Once I started The Moments Between Dreams by Judith F. Brenner I could not put it down. The story hooked me right from the beginning. I was transported back to Chicago’s Southwest side during the 1940’s to a primarily Polish neighborhood. This captivating story explored the polio virus as it poked its ugly head into the lives of so many families and infected children and adults without discrimination. Being born in the 1950’s, I vividly remember standing in line in the gym of my public school with my parents waiting to receive the polio vaccine. Unfortunately, the children living in the 1940’s were not as lucky. The Moments Between Dreams also took a close look at the way women were viewed by males during that time. Women were considered inferior to men in the 1940’s. Even if a woman and a man held the same position at their workplace, the man would always earn more than the woman despite which one performed better. A blind eye was often turned when a woman suffered from the hands of an abusive husband. The woman was looked upon as the instigator. Divorce also favored the husband, so many women learned to live with the abuse. Most women were expected to become housewives. They were called upon to cook, clean and have children. Author, Judith F. Brenner, did an excellent job developing the characters in The Moments Between Dreams. They were vivid, complex and so believable. Her research was impeccable and her writing flowed without flaw.
Carol met Joe Wozniak at a dance in the summer of 1936. Joe was handsome and basically swept Carol off her feet. Desire got the best of Carol though and before she knew it she was pregnant. Joe and Carol got married. It happened so fast but Carol loved Joe and he told her he loved her. Eight years later, Joe had bought a house for Carol and their two children, Tommy and Ellie, without any input from them. At a barbecue at their new home, Ellie came back from riding her bike. One of their neighbors had to carry Ellie into the house because Ellie was having trouble standing up. Ellie complained of a stomachache and headache. Everyone thought it was heat exhaustion and no one was overly concerned. The next morning, Ellie was running a fever and had no appetite. Carol had to carry Ellie to the bathroom. Her muscles were stiff and it hurt whenever anyone touched her. When Carol called their family doctor, he told her to bring Ellie to the hospital. Ellie was diagnosed with Polio. That was when things started to go south in Carol and Joe’s marriage. The signs had been there but somehow Carol missed them or tried to ignore them. Joe began to abuse Carol both physically and emotionally. When Carol discovered a letter that Joe had received from the draft board telling him that he was drafted into the navy Carol was beside herself. Why had Joe not shared this information with her? When she confronted Joe about the letter and asked how he could leave her with Ellie still in the hospital and having to cope with her diagnosis of Polio all by herself, he slapped her so hard that he had bruised her eye. That was the beginning of the temper Joe had hidden so well until then. It would only escalate as the years went on. Carol would learn that Joe was demanding beyond normal, that he would blame her relentlessly, become increasingly more and more controlling, dictate who she could see and who she couldn’t, make her dependent on him for everything and her consequence was his temper and the violence he inflicted upon her. This was not what Carol had signed up for but what could she do? If she petitioned for a divorce, Carol would probably loose custody of her children, loose her home and not receive any alimony. Carol’s mission was to keep her children safe, help Ellie navigate and live with Polio and empower Ellie to reach for the stars and do everything she set her mind on doing. She was determined to teach her son to respect women, not to rely on violence to get what he wanted or prove a point and to help him learn how to put an end to gender discrimination. The one thing that kept Carol afloat was her special friendship with Sam, a newspaper reporter who she met long ago and then reappeared in her life when Ellie was first diagnosed with Polio.
The Moments Between Dreams was a work of fiction but author, Judith F. Brenner, admitted that her own mother was a victim of the polio virus. She witnessed her mother’s courage, determination and passion for life first hand. This only enhanced the authenticity of this book. I really admired the character of Carol and that of Ellie. Neither of them ever gave up hope even when things appeared to be dark, desperate and hopeless. The Moments Between Dreams opened my eyes to the realities of Polio before the vaccine was available. This was Judith F. Brenner’s debut novel. I look forward to reading more books by her and I highly recommend this book.
Thank you to Greenleaf Book Group Press for allowing my to read this ARC of The Moments Between Dreams in exchange for an honest review. All opinions expressed in this review are completely my own. The Moments Between Dreams was published on May 17, 2022.