A sad book I picked up after watching the recent German TV series Deutschland 83, beautifully written, that illuminates the post-war history of the former GDR (East Germany) through the eyes of the narrator, from boy to man.
"Writing resembled swimming in this sense: once you'd gotten your head above water, once you'd started to swim, it was impossible to stop until at last you felt the sand of the far shore. In a similar fashion you swam off with your words, born up by the blood-warm written words as over a mine out smelling of coal and rot….only that there seemed to be no far shore for these words, with the words you had to swim on and on, until the words ended by themselves, until the words themselves went under. But swimming in the words was safe, you couldn't drown in them, you could start over with them the next day…"
The book is made up of several linked short stories and works in a similar way to an episodic TV series covering an extended time frame. Gradually the stories form a revealing picture, with striking imagery, atmosphere, intensity. Fiction conveys what bare historical accounts lack in terms of personal experience, feelings and emotions. It is quite a depressing book, with a weary, wary tone.
“… the hulk of the former industrial bakery, its courtyard surrounded by nineteenth-century façades of dark-red brick, with stone steps outside and ramps with guardrails where the delivery trucks used to line up and load the bread . . . so that the whole side street smelled of it, freshly baked, still warm. . . and drove off, fully laden, through a massive cast-iron gate: from here the town, the surrounding villages, and the industrial plants were supplied with this chestnut brown, eternally same-tasting foodstuff—a kilo for fifty-two pfennigs . . . the bread was of incomparable quality, and it never changed. Now the bakery is empty too, cleared out, abandoned to decay.”
Centred on a small industrial town near Leipzig described in all its coal-dusted grimness, a playground of swimming pits and youth hangouts in the immediate aftermath of the Second World War, a place of worn-out women, children and old men, the fathers lost to the war, with a station clock permanently stuck at 3 o'clock . The narrator escapes reality by becoming a writer. He describes a world of fear, buried secrets, hidden past, surreal, a haunted place where ghosts can appear, a people and landscape hollowed, out of time and place. A strange, poetic book.
And I ask myself over and over what I never asked myself then: what is it that lies beneath us? Bygone clans lie there beneath us. Long-forgotten clans lie down there, clans no one now asks about, clans long fermented to coal, clumped together blackly, clans rising up at night against the life that lives in above them. Rising up like a ferment if memories, like endless tribes of memories no one knows of now.