“Running While Black: Finding Freedom In A Sport That Wasn’t Built For Us” is a nonfiction book that is near and dear to my heart since I started participating in running events in 2007 and have participated in running events consistently since 2011. To me, this book is notable in that it’s a combination of a memoir as well as an examination on the history of running and a reclaiming of Afro Americans who have been long erased from running history such as Ted Corbitt, Marilyn Bevans, and many others.
This book consists of twenty-one chapters divided into three parts and begins with an author’s note followed by a timeline chronicling the freedom of movement for black people. The overarching theme of this book is the dominance of white culture in sport of running, a lack of representation of people of color in running, and the creation of running spaces as well as running communities for black people by black people to run on their own terms.
In the introduction, as the author (Alison Désir) writes of preparing for a run, I resonated with her inner turmoil in deciding the best clothing, sharing running route with others and picking a running route in order to not appear to be a threat to white people while also having to negotiate her own safety.
In part one, Désir recounts her experience being the only black person participating in a marathon and having it reinforced early on that black people can only be track runners, not distance runners. Désir discusses her childhood growing up in a mixed neighborhood and being the child of immigrants (Haiti and Columbia) and learning about her blackness in first grade when her teacher mistakenly calls her the name of the other black girl in her class. In fourth grade, Désir share her experience having black friends for the first time and feel less alone in the white world.
Désir shares being inspired to participate in a distance race after following the journey of her friend who is a black man as he trained for a marathon. In watching her friend’s transformation into a runner, Désir uses decides to join Team In Training and begins to run as a way to overcome her depression and in honor of her father. While taking care of her physically ill father, she eventually begins to feel alert and lighter. Désir expresses feeling a notable difference when running through the streets of Harlem versus other areas of the city and part one ends with Désir completing her first marathon.
In part two, begins with Désir fully embracing running due to the positive impact it has in her life. Désir longs for a team of black people to share the joy of running with and is sad that distance running is a white space, even in largely populated black areas. Désir discusses the history of running which started as jogging in Oregon. I will admit I was completely shocked to read about Oregon’s racist past if excluding black people in the late 1800s as well as having the largest KKK membership in the 1920s. Désir discusses white privilege, white supremacy, and the irony of the creation of jogging running parallel to the civil rights movement for African Americans.
Eventually, Désir creates a running group for black people in Harlem but is surprised when the first member to show up was a white woman. Désir’s hard word pays off and she and others eventually create a welcoming and inclusive running community for black people in Harlem. Désir initially gets supports from black and brown led male running groups but the support is pulled when Désir Part two ends with Désir participating in the Boston Marathon as well as her awareness of the elitism of the Boston Marathon versus more democratic races such as New York, Marine Corps, Chicago, London, Berlin, and Tokyo marathons which uses a lottery system rather than a time based entry model.
In part three, Désir grapples with being pregnant in her late thirties as well as worry about surviving childbirth due to a lack of lack medical care by hospital staff. As she settles into the new role as a mother, news of Ahmaud Arbery’s death leaves her angry and looking for answers. Upset that running which has served as an escape for Désir can now lead to death. she discusses research showing that sports media remains predominantly white and predominantly male which leads to a lack of racial diversity in the running industry. Although Désir intentionally works to not have relationships with white people, after a conversation with a black woman she highly respects, Désir begins to work with white people to create a more welcoming environment for black and other runners that are people of color. By Désir participating in a racial coalition, this grows into a larger conversation leading to long term change in the running industry while introducing concepts of DEI work.
Désir and family ends up moving due to gentrification during the COVID-19 pandemic.in this portion of the book, it was fascinating to learn how racist housing policies as well as creating housing units in areas with less trees and more pavement can shorten the life expectancy of those living in urban neighborhoods versus suburban neighborhoods. After Désir moves to another state, she is able to find a new environment where she can create a more inclusive community in running.
The book end with Désir reflecting on her experience as a social justice warrior as well as asking the runner to look within themselves to see how they can work to help address the barriers people of color face when wanting to run such as lack of running bras and shoes and creating safe running space. As more black and brown people are opening running stores and hosting running events, this in slowly working to truly expand the sport of running for all.
Although I constantly live a life moving through white spaces, I felt even more inspired and emboldened to continue running and participating in running events whether I am the only black person there or if I’m one of many. Running isn’t a private club for a few people, instead running belongs to everyone and should be an inclusive celebration of movement.
Some readers might be offended by the content of this book because of Désir’s expression of how white supremacy, systemic racism, and oppression has create a polarizing atmosphere in running. Having said this, Désir’s goal is to shed light on a problem that has long be avoided in the running community and reclaiming the large role black people played in the sport of running as well publicly addressing was in which race directors and running brands can work to create a more inclusive environment for black and brown runners of all abilities.
After reading this book, I was shocked by how much black running history I didn’t know until I read this book. Did you know that in 1909, black men were winning marathons? I am eternally grateful to Désir for sharing her story as well as the sharing the deep impact of how running can be a way to experience freedom in a world that often tries to keep marginalized people oppressed.