I don't know that I especially respect Mark Esper and I do not care about his attempts to patch up his tarnished reputation. He is a classic GOP military man slobbering at the heels of Ronald Reagan's ghost, with a noticeable disdain for liberal women. Despite this, I enjoyed the book. If you want an earnest condemnation of Trump, this isn't it. It is astonishing to see Esper claim that he never could have predicted Trump's response to the election results when The Economist predicted it the summer before the election had ever happened. It is literally impossible to believe that someone so close to the president was unable to foresee what a mainstream, centrist publication clearly outlined months in advance.
I felt repeatedly that he did not take more action to expose the inner malfunctioning of Trump's administration because he simply dislikes liberals more than he desires to save American democracy. He spends at least as much time outlining minor criticisms of various Democrats and playing the "very bad people on both sides" card, as if he doesn't understand his own apparent point. He didn't try to save us from Trump because he knew Democrats were the only feasible 'saviors', and that's clearly unacceptable to him; he's waiting for Reagan's resurrection, for his good old days, and sugarcoating an actual fascist movement as it unfolds within his own party. Better to keep the public uninformed during the election season than throw the Democrats a single cookie. Even worse, he does all this while complaining about bipartisan politics.
But ignoring all of that, and reading this with a focus on what the duties of a Secretary of Defense actually are, I found the book interesting and educational. I especially enjoyed the chapters in which he talked about restructuring and modernizing our military, as well as the chapters focused on the security situation in the Pacific region. Domestically, it was very interesting to note how often the protests of the summer of 2020 were discussed within the White House, as well as the open acknowledgment that if those protests had lasted longer and spread more widely, our government would have been unable to manage them. I also enjoyed gaining insight into the military stance on our (lack of) obligation to fight terrorists in Africa, as well as the efforts we make to butter up small, oil-rich countries. None of this was surprising, but it was sort of refreshing to see it all spelled out. Ignoring him as an individual, I feel Esper is a good general placeholder for the views of most American diplomats and high ranking military officials, regardless of party lines. And regardless of what I think of him as a person, if he were still somehow Secretary of Defense today, I feel he'd probably be doing a mostly okay job. Maybe.