This review is for an ARC copy of Always, Allie.
First off, if you think this is a Christmas book. You’re wrong. The cover may be all festive cheer, but Christmas just happens to be when it’s set. However, if the fairy lights and festive cheer on the cover make you feel all warm and fuzzy, just wait until you start reading.
Oddly, I’m not going to start off with the titular character, but instead, the other woman in the story, Cassidy. To begin with, I didn’t understand why she would leave Allie. But then as the story unfolded, you begin to understand. Her younger self was driven by ambition and the need to break out and make a name for herself,. She believed that the only way she could achieve this is to head to the big city. But the way that this was told, more so through the supporting characters, such as Cassidy’s parents, rather than Cassidy and Allie themselves. led to a subtle explanation, rather than an outright cause outlined at the beginning. Allie is such a sweetheart, that a few chapters in I was honestly screaming “why the hell would you leave her?!” But a chapter later, and all was forgiven. The way that the mix of emotions which Cassidy was feeling was portrayed was gut wrenching; guilt at leaving Allie and her mother, disappointment at how her life had turned out, the constant belief that she didn’t deserve Allie’s kindness and forgiveness. Behind an exterior of faux happiness and achievement lays a broken, confused and lonely woman. The way she is written makes my heart clench.
And Allie. Oh Allie. This is a bold statement but she might have quickly bumped herself up my favourite MT character list. Loving, selfless, devoted and protective, she’s an absolute sweetheart (there’s one particular scene involving Cassidy, her ex wife and Allie and I’m fairly sure I swooned a little). Her firecracker of a personality makes my heart roar, and I instantly find myself falling for her. From the first moment she laid eyes on Cassidy again, the conflict between her heart and her head is gut-wrenching and real. When Cassidy turns up on her doorstep, drunk and tries to kiss her (I won’t say anymore!) I practically screamed, and while I’m sure it would have been easy to take the story in another direction at this point, the angst here was worth it, and true to both Allie and Cassidy.
I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again, but with each book I can feel the development and maturity in MT’s writing. This isn’t her usual age gap genre, but it is a genre she has visited before (home-town return, second chance romance), and as such can seem familiar or routine. However, the key thing is the progression in the story telling. There’s not heaps of angst like her more recent releases (for example, Mrs Middleton), and if you’re wanting Teach Me levels of steaming hot sex, you’ll be disappointed (that’s not to say there’s none. There is, and it’s hot!). But at the heart of it, it’s a story about two women who love each other. The characters are well-rounded and real; Cassidy’s guilt, her self-doubt, her self-induced punishment for hurting Allie; Allie’s heartbreak, her conflict, the inner struggle she argues every time she sees Cassidy.
It’s not feel good all the way through, and it’s not riddled with challenges for the main couple, but what it is, is hopeful and heartwarming. In a world of heartache and negativity, you sometimes just need a tale of love and devotion with a happy ending. And these two absolute sweethearts provide that. So now the nights are drawing in, the weathers getting colder and winters just round the corner, settle down with a hot chocolate and lose yourself in the story of Allie and Cassidy.