I strongly feel my compulsion to read this absolute drama fest is the shock factor! I just seem to have to carry on reading to see what Limp Dick Lucas will do next and how much No backbone Tessa will continue to take.
It is no secret that I have never been a big Lucas fan, maybe emotional abuse, infedelity, lies and selfishness do not get my motor runnin, go figure! But he really out done himself in this instalment! More cheating, lies and guilt tripping the 'love of his life' who he went on to label a 'whore'! He is not just unable to keep his dick in his pants but he also has a spiteful tongue to boot. If I hear, 'Please tell me I can fix this' one more time I might actually varmint in my own mouth. I understand there are a lot of Lucas fans and I get he has a certain charm, but how can anyone the author included in good conscience hold him as a man that a girl should be in a relationship with, or who our heroine will ultimately end the series with. I may be cynical but no amount of sudden redemption or epihanies could make up for the souls destroying behaviour Lucas portrayed. I am well aware Tessa is no role model, she puts up with far too much, and no one is that good they they keep telling their family and friends to make sure their partner 'has to be okay', especially after shitting all over you in front of your family! There is kind, and there is Insane. tesla unlike Lucas has redeeming qualities, she is kinder, more decimated and more honest in the relationship. If I am honest she massively grows on me in book 4 when she distances herself from Lucas and regards him as the selfish man child he is, while falling in love with a far superior man, Collin, now that is a relationship you can respect.
the characters constant immaturity is frustrating, and the absolute weakness of even Tessa's family who continue to treat Lucas like a poor vulnerable broken bird, after he has reduced their daughter, sister and friend to someone on need of being sectioned, dumbfounded me. I know revenge is not suppose to conduse a healthy person, but some comeuppance for Lucas would have been nice in this book, and no I do not think keeping his house, while Tessa shuffles out and he fills the void by fucking the girl who helped ruin his realtionship is adequate, I know it is about letting go or wanting the best for the person you loved, but some closure or events to show that Lucas behaviour is not ok would be nice. Lucas claims to love Tessa, but does he. He always repeats this destructive behaviour and only ever seems to feel guilty for a limited time. That is if he is not outright verbally attacking Tessa to the point of making her throw up, which she seems to do a lot.
Some characters are more likeable such as Ben, Jade etc, but they do not have big enough roles to impact. While on some level I have enjoyed this series, it is generally frustrating and draining, and I for one am sick of Heroines I cannot fully respect or relate, while having to put up with Heroes unbelievable escapades, and of course he is always surround by skanks on heat vying for his attention. The only saving grace for this series in my opinion is book 4 and Collins entrance!
Awful awful book, the arthritis must hate women to put Tessa through that she has. Tess is apathetic, and Lucas is scum and beyond. The scene with the cheating, and then Lucas ing the woman to the house later on is repulsive. Tess wanting everyone to be nice to Lucas after everything he had done to her, was unbelievable. But it became abundantly clear why Tessa was such a walk over when you see how her father is with Lucas. Bearing in mind the father has to come and pick up Tessa after she has a break down, after catching Lucas with the girl he cheated on her with in San Francisco. This chick is in their house, the day after they break up and Tessa moves out. So after five years.of cheating and breaking Tessa's heart. The dad gives Lucas a speech about how he needs to back off, but he is a good man, and he wishes he could be there for Lucas because he is family now? Notnto mention the mom inviting Lucas to dinner! Are you for real? With parents like these who needs enemies? This author needs help!
Also, the Worting is so confusing I never actually worked out how many times Lucas cheated etc. The final straw was Lucas mocking Tessa about the baby they could not have! He is scum, and it is not believable that he suddenly changes in the next book.