The book is absolute and utter chaos. And repetitive beyond the point of annoying. The "plot" is discarded towards the end with little fuss and no particular sense. So the plot is not the plot, it is a decoy to introduce a surfeit of mythology and seemingly fantastic creatures which have absolutely no role to play after all. There are entire useless chapters which have little to no importance for the evolution of the story, but also parts of the story which should have been developed instead. The book seems to never have been edited by a professional. It's just a chaotic first draft sent to print. It should have been 3 separate short stories (a self-help book, a fantastic fic and tourism guide), but instead, everything is just mixed senselessly. While presenting a real, sad perspective, the nail is hit over the head so often that it becomes boring and irritating. The character in the book has had a hard life, but she is so extremely distraught about everything all the time, so caught by her own suffering, that soon any reader can see she is just selfish beyond repair. Whether it is her maternal state, her relationship, her job, the people she meets, the stories they tell, the stories they don't tell, how they dress, what they eat or drink, what she eats, or drinks or wears, the fact that she is adopted, everything is stressful for her in the extreme, continuously. And the way she behaves towards the people around her is key to her personality - she doesn't care about anyone at all, her suffering is eternally central, queen of the human suffering, the most suffering a suffering can be. She treats her adopting mother abominably, her husband, her friends, everyone around is just mistreated. She desperately wants to be a mother, but she cannot appreciate any of the three mothers she had. Not to mention that some of the mothers in this novel are very cold and brusque with the children, really painful to read. But don't get it wrong, it's not a coming of age, she never changes, she never evolves, she is never sorry. But she forgives herself easily enough and continues to be exactly like in the beginning of the book.