THERE ARE NOT WORDS. My heart is still beating out of my chest, tears still streaming down my cheeks. This story is EVERYTHING. A completely consuming, emotional vornado, a devastatingly beautiful marvel, completely epic in every way. And the perfect finale for this unforgettable duo of star crossed lovers.
Of course, I won’t say much about this plot- it’s mired in secrecy, as it should be. This book isn’t meant to be read- it’s meant to be experienced. But what I can say is that the narrative approach is brilliant- expertly crafted in a way that evokes the more intense, most immersive, and most consuming emotive experience. You live and breathe these characters- you experience every single word with the same emotional intensity they do. And there are A LOT of emotions to experience. To call their love story challenging would be a gross understatement- this is a love story of Sisyphean level toil, a level of adversity only rivaled by its romantic ardor. I was drowning in my emotions- and I say that with no hyperbole- this is a story you feel in your soul. A story that sings with the nostalgic adrenaline reminiscent of the epic love stories that defined the genre, but one that also enamours with its artistic novelty.
Book 1 is a consuming rush of intoxicating passion, the construction of a connection written in the stars and the moon- it was about the PASSION, and the freedom that came with finding your soul mate. And Book 2 still has that passion, but this is a story that feels entirely different, because that freedom was a ruse. This is an exploration of just how far people are willing to go for love- how much of themselves they are willing to sacrifice, how or if love can endure the most painful hardships. We have as many twists and turns, all of the consuming passion, but it’s also full of desperation and pain, sacrifice and frenetic patience. Romeo and Juliet was about two lovers succumbing to their world- sacrificing it all so they never part. But Sutton and Calder’s journey is their quest to reshape a world where their love does not fit- will their world break them, or will they break it? And can they, or their love, survive the sacrifices they make- because NOTHING will ever be the same.
The contrasts, the tonal juxtapositions, the tragic parallelisms all weave together in really powerful ways to highlight just how much this story has changed, and how far these characters have to go to find peace. The irony is that the tragedy doesn’t unfold like that of their Romeo and Juliet inspirations- a fact likely obvious by the fact that there’s a second book. But the suffering, the longing, the desperation and heartache they experience makes Romeo and Juliet’s trials and tragedies look relatively tame- Trilina has redefined what it means to sacrifice and fight for love. And sacrifice they do. Sacrifices that cut me so deeply I was completely bereft- sobbing into my kindle like a lunatic. But that’s how deeply YOU feel this world, these characters.
And the characters- their journey, their chemistry, their GROWTH is what makes this story so compelling. We met Calder and Sutton as emotional babies- discovering love for the first time, bright eyed and optimistic, drunk on their addiction to each other. But addiction had a price- one they paid over and over. Again, contrast plays a beautiful role in unfolding these characters' arcs- Calder and Sutton not only contrasted to their foes, but also to one another- and more importantly, to the versions of themselves we met in book 1. We see them embrace and elevate parts of themselves, bury others- all while battling demons literally and metaphorically. And we discover just how much their choices change them- and if that growth changes the unbridled connection we so loved.
THIS BOOK HURTS. But it is so worth it- and the chef’s kiss ending is pure perfection. My tears were not in vain, and I could not love this duet more, even though parting is such sweet sorrow. Not only a favorite of 2021, but an all time favorite!