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338 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 10, 2022
Seventeen year old Tracy feels that she “should have been born a boy” and she knows she is a lesbian. Her brother Spencer is a closet homosexual. With a homophobic father and a judgemental society, life in 1960s Texas isn’t easy for the siblings. When they are both caught with their gay partners, troubles begin, leading to devastating consequences. All the while, the only hope Tracy has to strengthen herself is to run away to a camp in Alaska and she begins plotting her life choices towards this goal.
The story comes to us in the first person perspective of Tracy.

this book started out fun, with an interesting drama surrounding our main character that i honestly couldn't stop turning pages to check out what was next. during the first half of the book, i was constantly playing a game of "is this a love letter to boyhood because our main character is actually trans or is looking like a man the only way she found to be free in such a misogynistic society?" . it was an interesting journey to figure out the answer.
by the time the second half rolled around, i finally figured i'd gotten a good hold of the story they were trying to tell, but then i didn't. the book seemed entirely different, our main character's motivations were so flimsy and rushed that it was a drag to read. and don't get me started on the couple. i didn't know it was possible to have something quicker than insta-love, but i'll be darned. i personally am a non-enjoyer of insta-love, but this is a whole other level.
anyway, this book was equal parts a fun historical drama and a weird little rushed thing. maybe you'll like it, maybe not, but giving it a chance wouldn't hurt. thanks for reading!