I COULD NOT PUT THIS DOWN. Literally stayed up all night to read it. Full disclosure, I received an ARC and I am soooooo thankful I did! Really, I should have known when I read the dedication: “For the alt rock loving bookworms that read past their bedtime, suffer from book hangovers, and enjoy romantic smut.– This is for you and me.” And dang did Melissa deliver.
I loved this book. I loved the characters. I loved the progression in both romance and characters themselves. It’s rare that a taboo romance scratches all the itches without being actually problematic, but that’s exactly what Melissa has done here. You’ll find yourself rooting for Layla & Rem, even when their biggest challenge is getting out of their heads (self inflicted is *very* self aware) and you’re literally cheering on in the background as they grow and learn throughout. I loved that the characters weren’t one-dimensional. I felt like I knew them and they had depth—they grew as the story progressed. And the romance? Great. It’s a powerful and undeniable relationship. The ANGST makes my little romance reader heart happy, and the payoff is well worth the wait.
Okay but now for the SPICE.
I’d give it a solid 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️(4/5). Sex scenes are explicit, and detailed. No fade to black. Also read the warnings at the beginning of the book. I’d say it’s on the lighter side of actual kink, but everyone’s scale is different. And this is a ROMANTIC SMUT. It’s done really well, and Layla & Rem’s feelings are the driving factors. I also usually have a hard time if the characters are under 22 ish (because seriously, I feel like no one was a “sex god” At that age) but I had noooooo issues here. Everything was HOT and believable.
Overall if you’re looking for spicy smut AND romance, this is definitely for you! 🖤