With this book the alphaness seemed tenderer, more emotional, kinder than the previous book. I felt more in love with the two male protagonists this time. I realize they still have their moments of over the top (for me) alphaness but they still show better, softer, more affectionate, loving sides to their individual selves. That is what I crave in an “alpha” male as I love the male protagonist to have a heart, vulnerabilities, emotions he is in touch with, not barking out orders to submit or tell the female protagonist that she is his and taking away her autonomy, freedom, liberty at the same time. I honestly still must fight the hate to love, love to hate dynamic but I’ve warmed up to the characters more as I see them fully rounded out and show the full gamut of existence, feeling, motivations. It takes this third book for me to feel like I know Sin and Xander enough to see them three-hundred and sixty degrees as whole beings. And yet the book enthralls me with its character and plot arcs and intensity.
It’s difficult for me to fully love and appreciate the entire intimate dynamic at first because it seems to lust focused with little desire but to control Belle and make her come undone at the hands, and other body parts, of Sin and Xander. By this book I can see love come out and it makes me fall in love with the protagonists so much more than in the previous two books. That vulnerability of thinking about and needing love by the two men and the craving by Belle to love without bound someone who loves her fully and without reserve or question, that is what endears me to an alpha and his girl.
I had to see the softer side of the Xander and Sin. If they hadn’t rounded out by this book I’d not feel attached to them at all after so much time and emotion invested into them. I really, really wanted to feel attachment. Being patient for this book to be read gave me what I needed. The arcing plotlines and the subplots move the story along as something much deeper and both sinful and virtuous ways. It took the plots and the powerful intimacy until the third book, from my personal point of view, to really, fully blend together in harmony.
This book makes me feel what I���ve been craving, true, potent, soul-filling love in the relationships. Hawthorne makes me “feel” in her work things that I don’t usually feel with I read another author’s work. That takes writer magic right there. It is so very well written.