𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬, 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝, 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬, 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐞’𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫—𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞.
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This book was 4.5 brilliant stars in the eternal night sky of Valdihr. If you’re looking for a short, sweet, tender, spicy story in a beautiful, dark, unique fantasy world look no further than this book!!
Arya has lived her entire life under the mountain, devoting every bit of her mind, body, and life to the sole purpose of someday serving the Queen as a Runner. Giving blood, sweat, tears, and parts of herself repeatedly she trains with the sole focus of being called up to run, but not for the reasons so many other runners are called. Arya wants to be free so that she can finally escape the darkness of the underground world she knows as her home and run in the fresh air under the stars of the eternal night sky for the first time. After a number of runners are lost, including her best friend, Arya is given one last chance to prove herself and is finally given the opportunity to run as a messenger for the Queen. But the world is nothing like what she was prepared for and after a chance encounter with a being she didn’t even know existed Arya realizes that everything might not be as it seems…and she may be the only one able to right the wrongs needed in order to bring balance back to the world and allow daytime to dawn again. With pure determination, a fire burning inside her, and an infuriatingly flirty and handsomely winged Watcher to guard her, Arya sets out to change the course of the world, and maybe even her own future at the same time.
Let me get one thing straight here: Arya and Azriel are my babies and I will do anything for their happiness because they deserve the WORLD!!! Arya is a fantastic MC. Strong, loyal to a fault, dedicated, wholly selfless, and entirely badass she gives EVERYTHING to what she loves which makes her very complex, heartbreaking, and every bit the hero the world needs all at once. Azriel is kind, hilarious, and honest to a fault, but is also a strong, confident, warrior guardian who is entirely captivated by the woman who has suddenly given meaning to his hundreds of years of existence. Their chemistry is everything and watching their banter lead to more intense feelings despite both of their dedication to their “duties” was *chefs kiss*. The slow burn developing between them was a brief and terrible tease but the payoff was spicy PERFECTION!! The romance did feel a bit instalove-y for me, but honestly with the way Arya and Az fell so flawlessly into rhythm with each other it read as adorable and not cringey whatsoever. They were SO entertaining from the start and I seriously adored the way they relentlessly took jabs at one another. There were so many moments I just laughed out loud. It was just SO good!!
For as many moments as I was laughing there were just as many moments that had me shocked and fighting tears back at the same time. This book was surprisingly intense. Learning more about Arya’s life under the mountain as well as learning about the atrocities committed to those in the world around her was absolutely heartbreaking and STILL didn’t prepare me for the massive bomb that was dropped in order to set the back half of the book in motion. One moment you will be on cloud 9 seeing stars, the next you’ll be clutching a tissue box and barely breathing out of panic. Don’t say I didn’t warn you ;-)
This is book 1 in a series that will be set within the same world of Valdihr. Book 2 is slated to be released in the fall and will take place before the events of this book. My only complaint and the reason I couldn’t give it the full 5 stars was I found myself finishing the book with some unanswered, world-building related questions. Some of them are spoilery to the plot, so I won’t go into them here but I’m hoping that maybe we’ll see them answered in additional stories from different points in time in this world. I will take my world building from additional storyline vs an information dump any day!!
Overall I loved it. It gave me all of the vibes I adore and the tropes I look for in high fantasy novels without the heavy commitment of multiple books or 700+ pages of text. If you loved The Hunger Games, ACOTAR, and the Dark Elements/Harbinger series then definitely check this book out!! It delivers on ALL fronts and is one I promise you’ll fall in love with immediately. Don’t ask questions, just stick it on your TBR right now!!