4 stars!
‘For even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light.’ - 2 Corinthians 11:14
This was my second Lovell book, and though I didn't enjoy it quite as much as Absolution, it was still quite good. It wasn't nearly as dark as that book, but it was taboo and gritty, the religious angle combining with the crime world to create something exciting, if not a little far-fetched.
“I will only say this once, so hear me when I say that I’m not the man to save you from your sins.”
When Delilah and Judas' paths actually cross, it happens in a world that is completely different from the one they're both secretly involved in. However, they quickly shed the skin they show everyone else, just so they can bathe in each other's darkness. That is one thing I really enjoyed about this book: the characters were complex and fundamentally not good. It made everything that much more intense and exciting, and this is probably sad, but it made me relate to Delilah more. There was a time where I knew who the most dangerous man in the room was, only because it had to be the one I was attracted to. I understood her desire for danger, to feel the pulsing adrenaline surging through your veins. She wasn't evil, but she wasn't happy living a normal life with a 9 to 5 and one a half kids, either. My only complaint is really that the story was just a touch over-the-top, and also, I didn't really feel like I knew Judas outside of the fact he really enjoyed people that had flaws. I did enjoy Lovell's prose, even if it did get a tad long-winded and redundant at times. It was also just the right amount of taboo for things to get smoking hot.
She’s infecting me like a disease, an addiction for which there is no cure. That look told me she wants to be my dirty little obsession. And here I am. She has her wish.
This was a hot, suspenseful, well-written story that may blur over time, but that I definitely enjoyed reading. I also plan to read more of Lovell's stories, because she is a very talented author that isn't afraid to walk on the gritty, dark side that I gravitate to as well.
“Dance with me in the dark, little lamb,” he whispers, like a demon tempting me to hell. “I’ll make you feel so good.”