The fluid yet constrictive nature of gender as a construct, womanhood, pretty privilege, and the never-ending complexities surrounding the unspoken rules of social interaction all wrapped up in a charming, murderous alien creature eating people to survive. This is a story of alienation in the most literal and figurative way.
Our main character is an alien stuck here on earth after crash-landing 15 years ago. We watch it swap through various bodies to conform to specific gender identities in order to seduce, sleep with, and eat a long list of unsuspecting horny humans. Our narrator breaks the fourth wall to speak to us often through check-ins, rants, explanations, and random ramblings about it’s day.
And the writing of this is truly one of a kind. The voice of the narrator is succinct and to the point with a stream-of-consciousness style of narration filled with short sentences and lots of periods. However, when the narrator speaks to us while it is in its alien form and no longer wearing a human identity, the words become so much more fluid. It’s an undeniably experimental approach to storytelling and I adored every second of it.
This lost alien is funny, gruesome, violent, tragic, and endlessly observant of the world around them (it ?) and I’ve grown immensely attached to this insatiable little serial killer of sorts.
The core themes surrounding gender and sexual expression are endlessly fascinating and I will truly never be able to find anything like this again.
CW: murder, death, violence, blood, gore, explicit sexual content, body horror, mutilation, brief moment of sexual harassment + assault, depression