a test not unlike the SAT tests in America, with ambitions to score high and go to university.
We know from the opening pages that Yitian, in 1993, is a professor at a prestigious university in the U.S., married to a woman named Mali. His estranged father has gone missing from the Tang village that Yitian grew up in, and his mother begs him to come home to help find him. He hasn’t been home in a decade, and now has to face what he left behind. The title is apropos of the early plot details, but readers will also be piqued by the evolving narrative, which demonstrates the various ways that the title fits elegantly with the story.
What else is missing, besides Yitian’s father? What tragedies broke up this family, and what happened to Hanwen’s dreams of success? How does history and ignorance play its part on familial bonds? Can we forgive what we may have destroyed? How do we emerge from buried tragedies?
I frequently wanted to yank Yitian toward his past, back to the yawning future, to face and unlock his suppressed fears. It’s apparent that Yitian has difficulty living in the moment. Bliss remains at arm’s length, and his damaged spirit suffers from too much psychic damage control. He lacks the nascent spark that originated with his grandfather, who taught him the joy of reading and passion for history. The blessing of family has been replaced by the burden of sadness. But now, after all these years, Yitian is forced out of his tedium and dull comfort zone. He’s compelled to contact Hanwen to help him find his missing father. Seeing her again unearths the ghosts and shadows of his youth; this time, he cannot run away from his past, however turbulent and oppressive.
Tang delivers a beautiful, aching story, and I’m impressed that this is her debut novel! Just a few complaints. The passive or conditional tense of the prose turned turbid at times. It figuratively—but also literarily--signified Yitian’s irresolute nature, which I appreciate. However, it also flattened my reading experience periodically, causing me to wander or grow restless on the page. It took me a while to feel liftoff.
The plot turns were slow and ultimately predictable, but the power of the theme, of what damaged this family, truly made me gasp at the end. It would be a spoiler to reveal this nugget, which is the thread that connects the generations. I am a psychiatric nurse, and often work with children possessing certain challenges. Smart people can be left behind due to small offsets or differences, but a savvy adult can intervene and help them turn it around. I’ll leave it to the reader to discover the gaps in these generations, the missing pieces of the map.
Thank you to Penguin Press and netgalley for offering me a digital copy prior to publishing. However, I ultimately waited util publishing date so I could read it in my preferred “language”---dead trees---the physicality of a book!