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Sinfully Loved
A product of the streets and circumstance, Lavender Love has always been dealt a bad hand. From dealing with her religious zealot of a grandmother to birthing a child that was a product of rape, Lavender deals with more issues at thirteen than most women twice her age. Not ready to be a mother, Lavender leaves her baby on her grandmother’s doorstep and finds the first ride she can out of the city. On a quest to find herself, Lavender rides a rocky road, teetering between life and death. Fifteen years later, she’s still searching for herself when she meets Shyheim Roosevelt.
A caring, charming, and handsome youth pastor, Shyheim Roosevelt has been tasked with finding Lavender and bringing her back home. Carnal opposites attract when, in finding Lavender, Shyheim finds himself. From her outspoken opinions and alluring personality, she’s everything he could ever ask for in a woman. Her past is of no consequence to Shyheim, who also has a rocky past but has been living how his parents wanted him to for a little over a by the Word. However, after spending just a small amount of time with Lavender, he understands that, like the Bible, people are capable of being multifaceted. The only things standing in the way of their love are Lavender’s reservations, his parents—and the woman he’s due to walk down the aisle with.
A caring, charming, and handsome youth pastor, Shyheim Roosevelt has been tasked with finding Lavender and bringing her back home. Carnal opposites attract when, in finding Lavender, Shyheim finds himself. From her outspoken opinions and alluring personality, she’s everything he could ever ask for in a woman. Her past is of no consequence to Shyheim, who also has a rocky past but has been living how his parents wanted him to for a little over a by the Word. However, after spending just a small amount of time with Lavender, he understands that, like the Bible, people are capable of being multifaceted. The only things standing in the way of their love are Lavender’s reservations, his parents—and the woman he’s due to walk down the aisle with.
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355 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 31, 2021
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November 30, 2022
Struggle love
Listen I have mixed feelings about this book. My book friends loved this one, but it was not for me. I absolutely did NOT like Shyheim (Shy). I feel like he preyed on Lavender (Lala) after knowing all that she went through. He was actively blurring lines with Lala while telling his fiancee Mattie he loved her and they were good. He was confused and would have married Mattie knowing he was in love with Lala. I wasn't with it at all. He had some alpha tendencies, but the lying and conniving stuff killed all of that. Then on top of he was a minister...have a seat sir and read the Bible with understanding please. Sure they had a connection, but how dare he play on Lala's vulnerability and then try to make her a side chick. No sir.
Lala had gone through so much in life. The book opens up and broke my heart slowly as she described her boyfriend she shared with her family member. How she truly thought they were in love, this baby did not know any better. Trying to run away from the pain it takes her to a life of dispair where she is forced to use her body for income. Her view on men is heavily skewed as they always seem to just want her physically. That is why the interactions with Shy gave me pause. He was offering something different, but honestly he turned out to be like the others. He really was hot trash. I hated how she just could not catch a break she was fighting for her life throughout the book.
The subcharacters...Benji aww he was so sweet and his situation with his disgusting dad and aunt was beyond me. It definitely broke my heart. I love how he embraced his mom and showed her love and empathy. I know that broke Lala's heart too.
Mattie...I didn't understand why she was so angry with Lala when they were initially reunited. That story just didn't line up. I also don't feel like that was his baby....She was all types of messy. Sedrick was a treat also.
Overall, I didn't care for the struggle love. It's hard for me to connect to a love story built on lies. I'm like run girl. 3.5 stars for me.
SN: why not a woman with locs on the cover?
Listen I have mixed feelings about this book. My book friends loved this one, but it was not for me. I absolutely did NOT like Shyheim (Shy). I feel like he preyed on Lavender (Lala) after knowing all that she went through. He was actively blurring lines with Lala while telling his fiancee Mattie he loved her and they were good. He was confused and would have married Mattie knowing he was in love with Lala. I wasn't with it at all. He had some alpha tendencies, but the lying and conniving stuff killed all of that. Then on top of he was a minister...have a seat sir and read the Bible with understanding please. Sure they had a connection, but how dare he play on Lala's vulnerability and then try to make her a side chick. No sir.
Lala had gone through so much in life. The book opens up and broke my heart slowly as she described her boyfriend she shared with her family member. How she truly thought they were in love, this baby did not know any better. Trying to run away from the pain it takes her to a life of dispair where she is forced to use her body for income. Her view on men is heavily skewed as they always seem to just want her physically. That is why the interactions with Shy gave me pause. He was offering something different, but honestly he turned out to be like the others. He really was hot trash. I hated how she just could not catch a break she was fighting for her life throughout the book.
The subcharacters...Benji aww he was so sweet and his situation with his disgusting dad and aunt was beyond me. It definitely broke my heart. I love how he embraced his mom and showed her love and empathy. I know that broke Lala's heart too.
Mattie...I didn't understand why she was so angry with Lala when they were initially reunited. That story just didn't line up. I also don't feel like that was his baby....She was all types of messy. Sedrick was a treat also.
Overall, I didn't care for the struggle love. It's hard for me to connect to a love story built on lies. I'm like run girl. 3.5 stars for me.
SN: why not a woman with locs on the cover?
July 23, 2023
I’m not sure I should have liked this book as much as I did. 😂 I have accepted that I love toxic shit in books I read 😩😂
I was rooting for Lavender BIG!! I am so glad she won!!
I was rooting for Lavender BIG!! I am so glad she won!!
November 17, 2022
Lavender x Shyheim
Welp, I did it. I finished the book. It took me over a week to read this book. That’s really rare for me. I think I subconsciously stalled finishing this book cause I didn’t want to end. I don’t even know how I stubbled on to this book. But, boy am I glad I did. This book was emotionally exhausting. And I. LOVED. EVERY. SINGLE. PAGE.
How do I describe Lavender. She was a broken little flower. Life came at her hard. Since she was 7, life’s been kicking her behind. But, she’s the definition of resilient. If you get to know, you’ll realize how pure her heart is, how strong she is. She’s found a permanent soft stop in heart. I truly didn’t understand Mattie’s behavior. I was disappointed and it kinda hurt to be honest. Especially knowing what she knew about Lavender, girl what is wrong with you? Joseph was a sweetheart and I’d love a story on him, but this book was so special, I don’t want it to be a series. Ok, this is where the review gets complicated for me. Did any one else thought Shy was trifling. The pastor was trifling IMO. But, wait. I loved every part of it. That’s my toxic trait…but God!!! Shy moved a little fishy in my opinion. Yes, his parents were trash, yes, he too had his own demons from the past, yes he was in a toxic relationship, but the pastor had me side eyeing him. But I still loved him. The gentleness he exuded with Lavender, the way he cared for her, protected her and loved her. My goodness. It was beautiful.
This story was absolutely amazing. It’ll make you cry, it’ll make you laugh, it’ll make you angry and it’ll make your heart flutter. This was my first read by this author and I was not disappointed. I’ll will gladly check out her catalog again. To all my GR friends, you know who you are, please, download, buy, rent and read immediately. You will not be sorry.
All the⭐️⭐️
Welp, I did it. I finished the book. It took me over a week to read this book. That’s really rare for me. I think I subconsciously stalled finishing this book cause I didn’t want to end. I don’t even know how I stubbled on to this book. But, boy am I glad I did. This book was emotionally exhausting. And I. LOVED. EVERY. SINGLE. PAGE.
How do I describe Lavender. She was a broken little flower. Life came at her hard. Since she was 7, life’s been kicking her behind. But, she’s the definition of resilient. If you get to know, you’ll realize how pure her heart is, how strong she is. She’s found a permanent soft stop in heart. I truly didn’t understand Mattie’s behavior. I was disappointed and it kinda hurt to be honest. Especially knowing what she knew about Lavender, girl what is wrong with you? Joseph was a sweetheart and I’d love a story on him, but this book was so special, I don’t want it to be a series. Ok, this is where the review gets complicated for me. Did any one else thought Shy was trifling. The pastor was trifling IMO. But, wait. I loved every part of it. That’s my toxic trait…but God!!! Shy moved a little fishy in my opinion. Yes, his parents were trash, yes, he too had his own demons from the past, yes he was in a toxic relationship, but the pastor had me side eyeing him. But I still loved him. The gentleness he exuded with Lavender, the way he cared for her, protected her and loved her. My goodness. It was beautiful.
This story was absolutely amazing. It’ll make you cry, it’ll make you laugh, it’ll make you angry and it’ll make your heart flutter. This was my first read by this author and I was not disappointed. I’ll will gladly check out her catalog again. To all my GR friends, you know who you are, please, download, buy, rent and read immediately. You will not be sorry.
All the⭐️⭐️
August 23, 2023
this was a lot
I don’t even have the words for what I just read 😩
First of all, I absolutely hated what happened to Lavender while under her grandmother’s roof. Imagine how different her life would have been had her grandmother listened to her about Gary making her uncomfortable. It upset me so much!
Okay. Lavender. Every time the story was from her POV , I felt like I was sitting down with one of my friends and she was telling me her wild ass life story. Sis could not catch a break. So many people failed her and she did what she had to do to survive.
The Minister. I just… I mean at the end of the day- he is still a man and he’s human. He ended up falling for Lala but it was wild to me because in the beginning of the book he was literally professing his love to Mattie. From a responsible stand point do I feel like he should have waited until Lavender was in a healthier mind space before pursuing her? Absolutely. But I knew once she gave him that action - he was gonna be hooked.
One of my fav parts was Benji’s first meeting with Lavender. Him telling her he understood almost made me cry because imagine how hard that has to be to accept- on his and Lavender’s end. I’m just happy that she stepped right into being his Mom.
Gary was sick and I know the grandma went on to Glory with Lavender’s forgiveness but nah. When I got to about 85 percent I was like “omg this is still a damn mess, how are we gonna wrap this up?!” But it worked out for everybody.
I don’t even have the words for what I just read 😩
First of all, I absolutely hated what happened to Lavender while under her grandmother’s roof. Imagine how different her life would have been had her grandmother listened to her about Gary making her uncomfortable. It upset me so much!
Okay. Lavender. Every time the story was from her POV , I felt like I was sitting down with one of my friends and she was telling me her wild ass life story. Sis could not catch a break. So many people failed her and she did what she had to do to survive.
The Minister. I just… I mean at the end of the day- he is still a man and he’s human. He ended up falling for Lala but it was wild to me because in the beginning of the book he was literally professing his love to Mattie. From a responsible stand point do I feel like he should have waited until Lavender was in a healthier mind space before pursuing her? Absolutely. But I knew once she gave him that action - he was gonna be hooked.
One of my fav parts was Benji’s first meeting with Lavender. Him telling her he understood almost made me cry because imagine how hard that has to be to accept- on his and Lavender’s end. I’m just happy that she stepped right into being his Mom.
Gary was sick and I know the grandma went on to Glory with Lavender’s forgiveness but nah. When I got to about 85 percent I was like “omg this is still a damn mess, how are we gonna wrap this up?!” But it worked out for everybody.
November 17, 2022
Absolutely blown away by this story!!! You know a story is good when it’s recommended to you and the person hasn’t even finished it yet!
Sinfully Loved took me through so many emotions! I laughed, I cried, but most importantly I was rooting for Lavender “Lala” Love to win! To say she was dealt a shxtty hand in life would be an understatement. At the age of 7 she lost her mother and was “raised” by her grandmother. Instead of being protected by those around her, she suffered years of abuse only to be sent away at 13 after becoming pregnant by her abuser. Feeling like her back was against the wall, she did the only thing she felt was right, she ran. 15 years later we are taken on a ride like no other as she fights her way through every obstacle possible.
Shyheim was a minister with his own checkered past. He was loving and had a deep passion when it came to counseling and caring for people. After Laila’s grandmother pleaded with him to find her before it was too late and bring her home, Shy embarks on a journey that he never knew he needed. These two were total opposites and their connection was undeniable.
Benji, Benji Benji!!!! Y’all know how I feel about kids in books! This baby 😭😭 whew that reveal was a lot! Just when you thought Gary couldn’t sink lower, he took an escalator straight to hell. Benji didn’t deserve that and I’m glad we got to witness his own healing.
Mattie disappointed me the most for obvious reasons in this book. She had the opportunity to really be in Lavender’s corner but her own selfish desires ultimately destroyed her!
Add this book to your TBR list asap!!! But don’t just add it, read the book!!!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Sinfully Loved took me through so many emotions! I laughed, I cried, but most importantly I was rooting for Lavender “Lala” Love to win! To say she was dealt a shxtty hand in life would be an understatement. At the age of 7 she lost her mother and was “raised” by her grandmother. Instead of being protected by those around her, she suffered years of abuse only to be sent away at 13 after becoming pregnant by her abuser. Feeling like her back was against the wall, she did the only thing she felt was right, she ran. 15 years later we are taken on a ride like no other as she fights her way through every obstacle possible.
Shyheim was a minister with his own checkered past. He was loving and had a deep passion when it came to counseling and caring for people. After Laila’s grandmother pleaded with him to find her before it was too late and bring her home, Shy embarks on a journey that he never knew he needed. These two were total opposites and their connection was undeniable.
Benji, Benji Benji!!!! Y’all know how I feel about kids in books! This baby 😭😭 whew that reveal was a lot! Just when you thought Gary couldn’t sink lower, he took an escalator straight to hell. Benji didn’t deserve that and I’m glad we got to witness his own healing.
Mattie disappointed me the most for obvious reasons in this book. She had the opportunity to really be in Lavender’s corner but her own selfish desires ultimately destroyed her!
Add this book to your TBR list asap!!! But don’t just add it, read the book!!!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
January 16, 2020
Can I give you an ENCORE!!!!!
Bianca gave us the business is all I can say. This book, the characters, the plot, the awareness shown, and points proven was dead on. I enjoyed every aspect of this book. Actually didn't want it to end but it proved what all Bianca is bringing for the new year and I'm here for it. Lavender Love and Shyheim were amazing and how Benji just understood sheesh Bianca definitely hit a homerun. Please go run up the stars this is a must read YA HEAR ME
Bianca gave us the business is all I can say. This book, the characters, the plot, the awareness shown, and points proven was dead on. I enjoyed every aspect of this book. Actually didn't want it to end but it proved what all Bianca is bringing for the new year and I'm here for it. Lavender Love and Shyheim were amazing and how Benji just understood sheesh Bianca definitely hit a homerun. Please go run up the stars this is a must read YA HEAR ME
January 15, 2020
Refreshing
I missed this author. Her books are amazing. I didn't quite know what feel. I was questioning my morals. Everything isn't always black and white. Shy makes me want to go to church . I was trying to figure out if I was gonna like La La or Mattie. Shy parents were horrible. Sed was funny. I mean it just went completely left with twist and turns. I didn't even see that coming and then I was like it is it's weird cause you want her to be the side chick but was really a side chick. Bianca always has me on the fence with characters. Never just a simple good or bad guy. I love it. Its everything and it's definitely worth the read. I can't wait to see what else B will put out.
I missed this author. Her books are amazing. I didn't quite know what feel. I was questioning my morals. Everything isn't always black and white. Shy makes me want to go to church . I was trying to figure out if I was gonna like La La or Mattie. Shy parents were horrible. Sed was funny. I mean it just went completely left with twist and turns. I didn't even see that coming and then I was like it is it's weird cause you want her to be the side chick but was really a side chick. Bianca always has me on the fence with characters. Never just a simple good or bad guy. I love it. Its everything and it's definitely worth the read. I can't wait to see what else B will put out.
January 23, 2022
LAVENDER AND SHYHEIM ❤
I loved every part of this story. Very well written, great storyline and character development. Lavender and Shyheim were perfect for each other. Their past journey's was definitely God's way of bringing them together and who better to help Lavender deal and recover from her pain than Shyheim. He was truly her savior through her ups and downs. This book shows how easy it is for people to demonize and label a person based on their past without knowing the reason behind it. That's exactly how the congregation of the church did Lavendar. Mattie was the worst. The way she treated Lavender, a childhood friend knowing her past is what made me dislike her. I was happy that Joseph never gave up on Benji and he valued his friendship with Lavender all those years. I really loved how Benji didn't hold any resentment against Lavender and they formed a great bond. The author did an excellent job putting this story together and I highly recommend reading.
I loved every part of this story. Very well written, great storyline and character development. Lavender and Shyheim were perfect for each other. Their past journey's was definitely God's way of bringing them together and who better to help Lavender deal and recover from her pain than Shyheim. He was truly her savior through her ups and downs. This book shows how easy it is for people to demonize and label a person based on their past without knowing the reason behind it. That's exactly how the congregation of the church did Lavendar. Mattie was the worst. The way she treated Lavender, a childhood friend knowing her past is what made me dislike her. I was happy that Joseph never gave up on Benji and he valued his friendship with Lavender all those years. I really loved how Benji didn't hold any resentment against Lavender and they formed a great bond. The author did an excellent job putting this story together and I highly recommend reading.
January 26, 2020
Sinfully Loved
This was a great book!! I wasn’t too sure what to expect in the beginning, but I enjoyed it. Lavender went through so much as a child and growing up, that it was only right that she got her happy ending. Minister Shyheim didn’t know what he had gotten into when he was asked to look for Lavendar, but he was shocked. I wasn’t expecting things to go that way with the two of them but happy at the ending! Bianca this was a GREAT book !’
This was a great book!! I wasn’t too sure what to expect in the beginning, but I enjoyed it. Lavender went through so much as a child and growing up, that it was only right that she got her happy ending. Minister Shyheim didn’t know what he had gotten into when he was asked to look for Lavendar, but he was shocked. I wasn’t expecting things to go that way with the two of them but happy at the ending! Bianca this was a GREAT book !’
January 19, 2020
Great standalone
This book had me all in my feelings. Poor Lavender had been through so much getting raped by her uncle. Aunt and Grandmother not believing her sending her away. Shyheim walked into her life 15 years later and changed it for the better. This is definitely a must read novel. Great job Bianca.
This book had me all in my feelings. Poor Lavender had been through so much getting raped by her uncle. Aunt and Grandmother not believing her sending her away. Shyheim walked into her life 15 years later and changed it for the better. This is definitely a must read novel. Great job Bianca.
January 24, 2022
Sinfully Loved
Shyheim & Lala 💖
This book took me through SO many emotions! I was glad that Lala’s view on a lot of things changed because for so long life had taught her that being jaded was the only way to be. The writing was on point and the storytelling was the bomb 🙌🏾 This author has done it again!
Happy reading 💖
Shyheim & Lala 💖
This book took me through SO many emotions! I was glad that Lala’s view on a lot of things changed because for so long life had taught her that being jaded was the only way to be. The writing was on point and the storytelling was the bomb 🙌🏾 This author has done it again!
Happy reading 💖
January 20, 2020
I’ve missed you
This story was incredible. I could not put it down, after each page I had to know what happened. I Loved everything about Shy and LaLa!
This story was incredible. I could not put it down, after each page I had to know what happened. I Loved everything about Shy and LaLa!
January 18, 2020
Loved it
Whew child Bianca came back with a banger this story I loved it mr minster is sexy as hell IM glad LaLa got her happy ending
Whew child Bianca came back with a banger this story I loved it mr minster is sexy as hell IM glad LaLa got her happy ending
January 16, 2020
She’s back
Omg what can I say about this great book I love the way Bianca told the back story before she got into the story of Lavender
Omg what can I say about this great book I love the way Bianca told the back story before she got into the story of Lavender
January 23, 2020
Not what I expected
I honestly didn't like Shyheim I feel like he didnt didnt feel like he was doing anything wrong with Lala while he was engaged to Mattie. Everytime she confronting him he either kept it short with her or he downplayed his cheating. And yes he was a Minister so I expected a little more from him, and how he was acting! He felt like he was marrying Mattie that she should be ok. But that still didnt stop him from cheating which I'm quite sure if he got married he still would of kept dealing with Lavender.
Lavender had it bad and I felt sorry for her. She deserved to be happy. But once she realized Mattie was Shyheim fiance she should of shut that down.. Overall I feel like this book could of been better i knew something was wrong when I didn't cry 1 time especially with all the abuse and molestation going on. I had no favorite character in this book....
I honestly didn't like Shyheim I feel like he didnt didnt feel like he was doing anything wrong with Lala while he was engaged to Mattie. Everytime she confronting him he either kept it short with her or he downplayed his cheating. And yes he was a Minister so I expected a little more from him, and how he was acting! He felt like he was marrying Mattie that she should be ok. But that still didnt stop him from cheating which I'm quite sure if he got married he still would of kept dealing with Lavender.
Lavender had it bad and I felt sorry for her. She deserved to be happy. But once she realized Mattie was Shyheim fiance she should of shut that down.. Overall I feel like this book could of been better i knew something was wrong when I didn't cry 1 time especially with all the abuse and molestation going on. I had no favorite character in this book....
January 16, 2020
2020 is your year 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Yasssss B this come back was fire I honestly cannot wait for more this is ur year yassss u started my 2020 on fire my reading drought has ended!!
Yasssss B this come back was fire I honestly cannot wait for more this is ur year yassss u started my 2020 on fire my reading drought has ended!!
January 21, 2024
When I started this book, I did not know if I was going to like it. But I continued the book as I try my best not to DNF anything. I read for the experience either good or bad. But, the more I read the more I was able to get into the story.
First, Lavender had the roughest start in life. Her mother was killed when she was younger. She was groomed by her aunts husband from the age of eight and assaulted at the age of 13. It felt like she had noone on her side to teach or save her from the things that she was experiencing. Even when that assault produced a pregnancy, it was not the aunts husband that was sent away, it was her. She was threatened to keep it a secret and even paid to keep her mouth shut. She learned early on that she had no value to the people that was supposed to love her.
When she had the baby, she made the decision that she did not want to be a mother and she ran. And from this point on she was in a constant state of being used by men in her life. She started doing drugs to escape the pain that she was going through and to avoid any real feelings.
In walks Shyheim, Mr. Rich, Minister already settled down with a fiancé. At the start of things I did believe he felt that he was called to help find Lavender for her ailing grandmother but to be honest, after he laid eyes on her everything after that was lust. Yes, he saw that she needed help but all the help that he was offering her was going to get him what he really wanted and that was her. He could not even honor the commitment he made to another woman because his lusting for Lavender would not keep him away from her. Some may say that Lavender was his soul mate and I get that but seriously he wanted her body from the first moment he saw her and he made every step he could to stay in her vicinity.
And Mattie, like what in the world was wrong with this woman. I know yes her man was cheating and spending time with another woman but to go to the lengths that she did to try to get rid of her, like no girl power whatsoever. She just wanted Lavender to go away and was treating her just like all the other people in her life, as a throwaway. And both of them being pregnant at the same time, was that really needed?
I do like that she was able to get help for her addiction and applauded her when she chose to fight hard for her sobriety and get back in her sons life. Benji may have been dealt a crap hand but he was well more mature than his 15 years. He didn't condemn his mom for being having him so young or even leaving him. He understood. He stood up for himself and for her and he gave her a place to show that true and unconditional love that noone else was ever able to show her.
By the end of the story I did enjoy the experience. I was glad to see that her aunt and her husband got the punishments they deserved and that Lavender was able to patch up the relationship she shared with her Grandmother.
First, Lavender had the roughest start in life. Her mother was killed when she was younger. She was groomed by her aunts husband from the age of eight and assaulted at the age of 13. It felt like she had noone on her side to teach or save her from the things that she was experiencing. Even when that assault produced a pregnancy, it was not the aunts husband that was sent away, it was her. She was threatened to keep it a secret and even paid to keep her mouth shut. She learned early on that she had no value to the people that was supposed to love her.
When she had the baby, she made the decision that she did not want to be a mother and she ran. And from this point on she was in a constant state of being used by men in her life. She started doing drugs to escape the pain that she was going through and to avoid any real feelings.
In walks Shyheim, Mr. Rich, Minister already settled down with a fiancé. At the start of things I did believe he felt that he was called to help find Lavender for her ailing grandmother but to be honest, after he laid eyes on her everything after that was lust. Yes, he saw that she needed help but all the help that he was offering her was going to get him what he really wanted and that was her. He could not even honor the commitment he made to another woman because his lusting for Lavender would not keep him away from her. Some may say that Lavender was his soul mate and I get that but seriously he wanted her body from the first moment he saw her and he made every step he could to stay in her vicinity.
And Mattie, like what in the world was wrong with this woman. I know yes her man was cheating and spending time with another woman but to go to the lengths that she did to try to get rid of her, like no girl power whatsoever. She just wanted Lavender to go away and was treating her just like all the other people in her life, as a throwaway. And both of them being pregnant at the same time, was that really needed?
I do like that she was able to get help for her addiction and applauded her when she chose to fight hard for her sobriety and get back in her sons life. Benji may have been dealt a crap hand but he was well more mature than his 15 years. He didn't condemn his mom for being having him so young or even leaving him. He understood. He stood up for himself and for her and he gave her a place to show that true and unconditional love that noone else was ever able to show her.
By the end of the story I did enjoy the experience. I was glad to see that her aunt and her husband got the punishments they deserved and that Lavender was able to patch up the relationship she shared with her Grandmother.
January 21, 2020
Yessss👏👏👏⭐️⭐️⭐️this what I'm talking about!!! Minister pray for us, pray for us
So this came out and I grabbed it quickly not researching if I have read any work of this author, and so I will say that no, I have not any work from MS. Bianca Xaveria and for a first time, this was so good and so profound and so dope, o.m.g!!!
Lavender, well, well, well... You have me looking at this "profession" not only sideways, but in a different light. You were a strong, independent black queen and you did deserved everything good coming to you. You are and we're just too good to be true.
Shyeim, man oh man, what a man for real... The pure definition of a few good ones. Alpha with a sweet side, beast mode with a teddy bear tendency, a lion with the cuddling of a soft kitty cat, mr. Minister was the bomb, the bae and all that. Handsome, very well endowed and confident, nothing can shake up his world besides his soul mate coming to him.
Mattie, Mattie, Mattie, man how I wished that my prayers were answered with karma making a visit to you. At least all of the shenanigans that you did from the block calls, the erasing of the video, the lies in both the minister and the Love, you truly got off easy peasy and very fortunate. MS. Xaveria should have you lose that baby and or make this baby not the minister's, but su hé is thé Life of urban fiction...
Sed, wow such a great one. Loyal, funny and so down to earth while Joseph stayed true no matter what and genuinely lived Lala regardless of her other experiences.
But most of all Benji surprised me more of how he accepted his mother, never blamed her and literarily gave her another chance at their relationships.
The only cons in this story is the little thin line always being presented between evil and good (which I know shows in real life as often as possible).
The pros were showing or reading so many little scripture passages(that actually will have you reread them or even go to the bible for the). It also was refreshing to see that just because you are a Minister or Pastor you shouldn't be judging. It also educates about the drug used, the constant battling into staying the proper ting or the constant battling into staying clean at all times.
This truly is history in its making, and pure education,about how retain jobs are extremely scarse. Very good, very good MS. Xaveria, very good👏👏👏👏⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🙄⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️deserved more than a 5 stars allocated...
So this came out and I grabbed it quickly not researching if I have read any work of this author, and so I will say that no, I have not any work from MS. Bianca Xaveria and for a first time, this was so good and so profound and so dope, o.m.g!!!
Lavender, well, well, well... You have me looking at this "profession" not only sideways, but in a different light. You were a strong, independent black queen and you did deserved everything good coming to you. You are and we're just too good to be true.
Shyeim, man oh man, what a man for real... The pure definition of a few good ones. Alpha with a sweet side, beast mode with a teddy bear tendency, a lion with the cuddling of a soft kitty cat, mr. Minister was the bomb, the bae and all that. Handsome, very well endowed and confident, nothing can shake up his world besides his soul mate coming to him.
Mattie, Mattie, Mattie, man how I wished that my prayers were answered with karma making a visit to you. At least all of the shenanigans that you did from the block calls, the erasing of the video, the lies in both the minister and the Love, you truly got off easy peasy and very fortunate. MS. Xaveria should have you lose that baby and or make this baby not the minister's, but su hé is thé Life of urban fiction...
Sed, wow such a great one. Loyal, funny and so down to earth while Joseph stayed true no matter what and genuinely lived Lala regardless of her other experiences.
But most of all Benji surprised me more of how he accepted his mother, never blamed her and literarily gave her another chance at their relationships.
The only cons in this story is the little thin line always being presented between evil and good (which I know shows in real life as often as possible).
The pros were showing or reading so many little scripture passages(that actually will have you reread them or even go to the bible for the). It also was refreshing to see that just because you are a Minister or Pastor you shouldn't be judging. It also educates about the drug used, the constant battling into staying the proper ting or the constant battling into staying clean at all times.
This truly is history in its making, and pure education,about how retain jobs are extremely scarse. Very good, very good MS. Xaveria, very good👏👏👏👏⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🙄⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️deserved more than a 5 stars allocated...
January 15, 2020
Beautiful Period Dot Com
Wow, this story took my breath away! Sometimes families do not want to break he smile cycle and secrets. When Lavender’s mom passes away she went to live with her Grandmother and her aunt Francine who married Gary. This pedophile began touching Lavender at the age of 8 and by 13 he was full blown raping her! To a child who knows nothing about sex Lav believes this is love. Lav told her grandma a long time ago that she does not feel comfortable around Gary but no one listens. Mattie and Joseph her two best friends had no idea about Lavenders abuse until she got pregnant. Lav is sent away and after the baby is born she’s ghost at 13 and her son Benji is left with her grandmother. He looked just like Gary! Francine and Gary chose to say Joseph was the father, lol. Ever changing the story. Lav is broken, prostituting, and meets Leon. He takes care of her until she is 16 and now it’s time to pay the piper. 15yrs later and Grandma is sick and she wants Lavender reunited with her son before she dies. Grandma reaches out to Minister Shyheim aka Shy who is engaged to Mattie. When the minister make a trip to Florida looking for property in Key West he never expected to run into an Angel and when she sang.....Yes Lavender was chilling in Key West, hanging with her married lover and not ever trying to go back to Clewston, Mississippi. Shy says God led him to her and their lives will never be the same. Mattie is angry at Lavender for leaving and Joseph is happy she is ali e. Through God, strength and prayer Shy is fighting a battle he wants to fight. Mattie and Shy are supposed to get married. Hot she cannot help but see the way Shy looks at Lavender. With Shy having his own baggage he does not judge. His parents and Mattie want to be judgements and will have a lot to say as Shy seems to be adamant about being in Lavender and Benji’s lives. This story is heartbreaking, sooo emotional, trust is tested and believing your life can change with God in your life. I adored Lavender because she was real. Slow steps turn into progress for Grandma, Lavender and Benji. As you read this story you will savor every it if it because it will tear you down and then pick you back up! Bravo!
Wow, this story took my breath away! Sometimes families do not want to break he smile cycle and secrets. When Lavender’s mom passes away she went to live with her Grandmother and her aunt Francine who married Gary. This pedophile began touching Lavender at the age of 8 and by 13 he was full blown raping her! To a child who knows nothing about sex Lav believes this is love. Lav told her grandma a long time ago that she does not feel comfortable around Gary but no one listens. Mattie and Joseph her two best friends had no idea about Lavenders abuse until she got pregnant. Lav is sent away and after the baby is born she’s ghost at 13 and her son Benji is left with her grandmother. He looked just like Gary! Francine and Gary chose to say Joseph was the father, lol. Ever changing the story. Lav is broken, prostituting, and meets Leon. He takes care of her until she is 16 and now it’s time to pay the piper. 15yrs later and Grandma is sick and she wants Lavender reunited with her son before she dies. Grandma reaches out to Minister Shyheim aka Shy who is engaged to Mattie. When the minister make a trip to Florida looking for property in Key West he never expected to run into an Angel and when she sang.....Yes Lavender was chilling in Key West, hanging with her married lover and not ever trying to go back to Clewston, Mississippi. Shy says God led him to her and their lives will never be the same. Mattie is angry at Lavender for leaving and Joseph is happy she is ali e. Through God, strength and prayer Shy is fighting a battle he wants to fight. Mattie and Shy are supposed to get married. Hot she cannot help but see the way Shy looks at Lavender. With Shy having his own baggage he does not judge. His parents and Mattie want to be judgements and will have a lot to say as Shy seems to be adamant about being in Lavender and Benji’s lives. This story is heartbreaking, sooo emotional, trust is tested and believing your life can change with God in your life. I adored Lavender because she was real. Slow steps turn into progress for Grandma, Lavender and Benji. As you read this story you will savor every it if it because it will tear you down and then pick you back up! Bravo!
January 19, 2020
Sinfully Loved Book Review - Awesome Read
What can I say? Another impressive and remarkable read. This book connected to me in so many ways. Not only is Lavender one of my favorite colors, but the first classroom I taught in was Lavender, so I loved her name. A very sexual and seductive one I might add.
Lavender went through a great deal in her life. At such a young age, she had to handle a lot on her own with no authoritative guidance. The family she relied on failed her horribly, which lead her to no right paths. One thing we know in life is God will never leave you astray. We must go through a battle before we can get to our peace. That's just life, sad but reality.
Poor Benji. A product of rape. He had to endure similar paths, like his mom. Gary's sick ass deserves turmoil and more. My heart bled for them, I even wept a deal for their struggles. I know the feeling of being touch by people who are supposed to protect and guide you; however, in such cases, have their demises of selfish deceptions.
I never truly got why Mattie behave the way she did to Lavender for no reason. Yes, they were close friends, but Lavender had a lot of issues against her. She did what she thought was best at that given moment. Although, Mattie was hurting, any true friend would have understood. Yes, they were young, but so — just a true bitch in disguise.
Shyheim, love you. You humble creation of a man. You did what your heart led you to do. We can't please the world, even family and church family members. People will always talk. We are all human at the end of the day, before, given whatever title we choose to lead in our life. He picked well, although the circumstances of his past and current relationships.
I'm so happy for such a fantastic ending. This book touched on many aspects that people in this world are dealing with. Which are sometimes are hard to address.
Well done, Bianca Xaviera. I read your book in less than a week. I couldn't put it down and when I did, I couldn't wait to get back to where I left off. I was on edge, hurting and rooting for Lavender till the end. I give this book super thumbs up 👍👍👍👏.
What can I say? Another impressive and remarkable read. This book connected to me in so many ways. Not only is Lavender one of my favorite colors, but the first classroom I taught in was Lavender, so I loved her name. A very sexual and seductive one I might add.
Lavender went through a great deal in her life. At such a young age, she had to handle a lot on her own with no authoritative guidance. The family she relied on failed her horribly, which lead her to no right paths. One thing we know in life is God will never leave you astray. We must go through a battle before we can get to our peace. That's just life, sad but reality.
Poor Benji. A product of rape. He had to endure similar paths, like his mom. Gary's sick ass deserves turmoil and more. My heart bled for them, I even wept a deal for their struggles. I know the feeling of being touch by people who are supposed to protect and guide you; however, in such cases, have their demises of selfish deceptions.
I never truly got why Mattie behave the way she did to Lavender for no reason. Yes, they were close friends, but Lavender had a lot of issues against her. She did what she thought was best at that given moment. Although, Mattie was hurting, any true friend would have understood. Yes, they were young, but so — just a true bitch in disguise.
Shyheim, love you. You humble creation of a man. You did what your heart led you to do. We can't please the world, even family and church family members. People will always talk. We are all human at the end of the day, before, given whatever title we choose to lead in our life. He picked well, although the circumstances of his past and current relationships.
I'm so happy for such a fantastic ending. This book touched on many aspects that people in this world are dealing with. Which are sometimes are hard to address.
Well done, Bianca Xaviera. I read your book in less than a week. I couldn't put it down and when I did, I couldn't wait to get back to where I left off. I was on edge, hurting and rooting for Lavender till the end. I give this book super thumbs up 👍👍👍👏.
January 16, 2020
Could not put this one down!
I am so happy that one of my faves is back! I absolutely loved this book. It had a good mixture of real life situations, drama, romance, and a tad bit of sadness. What I loved the most was that Lavender was so flawed, but, she was true to herself. The characters were relatable and memorable. The book had a good flow; it was not rushed. Lavender went through so much at a young age; she lost her mother and had to live with her grandmother. Poor Lavender thought what she had was love with Gary—and he knew what he was doing was wrong. He took advantage of this vulnerable girl who was still learning her worth. I was so frustrated with Francine and the grandma for not believing Lala-I completely understood why she resented her family. Shyheim was everything!! Definite book bae and those love scenes were everything, okay, minister Shyheim!! 🤪🔥Shy had his own flaws but he was resilient and I can respect that. My only issue was how long it took him to stand up to his father. I loved Lala and Shy together!! In the beginning, I was skeptical but they were so cute together. What Shy had with Mattie was comfortable; he was supposed to be with her for image sake but they were not compatible. I loved the way Shy and Joseph was there for Lala and never judged her. It was a long road but Lala learned to allow herself to love and she built a relationship with her son. That made my heart smile. In the end, Leon, Gary, and Deon got what they deserved!! Lala and Shy were soulmates and Shy didn’t care who didn’t like it! Ugh, so good!!!
I am so happy that one of my faves is back! I absolutely loved this book. It had a good mixture of real life situations, drama, romance, and a tad bit of sadness. What I loved the most was that Lavender was so flawed, but, she was true to herself. The characters were relatable and memorable. The book had a good flow; it was not rushed. Lavender went through so much at a young age; she lost her mother and had to live with her grandmother. Poor Lavender thought what she had was love with Gary—and he knew what he was doing was wrong. He took advantage of this vulnerable girl who was still learning her worth. I was so frustrated with Francine and the grandma for not believing Lala-I completely understood why she resented her family. Shyheim was everything!! Definite book bae and those love scenes were everything, okay, minister Shyheim!! 🤪🔥Shy had his own flaws but he was resilient and I can respect that. My only issue was how long it took him to stand up to his father. I loved Lala and Shy together!! In the beginning, I was skeptical but they were so cute together. What Shy had with Mattie was comfortable; he was supposed to be with her for image sake but they were not compatible. I loved the way Shy and Joseph was there for Lala and never judged her. It was a long road but Lala learned to allow herself to love and she built a relationship with her son. That made my heart smile. In the end, Leon, Gary, and Deon got what they deserved!! Lala and Shy were soulmates and Shy didn’t care who didn’t like it! Ugh, so good!!!
January 17, 2020
Welcome Back, Bianca. This book has me from the beginning. I felt bad for Lavender, with having to be pregnant with a rapist/child molester, giving birth at 13 and no support from your family when they knew what was going on. I don't blame her for running away. I'm glad her grandmother reached out to Shyhiem to go and look for her and bring her home. So she can finally apologize and spend her last days with her and Benji. Shy fought it a long as he could not to fall in love with Lavender. Now, Mattie was wrong all the way around. She made Lavender running away about her, yet she knew what was going on. I'm glad Lavender whooped that tail in Key West. Mattie was bitter/hateful, insecure woman who settled and wanted the bad boy. The way she acted o the hospital when Deon came in stabbed that should've signaled Shy then. I was hoping they found out that Mattie tried to set Lavender up with the murder of Deon when in fact she knew it was self-defense when she saw the video. I'm glad that Lavender and Shyhiem ended up in a relationship and he said forget being a minister and forget the hypocrites he called parents and to bring with living in his truth.
January 20, 2020
Let The Church Say Amen
This book has layers of messages from Religion, Judgement, Denial, Blame and Redemption.
Lavendar by definition is a “black girl lost” raped at a young age. Which takes her life into a downward spiral into drugs and prostitution.
There are so many predators in this world. And while this was a work of fiction. It is very real, I was repulsed by the Love family as a whole. I am not one for deathbed confessions/apologies. But, at least the grandmother redeemed herself, somewhat with Benji.
However, her inability to listen to her granddaughter. Caused her life to be changed for the worse. It just resonated with me. I guess that it is just a testament of how good this book is.
Now, Shyhiem confirms EVERYTHING, I say about preachers. That they are undercover freaks. And I probably will be in church giving all the men, a sideeye😂 but he was def not the norm. And that was refreshing. Him being flawed and filled with such love for God, was beautiful
Overall the description of “church folks” was spot on.
I don’t want to give too much more away. Just read it
Great Book....
This book has layers of messages from Religion, Judgement, Denial, Blame and Redemption.
Lavendar by definition is a “black girl lost” raped at a young age. Which takes her life into a downward spiral into drugs and prostitution.
There are so many predators in this world. And while this was a work of fiction. It is very real, I was repulsed by the Love family as a whole. I am not one for deathbed confessions/apologies. But, at least the grandmother redeemed herself, somewhat with Benji.
However, her inability to listen to her granddaughter. Caused her life to be changed for the worse. It just resonated with me. I guess that it is just a testament of how good this book is.
Now, Shyhiem confirms EVERYTHING, I say about preachers. That they are undercover freaks. And I probably will be in church giving all the men, a sideeye😂 but he was def not the norm. And that was refreshing. Him being flawed and filled with such love for God, was beautiful
Overall the description of “church folks” was spot on.
I don’t want to give too much more away. Just read it
Great Book....
January 26, 2020
Whew!
What an amazing read! Maaaaaan where do I even start! Shyheim and Lavender were meant. The growth in Lala. The Minister’s relentless love & dedication. What I loved the most about this story is the message about NO ONE BEING PERFECT. That message spoke the loudest. Bianca touched on generational curses, Black culture, the church, social media, addiction, rehab, faith...I could go on and on. I truly do applaud you for this beautiful work of art. You penned this so well. I laughed, I got angry, I sympathized (for everyone but Mattie. Couldn’t stand her. She hated for no reason when communication could’ve fixed her malfunction) Lala and the Ministers Love was so pure and beautiful. She went through soooooooo much and it only got harder the closer she got to having her break through but she didn’t give up. Minister was a walking blessing and it was meant for him to be there when Mother Love came into that office. Gary can rot in jail. Francine needed more than five years. Oh and the hamster thing 🤣🤣 hilarious! I truly do commend you. I know for a fact that this will be on my best of 2020 reads. 💙
What an amazing read! Maaaaaan where do I even start! Shyheim and Lavender were meant. The growth in Lala. The Minister’s relentless love & dedication. What I loved the most about this story is the message about NO ONE BEING PERFECT. That message spoke the loudest. Bianca touched on generational curses, Black culture, the church, social media, addiction, rehab, faith...I could go on and on. I truly do applaud you for this beautiful work of art. You penned this so well. I laughed, I got angry, I sympathized (for everyone but Mattie. Couldn’t stand her. She hated for no reason when communication could’ve fixed her malfunction) Lala and the Ministers Love was so pure and beautiful. She went through soooooooo much and it only got harder the closer she got to having her break through but she didn’t give up. Minister was a walking blessing and it was meant for him to be there when Mother Love came into that office. Gary can rot in jail. Francine needed more than five years. Oh and the hamster thing 🤣🤣 hilarious! I truly do commend you. I know for a fact that this will be on my best of 2020 reads. 💙
January 16, 2020
Yep This Is So Good!
With names like Lavender and Shyheim you know it's going to be a damn good time. These two may be the most complex, dimensional but true to character hero and heroin I have encountered in a long time. To quantify my statement they were who they where at the beginning of the novel all the way through to the end. There was growth and development but the core of who they were remained the same. This was a real life, real love situation. I don't speak on plot specifics, but several times during this journey with these two complex characters, I literally felt my heart breaking. So many important themes touched upon; religion, sexualization of black women, commitment, pride, abuse, and I am sure I have left something out. All done in a strategic and tasteful way. This will have to be a re-read for me, my senses were in overload. And the sex....The SEX between these two was so hot. 🔥 This is a great read!
With names like Lavender and Shyheim you know it's going to be a damn good time. These two may be the most complex, dimensional but true to character hero and heroin I have encountered in a long time. To quantify my statement they were who they where at the beginning of the novel all the way through to the end. There was growth and development but the core of who they were remained the same. This was a real life, real love situation. I don't speak on plot specifics, but several times during this journey with these two complex characters, I literally felt my heart breaking. So many important themes touched upon; religion, sexualization of black women, commitment, pride, abuse, and I am sure I have left something out. All done in a strategic and tasteful way. This will have to be a re-read for me, my senses were in overload. And the sex....The SEX between these two was so hot. 🔥 This is a great read!
January 18, 2020
This story was everything!!
Where do I begin?? There was so much going on at one point. I really wonder what Mattie truly had against Lavender to have her dislike her like she did, way before things happened between Shy and Lavender? I get it hurt when she left but you knew the background behind it. What kind of woman does that? Poor Lavender went through so much and thank God he brought Shy into her life when he did. I thank God that Benji turned out the way he did. And that he was forgiving and loved his momma regardless of everything. Her aunt Francine deserved way more than what she got but that Gary is one sick person. Taking a child's innocence from 8 to 13 and then do the same to another child! You got a whole woman and prostitutes and hoes galore in this world and still wanna do some sick ish like that. I loved how Shy was with Lavender. Everyone deserves a love like that.
Where do I begin?? There was so much going on at one point. I really wonder what Mattie truly had against Lavender to have her dislike her like she did, way before things happened between Shy and Lavender? I get it hurt when she left but you knew the background behind it. What kind of woman does that? Poor Lavender went through so much and thank God he brought Shy into her life when he did. I thank God that Benji turned out the way he did. And that he was forgiving and loved his momma regardless of everything. Her aunt Francine deserved way more than what she got but that Gary is one sick person. Taking a child's innocence from 8 to 13 and then do the same to another child! You got a whole woman and prostitutes and hoes galore in this world and still wanna do some sick ish like that. I loved how Shy was with Lavender. Everyone deserves a love like that.
January 20, 2020
Helll Yesss!!!
I don’t even have to tell you that Bianca has came back and like never before with this amazing read. So happy that one of my favorite authors are back. This book was soooo goood. From beginning to end I couldn’t get enough I barely put it down. Shyheim #bookbae... I just need to know where all the good ministers are hiding because Shyheim is definitely perfect beyond measure. My girl Lavender had a rough beginning but that finish was Golden and I’m so proud of her. Francine and that damn Gary needed more than jail time cuz hunny I would be repenting daily for how they came up missing. Mattie was just so self absorbed I just think she really needed help more than anything else but I believe she do have a story behind her madness. I need Sedwicks’s story like ASAP... Super Duper amazing read but I knew I was in for a good one... Can’t wait for what’s next
I don’t even have to tell you that Bianca has came back and like never before with this amazing read. So happy that one of my favorite authors are back. This book was soooo goood. From beginning to end I couldn’t get enough I barely put it down. Shyheim #bookbae... I just need to know where all the good ministers are hiding because Shyheim is definitely perfect beyond measure. My girl Lavender had a rough beginning but that finish was Golden and I’m so proud of her. Francine and that damn Gary needed more than jail time cuz hunny I would be repenting daily for how they came up missing. Mattie was just so self absorbed I just think she really needed help more than anything else but I believe she do have a story behind her madness. I need Sedwicks’s story like ASAP... Super Duper amazing read but I knew I was in for a good one... Can’t wait for what’s next
January 30, 2020
💥💥💥💥
This book was so bomb!!! It was well written but I can also tell that time went into each chapter and character. I was always rooting for Lavender no matter what because she was definitely going thru it in all parts of her life. I believe her Key West move definitely brought out a different side of her. She was being used by people and she was unapologetically her and I lived that. I liked that her and Shy were so different but at the same time meshed so well together. I liked that they didn't back down from each other but nothing was ever forced. No judgement from either was the best part. I am sooo glad that Lavender was able to reunite with Benji because no matter what she would always be his mom. The storyline and also character development was spot on. There was no room left wondering where everyone fit into each others lives. It was always plain and simple!!! I can't wait to read more from Bianca!!!
This book was so bomb!!! It was well written but I can also tell that time went into each chapter and character. I was always rooting for Lavender no matter what because she was definitely going thru it in all parts of her life. I believe her Key West move definitely brought out a different side of her. She was being used by people and she was unapologetically her and I lived that. I liked that her and Shy were so different but at the same time meshed so well together. I liked that they didn't back down from each other but nothing was ever forced. No judgement from either was the best part. I am sooo glad that Lavender was able to reunite with Benji because no matter what she would always be his mom. The storyline and also character development was spot on. There was no room left wondering where everyone fit into each others lives. It was always plain and simple!!! I can't wait to read more from Bianca!!!
January 16, 2020
Speechless
This was beautifully written omfg. I knew reading the synopsis this would be good. I waited a whole day to write this review because I was stuck. Now normally I’m a hood & gritty tweaked with a lil love story type of girl. That’s all I read (minus the few romance stories I do love) But I was glad that this was still that “umph” I like to read about considering well - yeah just read it! Loved me some Lala flaws and all. Benji.... Handsome young man. Maybe he can have a story when the time is right. If not cool. The Roosevelt’s ughh... Mattie Mattie Mattie!!! Much like the other reviews, why didn’t she get exposed ?!! I was pissed at that part. Like I was waiting and nothing. Joesph is a real friend. Love Sed lmao! “Young King” and last but not least ... Minister , wheww Amen baby. Congrats to this author. 5 start hit !!!
This was beautifully written omfg. I knew reading the synopsis this would be good. I waited a whole day to write this review because I was stuck. Now normally I’m a hood & gritty tweaked with a lil love story type of girl. That’s all I read (minus the few romance stories I do love) But I was glad that this was still that “umph” I like to read about considering well - yeah just read it! Loved me some Lala flaws and all. Benji.... Handsome young man. Maybe he can have a story when the time is right. If not cool. The Roosevelt’s ughh... Mattie Mattie Mattie!!! Much like the other reviews, why didn’t she get exposed ?!! I was pissed at that part. Like I was waiting and nothing. Joesph is a real friend. Love Sed lmao! “Young King” and last but not least ... Minister , wheww Amen baby. Congrats to this author. 5 start hit !!!
January 24, 2020
Nay
This was a good book. At first I didn't know how it was going to turn out.It was sad but she made it through. I loved the fact that you showed how minister's are real people who have flaws too and some of them accept that they do and are real about. I can't believe he would molest his own sin he was sick and so was his wife I was glad that God brought them together and he was able to show her love and God's love too. So many pastors are hypocritical it doesn't make since. They run off people who are sinners or babies in Christ. Nobody is perfect God loves everyone. Thank you for taking on topics that are real and showing how God can bring you out any situation and your past doesn't define you. Everyone deserves love
This was a good book. At first I didn't know how it was going to turn out.It was sad but she made it through. I loved the fact that you showed how minister's are real people who have flaws too and some of them accept that they do and are real about. I can't believe he would molest his own sin he was sick and so was his wife I was glad that God brought them together and he was able to show her love and God's love too. So many pastors are hypocritical it doesn't make since. They run off people who are sinners or babies in Christ. Nobody is perfect God loves everyone. Thank you for taking on topics that are real and showing how God can bring you out any situation and your past doesn't define you. Everyone deserves love
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