This is a lovely book of many layers, and generations of women. Sylvie lives a reclusive life. She cleans houses, but it is more than this, she does this with a uniquenss that only she can posess. The dead leave physical items behind, but she cares for these and sorts out the special things she comes across - books and the like. She is a very quirky woman, wearing her beautiful dresses while working, she respects the dead.
She receives an unexpected invitation from her former best friend, Kase. They had not seen each other for over 20 years. Reluctantly she accepts the invitation to the Tasmanian island that Kase now owns, she is a succesful writer now, but funnily enough Sylvie was always a better writer than Kase.
Sylvie still is the outsider, her presence is unwelcome by the other party attendees who used to be her friends. Kase’s brother was killed all those years ago, and Sylvie gained a brain inury from this, and also a physical injury came from this when she is under stress, and stressed she was at many times during this 40th birthday celebration. Sylive is looked down upon by most, especially when they can’t believe she chose to be a cleaner given her writing talents, and these comments are constant. Kase is also now best friends with one of her and Sylvie’s arch nemesis from childhood, this certainly has Sylvie rattled. She is a keen observer, even if she holds her cards close.
At the core of this story is serious and burning friendship, of lies and deceipt and how far some will go to hide their place in a disaster, where a friend was killed. Where those undervalued are happy to stick to themselves, keep their head down and work hard to hide some extreme loneliness.
The start of each chapter was labellled a word, followed by the definintion, which aplty fit the chapter. Also the cover was perfect, in the form of a notebook if one looked hard enough. Sylvie would always reach for her notebook, when she felt her mind would not support her feelings, she would write them down. It was her crutch, and many times during the trip she had to fight the urge to use it. She wasn’t herself there, although she was blossoming and we could see that happen slowly, with the help of Holden, a man who has also been troubled from a tragedy in his past.
This was a serious and heartfelt read, the audio delivered perfectly thanks to Tanya Schneider. Relationships were the highlight here, but also heavy ensconced into the storyline were themes such as sexual assault. I didn’t realise this was going to be a part of this read, as I have read so many dark themes such as this lately, so as much as this was a special book, it is not a light one.
The 1990’s were captured wonderfully during the girls childhood, as was the generation before where Sylvie and Kase’s mother's relationship form an important part of the narrative, also. This was a well written story, and I have since added another of this author’s work to my list.