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248 pages, Paperback
First published September 1, 2022
Thank you to Netgalley for providing me an ARC!
"What is new, however, is sharing my body with another. I feel like someone else has taken me over as if I am still moving and living in this body but something or someone else is always in here with me. It feels crowded in my mind, actually in my heart. Maybe both. These considerations I am making for this other version of me feel foreign. I don’t know her, yet I am her and I am not always sure I want what she wants. I am not sure I want to consider her. She is expanding in my being, requiring that I make space for her. She is exhausting. I want my heart and mind back. I hate her."
"She had never realized before how much of her personal rhythm was not her own, had always been a negotiation. Since birth she had shared her time and next steps with her sister, or with friends or lovers. She had been away for only three days but she began to sense her own desires. She embraced herself wanting things, rejecting previous plans and flowing into new ones. She had craved this sense of self, accountability without guilt, but had known alone time only through grief or self-isolation. This was not that. It was not isolation. It was intentional solitude. It was an openness to company that prioritized noticing her own desires first and acting on them without shame."