"I received a copy of this book from eBook Discovery in exchange for my honest review."
This book was brilliant, I loved the way it went deeper than a romance or love story. It showed the life of people and not just the characters, it brought feelings into it and you saw how someone could function through their pain and loss and keep it in from the rest of their life rather than face the pain of it alone. The main character was only young but had suffered more than most in her life, she thought she deserved the suffering because of past mistakes. She turned her back on her life before and worked for a better life rather than having handouts from her parents because she deserved it after what she's done, she had brought it on herself.
Not many knew the background she really came from, how she wasn't really meant to struggle with 2 jobs to keep her dreams alive of a better life, getting away from the slums and label "trailer trash" she would do it on her own.
Lane came into her life he could see she wasn't really meant to be working the jobs she did, she was better than that, she shone and carried herself differently to most, but she had pain and sadness in her eyes, there was something about her that drew him in, but he was only there to do a job nothing else.
He didn't "fit" into her life either, he was like her parents and didn't understand, but she had never told him why either so how could he!
I couldn't put the book down it just drew me in wanting to read more and see where or if Lane fit into her life, could she let someone in and tell them what she'd done, only one person really knew her and he'd not been part of her life in years, not even her parents knew all of it.
But he wasn't here long so he didn't need to know, she could just have fun, Lane wanted more though he wanted to know the real Mandi. Could she open up enough, she'd never told anyone everything before. She kept everyone at arms length and didn't have any real friends, not in the sense that she confided in them, they only knew part of her, the part she wanted them to know.
I loved the story and the way the characters intertwined, it was a real story, something you could imagine happening, it wasn't just boy meets girl, they fall in love and happy ever after, it's a real story, It had depth to it and meaning. I wanted to know what happened to Mandi and if she got her dream of breaking away from her past.
I couldn't put the book down and read it to the end in the early hours of the morning. It was a very emotional book and I cried in parts. It's very well written and a definite to people that like a true to life book that touches your emotions. I smiled in parts wanting Mandi to find happiness either on her own or with Lane, you just want her to get out and make a life for herself however she does it. A refreshing change to the normal sex and happy go lucky characters that most portray. I'll definitely be reading more from this author.
I'd recommend it to everyone that likes a romance, bare in mind the book touches on subjects a lot don't so can be upsetting to some but it isn't graphic and doesn't go into too much detail, that said it's one of the best books I've read in a long time.