Tropes: second chances, new adult
Feels: 2/5
Steam*: 1.5/5
Kinks: bit of dirty talk
Angst: medium
HEA: yes
Pairing: MF
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: suicide of parent, attempted sexual assault of a minor, violence, threats of sexual assault, homelessness, reference to minor character drunk driving and killing someone
This book is about Taylor and Keelan. They are both around 21 years old. 2 years ago they had a one night stand. Shortly after that, Taylor's rich girl life fell to pieces and her father who was being investigated for financial crimes committed suicide. Taylor's siblings seem to think that their father left his money to Taylor and she's hiding it. But she's not. She's been homeless for months, she's very much destitute. Her greedy siblings have been threatening her, particularly via Peter her brother-in-law and Paul his brother.
Taylor and Kellan run into each other at a restaurant, and when Taylor passes out Keelan comes to her rescue. Taylor confesses what's going on in her life, which is kind of unrealistic over sharing to be honest, and Keelan decides to be a gentleman and help her out. They spend a lot of time together when she stays at his place using his couch platonically, and eventually they end up dating. But Taylor isn't going to quietly get happiness with her greedy family in the background threatening harm.
I didn't like this book for a lot of reasons. It started off on a bad note because in the first few pages, the author so casually dropped that one of the side characters David is an alcoholic and had driven drunk and killed someone a year ago or so, and that strings have been pulled and he only had 5 months in jail. And how David was now in love with his girlfriend and we should all sympathize with him being on the road to recovery. And I'm sorry but I can't just get over the injustice and horror of that in a paragraph and move on. I know David is Keelan's brother but I abhor drunk driving. I almost dnf'd the book over the author's treatment of drunk driving.
I just overall didn't think this book was told very well. It started off with Taylor immediately confessing to Keelan that she was homeless, taking away any tension or secrecy. It instantly put them into this pitying relationship and it wasn't that she hates me dynamic that we were supposed to get. And there was no chemistry or moments building up romantic or sexual tension until they hooked up halfway through the book. There was no sensuality, especially not on Taylor's side, and then all of a sudden she's saying they have magnetic physical attraction? We neither saw nor heard it until she vocalized that. I am not opposed to slow burn, but you need to show me some of that simmer.
And also this author has a bad habit of dropping a particular plot point or fact that the reader doesn't know. Making the reader kind of scratch their head and think it was a typo for a minute and that the thing isn't true. And then in the following paragraphs explaining that yes that is a truth and the situation changed and we're just learning about it. It's just a stilted way to tell a story. It doesn't add any value or tension, it just makes the reader question the author over and over again. When I come across one of those moments it feels like I jam on the brakes and try to make sense of how we got there, only to keep reading and find out oh yeah we got there.
The book got a bit better and more realistic once they were officially dating. But the book just didn't endear itself to me for a bunch of reasons.
I'm going to list a bunch of my thoughts that I had while reading this book and what page or percentage they were at. So you can see what was going through my head.
- 32% - I'm disappointed this book is about a MMC who is in college and in his f-boy stage. I don't think new adult romance is for me unless the characters are more mature than this guy is. I can't take him seriously. He's not book boyfriend material. I'm not terribly impressed with him grinding against some other girl at the 32% mark. It's a little far into the book for him to be still considering other girls. The relationship between Taylor and Keelan should get more development.
- 43% - they are talking about her dead family and Keelan is getting a boner. And this isn't even meant to be like an unhinged moment or an unhinged character where they are self aware of how inappropriate it is. It's just juvenile of Keelan. (Btw, I love deliberate unhinged behavior. Case in point, Cora Rose has a bunch of books that feature that and I cheer and laugh when it's deliberate)
- 47% - Taylor's been pretty cool and in control of herself, not really having sexual thoughts and not seriously giving thought to Keelan with everything going on in her life. Yet in her thoughts here she all of a sudden just randomly drops that there's a magnetic attraction between them? It's not believable
- 58% - This is so dumb. They just had a dramatic moment with some sexual tension, though badly written sexual tension. And the serious question she insists that she has to ask is are you okay if I wear heels to a wedding? so dumb
- 66% - when they are having their first hook up 2 years after their one night stand, he's thinking of her as a goddess. I know he's interacted a bit more with her at this point. So he knows her a little bit better. But it seems a little pathetic / shoddy book boyfriend of him that he thinks she's a goddess now, but when they hooked up two years ago she was nothing to him. Just makes their connection feel like less, and it makes him at the bottom of my list of book boyfriends.
- 95% - I can't really believe that they had sex right after the night that they had had. With Keelan's brother in the hospital, the multiple threats of gun violence. The guilt they are both feeling and all the other negative emotions. This isn't really a dark romance where that would fit, and it wasn't really a celebration of life and relief kind of moment. It was just an everyday horniness moment, and it just didn't fit.
Some notable moments:
Relatable! "“Do you run?” he asked. “Sure, if something terrifying is chasing me.”"
Ha, Paige's reaction "“Paige,” he said before dropping down to one knee. “You make me happier than I ever thought I could be. I would be honored to spend every day for the rest of my life trying to be the man you deserve. I love you.” Derek fumbled with his pocket and withdrew the ring box. He pried it open. “Will you marry-“ “YES!” screamed Paige and threw her arms around his neck. “YESYESYESYES! I WILL MARRY YOU, DEREK! YES!” “I think she might have said yes,” Kellan announced to everyone in a stage whisper"
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.