"Did your heart find peace and some closure and something new to smile about in England?"
"Sí, Mami," I whisper. "So, so much."
Now she cries, a fat tear rolling down her cheek and the smell of her like honeysuckle.
"That is exactly why we sent you."
What's the book about:
A Cuban Girl's Guide to Tea and Tomorrow follows our title character, Lila Reyes, who, after experiencing some tremendous losses in her life, has been send to England by her worried family. She never wanted to go on that trip, never wanted to leave Miami where she's supposed to take over her grandma's bakery, but surprisingly to her, she falls in love with England and also falls in love with a star-named boy she meets there - Orion Maxwell, who helps her get through her troubles.
The lack of emotional connection.
Finally, Mami looked at me.
"It's not enough because you never say anything about your feelings. We can't help if we don't know what's going on."
I straightened, my limbs lumbering and achy.
"I don't need to talk about my losses. I need to un-lose them."
"What if that is impossible?"
This was a nice story. But it's all I can say about it. I thought that it's gonna be an incredibly emotional journey to get through, considering all of FMC's losses, but I just didn't feel it. That was a big surprise for me, because I expected to relate to this strongly, considering the fact that, just like Lila, I also lost my beloved grandma and, just like Lila, I know how it's like when a person, who you considered your best friend, suddenly leaves you. Lila is shown to be grieving, to having problems with moving on. She's acting angry, and rebellious, without taking care of her physical and mental health. That was good and understandable. But what the story is heavily lacking, though, are scenes between Lila and the people she lost, that would help us understand her grief, relate to her pain and feel the same loss, seeing how wonderful people she had by her side and they were suddenly gone. In such a story scenes like that are crucial, for me, at least, so the lack of them is a very big reason why I didn't gave this book a higher rating.
But I liked Lila's journey from being an angry teenager, being hurt by her loss and considering her family's decision to send her to England as an act of betrayal, to a woman who found a new goal, new love, the much needed peace of mind and matured enough to realize what she did wrong and to reconcile with the people that left her.
The romance.
Orion Maxwell is all the northern lights, the North Star - my true north - even when my legacy calls me southward.
Lila and Orion had one of the most healthy relationships I have ever encountered in books, which was a very positive surprise. I liked that Lila didn't jump into 'o my god, he's so hot!' debate the moment she saw Orion for the first time. They became best of friends first, leaving a clear room for more, both growing into falling in love with one another through mutual respect, understanding and supporting one another. After they both experienced rejection from other people, they didn't declare the 'He/she hurt you, but I will never do that' thingy (that always made me roll my eyes, because it's an impossible declaration to make). They were mature enough to realize that they will hurt one another, that's inevitable, but that's alright, because they can overcome everything (as friends or more). And Orion is such a green flag, o my gosh. Please, I need more boys like him in the stories. He was so incredibly understanding of Lila's wishes and needs, despite the fact that he knew he will end up hurt by it (by her leaving on the end, coming back to Miami). He was supporting of her to the very end, respectful and, just like a teddy bear, he always ready to deliver warm hugs if she needed them. And I loved their journey to discover her favorite tea flavor. It was such a small thing, but very significant to the growth of both their relationship and to the character of Lila.
Lila and Flora: the self-harm and the growth
But Flora is still hurting herself, and others. I know this because I've done the same. I understand what it means to be on the grass, dehydrated, filthy, and tear-spend. I ran so far and hard into the loss that had run me over, because I could.
I liked this part a lot. I wasn't a fan of Flora's choices and her reasoning behind it felt weak and strange. But I understood the need to be seen and to be remembered, the need of your opinions and needs being important to someone. And I liked that Lila saw herself in Flora. Through Flora, she realized what a destructive path she had chosen and decided to change her ways. And, when her family gave her a helping hand, she offered a helping hand to Flora. Both Lila and Flora shown how they had changed one another, how they became friends and how they matured. It was a very nice thing added to the story.
Overall, it was a nice story. I spend a great time with it, but, unfortunately, it's not something that I will remember for a long time. In fact, I'm sure that I will forget about it in a couple of days. But I'm glad that such stories exist. It's a step in the right direction.