Thank you to NetGalley for an eARC in exchange for an honest review!
This poetry collection is raw, poignant, intricate, vivid, and all around heartbreaking and beautiful. There is no holding back in the author’s emotions or thoughts and it truly feels like you are stepping into their heart and mind.
I was drawn to this book because of the cover and it was even better than I could have imagined. The flow of words and rhythm in every poem is beautiful and I kept reading them in a way that I imagined they would be performed for slam poetry. It was loud in my head and I was just obsessed with the way that cadence comes through. I’ve read tons of poetry books and I’ve never experienced that before. This collection is truly something special, and Siaara Freeman is a poet I will be seeking for more books.
There are heavy topics discussed in this book and I appreciated the vulnerability from Siaara because although I cannot relate in a lot of ways, her words make you feel like you could because she steps you into her shoes. There were some poems I skipped because I felt they weren’t for me as a mixed white/indigenous person based on word usage and the feeling of the poems being deeply personal to those who live by and understand that reality, but I still read most and feel I understood the gist of what Siaara was expressing on every page. This collection can be read by everyone though I think it will touch people who can relate to Siaara on deeper levels in significant ways, such as representation and relatability.
This collection also has poems in formats I’ve never seen before, such as with “The OUTside & the INside of the Joke.” There is so much creativity exploding off the page. Two of my favorites were “You Are Never Too Young” and “It Is Hard to Tell Someone On Fire That You Are Drowning.”
Overall, this is a wonderful collection and I will be highly recommending this to everyone!
TW: drug dealing, gun violence, death, suicidal thoughts, dead animal, tuberculosis, lupus, racism, s and n slur, cultural appropriation, cheating, suicide, murder, police brutality, and self harm.
Rep: Queer rep.