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370 pages, Paperback
Published December 16, 2021
What are you missing? I think it’s me, and I think I’m missing you, and I think we’ve been missing each other for a long fucking time.” .
You can pretend all you want that I haven’t been inside you, but I refuse to.” .
Throat burning, I unravel before her. She’s mine. She has to be because my heart is hers and always has been. It’s never been so clear. I loved her then, soul-deep. I love her now, perpetually..
Have you lost your mind?” I toss over my shoulder.
“Yes. And it’s your pussy’s fault. Now go.” “I am not dusting, Eli.” “Please, don’t argue with me right now,” he whimpers. “I don’t want your Dad to know that while he was worshiping his lord and savior, I was defiling his daughter. Please just…dust.”.

“You’ve emasculated him in a teasing way twice since I got here. When is the last time
you made him feel like a man?” […]
“Get on your knees,” Whitney instructs, “and while you do it, look at the man like he is your king, wrap your lips around him, and suck.”
“So, you watched or read something that says to degrade yourself to make your husband feel superior?”
“Of course not. You asked for my advice, and I get what you’re saying but hear me out before you go feminist.
In my opinion, men need to feel like men in order to act like men in the bedroom. You treat a man like a lamb long enough, and he’s less likely to want to roar.”
“Thatch bends over backward to be a good husband and father, but I’m sure it puts a drain on the testosterone. Men are truly simple creatures when it comes to sex, especially when deprived of it. Apes, really. It’s a basic primal urge for them, though more emotional for us. That’s not theory. That’s fact.” […]
“And then he’ll expect it all the time.”
“Just like you expect him to take out the trash, do all the heavy lifting, mow the lawn, and interpret a fifteen-page instructional manual on crap you ordered off the internet.”
“I cried, oh, Eli, how I fucking cried for months. I spent the summer torturing my parents with worry. Serena had to drag me out of bed.” […] “Yeah, you’re sorry. I heard you, but the thing is, the people you’re breaking bread with tonight are the people you really need to apologize to because they went through hell to get me back.”
“Wasn’t all bad…Bee…,” he whispers his pet name for me, a name I never thought I would hear again, and I shake my head in agreement. But it’s the longing in his voice that has my heart seizing. “Remember…me? I casn’t forget you.” [he slurs]
“I’m going to make you so happy. I promise you. Merry Christmas.”
Audiobook source: Audible
Narrator: Maxine Mitchell & Joe Arden
Length: 10H 53M