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104 pages, Paperback
First published August 9, 2022
“My grandma tells
me only some people have the eyes to see us. Shapeshifters fascinate, she said. And the ones without the eyes will clap & giggle, gazing only at our skins. How we shed & shed & never die. Reptiles, miraculous. But watch out, she tells me, dropping her wrinkled hands into her lap. The ones with the eyes. Sometimes they're worse. They know where you hide your tail. Duct-taped to your thigh, beneath your dress, throbbing. Only they can say I love you. They who see what happens at night when the dress comes off. They who see & do not run.”
“In search of a different ending
I. Summer with funeral & booze
…Always the same beginning: her own skin peeling itself away, a cycle within a cycle, until the day she decided to collect herself in glass jars. By her own hands, build a structure of forgiveness... …As a child at St. Anthony's church, she never learned to pray with candles. Yet as a woman, she needed fire. Improvisation. Display. Thinking she remembered a fact about god & evidence—she ceremoniously labeled each jar. Here was her skin, her faith. Like pages peeled from a hymnal.”
“Catalogue of gossip, warnings & other talk of mo’o, aka an 'ōiwi abecedarian
…
IV.
All lizards and shapeshifters, I belong to you.
Each leathery bundle born to protect water.
Incontestable genealogies. Drinkable. If there was
one question, one sagging wonder
untested . . . how hard did the others throw
her against the face of rocks?
Knowing her pain would be our pain—
leaves yellowing quickly—he kini ka mo’o.
Multitudes emerging not as replicas,
not as a museum of reptiles but reptiles in fact.
Pressed forever against the bones of her own breaking.
We who straddle to survive. From Kaho’olawe to Mākena.
'A'ole i pau.”