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358 pages, Paperback
Published July 27, 2021
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Four years ago, he had swallowed down his misery and affected a calm façade as he declared," The Marquis Estate can't detain me forever."
Today, he looked at Gu Yun and carefully revealed just the right amount of emotion. "If Yifu isn't there, what reason is there for me to go back?"

Gu Yun's eyes widened with surprise.
Chang Geng met his gaze with a thin smile. "You needn't be so shocked, Yifu. When it comes to matters that concern you, there's no one who knows better in all Great Liang."
Gu Yun didn't know how to respond.
[...]
He turned to Chang Geng with a serious expression, then whipped out his ultimate technique: carefree shamelessness. "What, are you flirting with your yifu now?"
As expected, his response took Chang Geng completely by surprise.

Gu Yun was acutely aware that there would come a day when the conflict between the Black Iron Tiger Tally and the jade seal of the Son of Heaven would indeed become irreconcilable: either the traitor to the nation usurps the thorne, or the sovereign casts his general aside like a bow once the birds have gone to roost.



Chang Geng took Gu Yun's hand, clasped tightly between his own, and lifted it to his chest. With a muffled sob, he closed his eyes and pressed his trembling lips to the back of Gu Yun's cold-chapped hand like a brand.

"You cared deeply for the late emperor, but did you want to kiss him, embrace him, and entangle intimately with him your entire life?
"What?" Gu Yun blurted.
"Very well. You've answered, so now it's my turn," Chang Geng said, his face ascetic as a monk's. "I do."
[...]
"I want it - at all hours of the day, even in my dreams. And I especially want it now... I also want other things. I'm afraid I'll sully Yifu's ears if I say them aloud, so I won't."

"Last time, you told me you would be fine with anything I ask you to do."
[...]
"I don't want you to leave; I don't want you to force yourself to do anything. All I want is for you to be well."
Chang Geng stood frozen in place for a long interval, face blank. Then, he turned and made his escape without a sound.



Chang Geng's back slammed against Gu Yun's rock-hard bed.
Gu Yun gazed down at him from above. Chang Geng opened his mouth to call out, "Yifu," and found himslef unable to speak.
Suddenly Gu Yun smiled. The drunkard no longer seemed to recognize him and reached out to stroke his cheek. He slurred in a nasal voice, "Now behave."

He took Chang Geng, who was stiff as a board from head to toe, into his arms and earnestly pressed a line of kisses from his brow to his lips. He licked open the seam of Chang Geng's mouth with utmost tenderness, treating him to a lingering yet fervent bout of sweet torture.

"I need to talk to you." Gu Yun looked like he had seen a ghost.
Shen Yi didn't dare ignore him. A jumble of wild guesses ran through his head...
[...]
"What's wrong?" Shen Yi asked cautiously, heart in his mouth.
A pause. "Forget it. I don't feel like talking anymore."
Shen Yi lost it, so angry he nearly blew a fuse. With the way this man spoke in halves, it was a wonder no one had stabbed him to death.

"You are learned in both ancient history and current affairs, with literary talent enough to enter the Hanlin Academy and martial talent enough to pacify a region. [...] It's about time you stepped out of my shadow..."
The two were comrades as well as friends, and although their was a life-and-death bond such that they would entrust their widows and orphans to each other, Gu Yun had a dog's mouth that could never manage a sincere word.
Shen Yi's eyes stung. "Zixi, honestly, you don't have to..."
"Beside, I owe you an apology," Gu Yun added, earnest. "With a natural beauty like me hanging around, your chances at romance have been thwarted. After all these years, you're still single. Truly... tsk, I can't be sorry enough."
Shen Yi was speechless.

Shen Yi stood tall and graceful, the black wings of his hawk armor outspread behind him like storm clouds. "The Black Iron Tiger Tally and the marching orders decree are here. I come on the orders of the Marquis of Anding to take command of the Southwest Supply Depot and arrest these insolent bandits. The Supply Depot in now under lockdown. Execute these bandits at once!"

"Our Highness shares everything with the marquis. If only you were a princess. That way, maybe we could add a princess's tent to our camp again, just like we did back in the day."
Gu Yun was beyond words. He couldn't help but grit his teeth in irritation.
[...]
"Aiyo, but wait, that match wouldn't work," the simple-minded Tan Hongfei said. "His Majesty usually calls our marshal 'Imperial Uncle' - you belong to different generations!"
"Fuck off!" Gu Yun snapped.
Tan Hongfei, who was purely yanking his chain, and Prince Yanbei, who harbored secret intentions, both burst into laughter.

5 'His little yifu' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
5 'Gu Yun needs all the hugs' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
5 'All is fair in love and war' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
4 'War and love' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐
5 'changgu in love' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
If you lose, I will share your burden of infamy for all eternity. If you die, I will accompany you in death.
Chang Geng spoke over him: "Why do you still exhaust yourself for him to protect this rotten nation? Why do you concede so much ground? Why…did you take me in and care for me for so many years?" he finally asked quietly.
Shen Yi couldn't find the tears to cry. He buried his face in his horse's mane and thought, This is way too embarrassing!