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530 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 29, 2022

















⭐⭐⭐½ — A massive, uneven, but consistently fascinating hangout with the comedy brain trust.
Sicker in the Head is exactly what it promises: Judd Apatow sitting down with comedians he admires and letting the tape run. The results are intimate, occasionally profound, occasionally meandering, and often very funny. If you’re a comedy nerd, this is pure catnip—Letterman reflecting on his armor, Hannah Gadsby dissecting truth-telling, John Mulaney wrestling openly with his implosion, Amber Ruffin talking craft with the precision of a surgeon.
The flip side: it’s long. Some interviews ramble, some tread familiar ground, and Apatow’s own interjections can feel a bit too fanboyish. But when the conversations lock in—and they frequently do—you get a rare window into how comedians think about pain, timing, persona, rejection, ego, and the strange compulsion to make people laugh while the world falls apart. The cumulative effect is surprisingly emotional.
If you want a polished thesis on comedy, look elsewhere. If you want to spend hours eavesdropping on smart, damaged, hilarious people trying to explain why they do the most masochistic job in the world, Sicker in the Head is absolutely worth the time.