I wish this site gave out half stars, because I would give this about 3.5.
I read Jessica Simpson's book, and I felt Jessica told a far more honest, detailed story about her life and struggles. Jessica also didn't hold back about her past relationships, or current issues, the way that Mariah does here. It was a bit of a disappointment.
Funny enough, I initially thought this would be a better read than Jessica's book, but it wasn't IMO.
Mariah Carey is a celebrity that I'm not quite sure how I feel about. I loved her as a 10-year-old back in 1998 in the heydays of MTV, but as an adult I haven't really paid her or her music that much attention in the past few years.
However, I did catch an episode of her reality TV show a few years ago. I also have never really listened to her more recent music, so I cannot call myself a diehard fan. Perhaps her more loyal fans will enjoy this read more than I did.
The first part of the book was very interesting. I knew she'd had a difficult upbringing, and she did indeed go through a lot. Some of the stories she told here were truly disturbing, especially about her siblings and her mother.
Once she was past the marriage with Tommy Mottola is where the book began to go downhill. I don't doubt that Mottola was controlling and awful towards her (he's admitted as much), but I also believe she was just far too young to be married and maybe was looking for a father figure.
She had gone into so much detail about her earlier life, but following her divorce from Mottola, the book became somewhat tedious and confusing. The details became far vaguer, and a lot of things seemed to be glossed over. I felt she wasn't telling the entire story of what was going on in her life during her early 2000s struggles, well-documented in the media.
I know she had said she was diagnosed as bipolar, but she did not go into very much detail about her diagnosis, so I'm not really sure what happened there which is a shame. As a reader who knows many people who are diagnosed as bipolar, that could have been a great opportunity for her to shed more light on dealing with mental illness. Oh well.
As soon as she began to discuss her hospitalization in any kind of depth, that part abruptly ended and instead she started talking about performing after 9/11 happened.
I feel like most of the past 10 years of her life, including her marriage and divorce from Nick Cannon, were especially skimmed over. She didn't spend much time talking about Nick, other than how they met and how they then had children.
She also crammed a supposedly happy three-year relationship with Luis Miguel into about one and a half pages, while her miserable relationship with Mottola received over half the book!
Heck, she spent more time talking about her late 1990s fling with Derek Jeter than she did about her relationship with Miguel, who she broke up with just before her hospitalization happened in 2001. I'm sure that period in her life was painful to write about, but it certainly would have given readers even greater insight into what her life was like and that time.
I'm not exactly sure why she and Nick didn't work out, since she doesn't talk about what caused the divorce. Okay, I guess I understand that since he is the father of her children, but I do remember thinking that they seemed like a very happy couple, renewing their vows each year but who knows what goes on behind closed doors?
I'm not sure why she ever agreed to marry James Packham, especially given that in previous interviews and on her reality, TV show she didn't even seem to LIKE him. Did she just need money or companionship that badly at the time??? It made no sense to me why she ever would have been involved with him, but she explains nothing about that relationship at all!!!
I actually had to go back and look to be sure I didn't miss anything because the book seemed to end so abruptly.
At times, there was great depth to the book and at other times, it was completely shallow. I don't really care how many homes and cars she was able to buy, or what kind of shoes or clothes she wears. All in all, I had hoped for more than this book delivered.