6/5🌟
Before I start: I promise I’ll make an aesthetic reel for this. It deserves one for sure.
If there’s one book everyone needs to read, it’s this one. So crazy fucking good and wholesome and sad and intense and lighthearted and beautiful and amazing. There’s not one thing I didn’t like in this.
Parker, Sven and Alaska have my heart <3 they wat their relationship is built, and what they feel for each other, I’m so sure, wherever they are in life and whatever they go through, they’ll always be each other’s.
I loved how the author dealt with invisible disabilities and PTSD and trauma and friendships and bullying and families - it was so real and amazingly mind-blowingly well done.
WHY IS THIS BOOK SO LESS TALKED ABOUT?
Song I associate with it: Turnaround (The Little Prince)
There’s a whole world I could say for this book, but I can’t so here’s some quotes because they’re too fucking adorably EVERYTHING:
“You know, maybe you just happen to be a massive idiot. Or a coward. And in that case, you’re better off being someone else.”
“Criminals do not respect parental guidelines.”
“And now, on Day One, they already know more about me than I do.”
“And they’re here. They protect me. At least that’s what they tell me.”
“Just when I’m so scared that I want to scream, I realise that I’m there.”
“He used to be a human being. And now he’s just empty packaging.”
“Imagine walking around on Mars for the rest of your life. And having to explain how you work to every Martian you meet: how you breathe. That’s my life. But I don’t have to go to Mars for it.”
“I don’t want to save the world. The world can’t be saved.”
“The hairy beast must be thinking: Seizures? Robberies? What can I do? I’ll lie here. I’ll give them a bit of a lick.”
“How do people do it? How do they just go on with their lives when they know everything could go wrong at any moment?”
“I can see the ordinary human boy who’s stuck on Mars for the rest of his life. The boy who had to explain every day how he breathes.”
“Every thirty seconds, I think: I want to leave. But I stay.”
“In this world, you’d better make sure you have a fun in your hand.”
“And I look up. Without street lights, you can see the universe.”
“A seizure. It’s a bit like being dead. But the advantage of being dead is that you don’t wake up again after a while, covered in drool and with a concussion.”
“Look around you, Barker. Everyone is scared. Everyone knows the world is a scary place. So why are you allowed to be more scared than everyone else? Why are you allowed to whinge about it constantly while the rest of us have to get on with living?”
“Just be glad, that you can be scared of a man with a gun. I have to be scared of myself.”
“But when the beast is lying next to me, I know everything’s OK.”
“You think you’re the only one but that’s not true. Everyone is walking around on Mars. You said yourself that everyone is scared. Well, it’s the same with being different. We’re all different. I have to spend all day explaining how I breathe too. And still no one gets it.”
“Everything that I was is gone.”
“Every stupid, lame seizure I have, they come racing up with their sirens wailing, but when Parker sees the man who shot her dad, it’s not an emergency.”
“I thought I was never going to see Sven and Alaska again. And now they’re walking beside me, as if we belong together.”
“I’m me, remember? I can’t help attracting attention. It’s what I do.”
“There’s something weird going on with those two.
I don’t have to explain anything to them.
They know my planet.
They’re u s e d t o m...”
“But don’t forget that Benjamin can take off his colander. You can stop barking. I live on Mars - remember?”
“When you make an online call, they sometimes ask how many stars you’d give the connection.
Well, Alaska?
Seriously?
More stars than there are in the universe.”
“If Balaclava Girl were a dog, I’d give her ten steaks.”
“Look at that, I whisper. They know us. The whole school knows us.
Sven grins. So what next? Are we young to save the world?
We’ve got french first, I say. But who knows? Maybe after that.”
<3