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⭐ TOP FIVE IN ROMANCE & ACTION ⭐
⭐ #1 in Fighting, Action, Mafia, & Mature ⭐
"Want to know how I felt when I woke up and saw the beautiful woman I had fucked raw the night before, gone?" I'm on the edge, tears dripping down my face, the wet sound of his balls smacking against my ass echoes throughout the room.
"I was enraged."
I sob out, pushing against him as I cum harder than I have in my entire life, my release spreading down my thighs and it takes all my strength away.
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¶ ELIZABETH NADIR has never had control. All of her life she has been the controlled and never the controller. Those who held power over her always did what was best for them and in the end, it almost got her killed. After escaping the hell created by the ones closest to her she vows to never let another man control her again. Now she is on the run with her four-year-old son and taking whatever means possible to make sure they survive. Even if it means stealing from one of the most powerful and deadliest men in the country, unintentionally. |
¶ SILAS JONATHON WOLFE has always had control and he feeds off of dominating in every aspect of life. When he meets a woman who fights for control just as much as he feeds from it, it drives the darkness inside of him mad. But feelings are pushed aside when he wakes from his one-night stand with his most prized possessions missing along with a flash drive that could ruin everything. If things get worse for wear, he'll have to kill to make sure the flash drive is returned before anyone finds out the secrets it keeps.
Now, he just has to find her.
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Mature
⭐ #1 in Fighting, Action, Mafia, & Mature ⭐
"Want to know how I felt when I woke up and saw the beautiful woman I had fucked raw the night before, gone?" I'm on the edge, tears dripping down my face, the wet sound of his balls smacking against my ass echoes throughout the room.
"I was enraged."
I sob out, pushing against him as I cum harder than I have in my entire life, my release spreading down my thighs and it takes all my strength away.
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¶ ELIZABETH NADIR has never had control. All of her life she has been the controlled and never the controller. Those who held power over her always did what was best for them and in the end, it almost got her killed. After escaping the hell created by the ones closest to her she vows to never let another man control her again. Now she is on the run with her four-year-old son and taking whatever means possible to make sure they survive. Even if it means stealing from one of the most powerful and deadliest men in the country, unintentionally. |
¶ SILAS JONATHON WOLFE has always had control and he feeds off of dominating in every aspect of life. When he meets a woman who fights for control just as much as he feeds from it, it drives the darkness inside of him mad. But feelings are pushed aside when he wakes from his one-night stand with his most prized possessions missing along with a flash drive that could ruin everything. If things get worse for wear, he'll have to kill to make sure the flash drive is returned before anyone finds out the secrets it keeps.
Now, he just has to find her.
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January 13, 2022
BEST FREAKING BOOK ON WATTPAD!!!
January 20, 2022
SO FUCKING GOOOOOOD.
March 24, 2024
the best book i have read on wattpad it’s so good the only complain i have is that i got kinda bored when we went thru the flashbacks in the beginning of the chapter like i feel like i would have liked it better if the it was in the middle of the chapter but other than that everything was good i cared for every single character and that doesn’t happen often with wattpad books
February 13, 2024
what drug did this author put in this? genuinely.
September 28, 2022
this is the best wattpad book i have ever read. it been a while but i was suprised at the writing and sincerity of the author.
January 30, 2023
THE PLOT , THE CHARACTERS, THE WRITING , THE TENSION , THE SMUT 🛐😩
I cannot give this book anything less that five stars . ABSOLUTELY MIND-BLOWING
I cannot give this book anything less that five stars . ABSOLUTELY MIND-BLOWING
July 27, 2023
Definitely would read again. Best love story, loved all the intense parts and they explained the backstory so well. Loved this book when I was able to read it. I am no longer able to read it on Wattpad, which is rather disappointing.
May 29, 2022
Spoilers!!!!
This book has my heart. Silas and Estrella have my heart. Ant has my heart. Silas is my fictional husband because i know no one can be like Silas other than him only. The book made me cry from happiness, scream and punch whenever a good moment happen between Silas, Estrella and Ant. The spicy parts is so satisfying asf, i would read it 1000x and i will never get enough. I will always love this book with all my heart and soul. If it will be published and be a real book i would buy it. This is one of the books i would reread million times without getting bored. This book is so satisfying in all ways. The way Silas had a soft spot for Estrella and Ant. Estrella is the strongest single mom in this book istg, bless her heart. Estrella has a strong, independent, bold type of character but soft for her own son Ant which makes my heart melt like crazy. The way Ant stood in front of the boys to protect his mama. I felt bad when they Estrella in a dark room that made me cry and be mad at Silas but he has his reasons and i forgive him.
This book has my heart. Silas and Estrella have my heart. Ant has my heart. Silas is my fictional husband because i know no one can be like Silas other than him only. The book made me cry from happiness, scream and punch whenever a good moment happen between Silas, Estrella and Ant. The spicy parts is so satisfying asf, i would read it 1000x and i will never get enough. I will always love this book with all my heart and soul. If it will be published and be a real book i would buy it. This is one of the books i would reread million times without getting bored. This book is so satisfying in all ways. The way Silas had a soft spot for Estrella and Ant. Estrella is the strongest single mom in this book istg, bless her heart. Estrella has a strong, independent, bold type of character but soft for her own son Ant which makes my heart melt like crazy. The way Ant stood in front of the boys to protect his mama. I felt bad when they Estrella in a dark room that made me cry and be mad at Silas but he has his reasons and i forgive him.
May 16, 2022
📚LOVEDDD every minute of this, even though most of it had me heartbroken.
❤️🔥The most spicy book I have read! 18+ I succumbed to just skipping over it there was that much spice!
🐜The way the author was able to get us to become so attached to Anthony was unreal. The fear, the worry, the hurt we all felt for Ant was mental.
👸🏻Taking steps through Estrellas trauma honestly hurt and seemed very deep, and sometimes almost too much. Knowing it was derived from the Authors own trauma was saddening, but I am so glad she has been able to recover and transform her story into success. She’s our literal Killer Queen. Seeing Silas unfold Estrella’s trauma and really ring it into her that it wasn’t her fault was as heartbreaking as hearing how badly Cain had treated her.
🤴🏻I went from loving Silas, to hating him, to REALLY hating to him, to liking him, to loving him, to hating him, to really really LOVING him. Stan Silas, even if he’s a dick most of the time.
☠️The hate I had for Cain was so passionate and the fear I had for him getting his hands on Ant or Estrella was woeful!! One of the best villains I have read. Truly sick and twisted.
✨There was very few moments I cringed, which is unlike me and I could not put this book away.
Himeros done a fantastic job.
❤️🔥The most spicy book I have read! 18+ I succumbed to just skipping over it there was that much spice!
🐜The way the author was able to get us to become so attached to Anthony was unreal. The fear, the worry, the hurt we all felt for Ant was mental.
👸🏻Taking steps through Estrellas trauma honestly hurt and seemed very deep, and sometimes almost too much. Knowing it was derived from the Authors own trauma was saddening, but I am so glad she has been able to recover and transform her story into success. She’s our literal Killer Queen. Seeing Silas unfold Estrella’s trauma and really ring it into her that it wasn’t her fault was as heartbreaking as hearing how badly Cain had treated her.
🤴🏻I went from loving Silas, to hating him, to REALLY hating to him, to liking him, to loving him, to hating him, to really really LOVING him. Stan Silas, even if he’s a dick most of the time.
☠️The hate I had for Cain was so passionate and the fear I had for him getting his hands on Ant or Estrella was woeful!! One of the best villains I have read. Truly sick and twisted.
✨There was very few moments I cringed, which is unlike me and I could not put this book away.
Himeros done a fantastic job.
November 15, 2022
What happens when you know you are hanging between life and death? What happens when you know that there is no running out of your current situation and yet you have some hope left? What will your hope be? When you know you have been suffering from the age of 15 and now you are 22. When you know you have suffered enough for 7 years and made others suffer so that your own life becomes less painful. What happens when you have committed sin to your own life becomes less terrible? What happens when you are on run from the world's most dangerous mafia? What gives you the strength to run from hell when you know there is no other way out? When you know he will come for you. What happens when you fall for someone even when you never wanted to? What happens when you get to know who he really is and when he gets to know who you really are? What happens when two of them are thirsty for each other blood and come face to face? Will there be a War?
Read this emotional yet thrilling Wattpad story of the Mafia world. You will cry and feel sympathetic and yet you will feel powerful. This story will leave you in deep thoughts and you want to stop reading it, yet you continue reading it till the end.
- Warning: Mature content 18+ and Violence
Read this emotional yet thrilling Wattpad story of the Mafia world. You will cry and feel sympathetic and yet you will feel powerful. This story will leave you in deep thoughts and you want to stop reading it, yet you continue reading it till the end.
- Warning: Mature content 18+ and Violence
June 10, 2022
Silassssss 🦋
That's the only word. My god this book got me in a chokehold 🤧 . The characters are all amazing !! The plot 🙌. The writing 🦋.
The main characters ❤️❤️. The smut 🌶️ 😩. The fights ,the guns . Hell I'm out of words to describe the feeling while reading this book.
Go read it ASAP !!!
It's the first book in The viper series by
@himeros . It's on Wattpad y'all 💕
That's the only word. My god this book got me in a chokehold 🤧 . The characters are all amazing !! The plot 🙌. The writing 🦋.
The main characters ❤️❤️. The smut 🌶️ 😩. The fights ,the guns . Hell I'm out of words to describe the feeling while reading this book.
Go read it ASAP !!!
It's the first book in The viper series by
@himeros . It's on Wattpad y'all 💕
June 7, 2023
Best book I've ever read so far
September 6, 2024
Re-reading this book was a hell of a rollercoaster 🥹 i forgot how much i liked it
February 19, 2025
I think this book ruined me in the best way. Genuinely it was so tragic yet so beautiful and the writing was crisp down to a T. And the sex scenes SHEEESHH. I need a Silas in my life. ASAP.
Boss bitchh = Essy. Estrella is the most formidable but righteous and wholesome person eva. She didn’t deserve ANY of the shit that was forced upon her. i actually don’t think i could’ve made it like she did. Her lover for Ant was the only thing that pushed her through though i respect that. She didn’t want him to end up in a situation that he was in, or worse with Cain or dead. Ant was about the only thing she was allowed, and then she wasn’t even allowed that.
My heart genuinely felt ripped out when i thought Estrella died. Like i know it would have been peaceful for her to be free of her horrific past life, but Ant and Silas would be in ruin. Especially bc it was Silas who shot the bullet he would be distraught but he knew it was the right thing he hoped and prayed.
Silas is bae tho. . I don’t really hold against him all that he out her through when he found out her true identity (locking her in a dark room and torture) only because of how remorseful and sorry he was after. He made it up to Estrella by opening up and only doing what she was comfortable with for a time, so that she knew he wasn’t just using her for sex.
Cain. I fucking hate him and everyone in the world who resembles him in the slightest. He’s the most sadistic inhumane man built from cruelty who could never understand or care enough to love. I am so glad they kept him alive for over 5 years to torture him because thats what he deserves and more. The unspeakable things he out Estrella through were horrendous and he took delight in knowing everything he did destroyed her.
Even when he couldn’t bear that she loved Silas instead, so he poisoned her for good which completely stripped her of her identity was despicable and inexcusable. She would have been a hollow shell of her soul just so he could puppet her around. And the fact he almost killed Ant was nauseating enough- HE WAS FUCKING 4.
Sick Bastard.
Vincent her best friend was also so cute and i lovee him. Him and Estrella were infatuated in a platonic way and he didnt care what Silas thought. He was also so respectful when he saw her naked and yuhh.
Boss bitchh = Essy. Estrella is the most formidable but righteous and wholesome person eva. She didn’t deserve ANY of the shit that was forced upon her. i actually don’t think i could’ve made it like she did. Her lover for Ant was the only thing that pushed her through though i respect that. She didn’t want him to end up in a situation that he was in, or worse with Cain or dead. Ant was about the only thing she was allowed, and then she wasn’t even allowed that.
My heart genuinely felt ripped out when i thought Estrella died. Like i know it would have been peaceful for her to be free of her horrific past life, but Ant and Silas would be in ruin. Especially bc it was Silas who shot the bullet he would be distraught but he knew it was the right thing he hoped and prayed.
Silas is bae tho. . I don’t really hold against him all that he out her through when he found out her true identity (locking her in a dark room and torture) only because of how remorseful and sorry he was after. He made it up to Estrella by opening up and only doing what she was comfortable with for a time, so that she knew he wasn’t just using her for sex.
Cain. I fucking hate him and everyone in the world who resembles him in the slightest. He’s the most sadistic inhumane man built from cruelty who could never understand or care enough to love. I am so glad they kept him alive for over 5 years to torture him because thats what he deserves and more. The unspeakable things he out Estrella through were horrendous and he took delight in knowing everything he did destroyed her.
Even when he couldn’t bear that she loved Silas instead, so he poisoned her for good which completely stripped her of her identity was despicable and inexcusable. She would have been a hollow shell of her soul just so he could puppet her around. And the fact he almost killed Ant was nauseating enough- HE WAS FUCKING 4.
Sick Bastard.
Vincent her best friend was also so cute and i lovee him. Him and Estrella were infatuated in a platonic way and he didnt care what Silas thought. He was also so respectful when he saw her naked and yuhh.
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May 3, 2022
Oh! What the hell did I just read?!
I was not expecting to be so into this story, the way the the author writes is just amazing, to begin with.
Then I am pretty sure I fell in love with all the good characters and Ant!!!!!!! I want one!!!
Although, there were some parts that I was just getting a little tired and couldn´t wait for them to end so I could get back to what I wanted, but besides that I am really happy I read this and speacially on Wattpad because, in my opinion, the best thing about the app is that we feel like we are reading with someone else.
The comments made the experience completely different and I laugh so hard, because there is the intro to "Sponge Bob" in one of the chapters and i just loved it.
Can´t wait for the next book!
I was not expecting to be so into this story, the way the the author writes is just amazing, to begin with.
Then I am pretty sure I fell in love with all the good characters and Ant!!!!!!! I want one!!!
Although, there were some parts that I was just getting a little tired and couldn´t wait for them to end so I could get back to what I wanted, but besides that I am really happy I read this and speacially on Wattpad because, in my opinion, the best thing about the app is that we feel like we are reading with someone else.
The comments made the experience completely different and I laugh so hard, because there is the intro to "Sponge Bob" in one of the chapters and i just loved it.
Can´t wait for the next book!
February 26, 2022
OKAY THIS IS WATTPAD PERFECTION?! I RANDOMLY READ IT AND IT WAS SOO GOOD! NOT ONLY THR RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE MCS BUT ALSO ESTRELLA AND ANT’S RELATIONSHIP WAS SOO CUTE! ITS COVERED HEAVY TOPICS SO MAYBE READ THE TWS BUT IN GENERAL THE BOOK KEPT TO UP READING TILL 4AM!!
I HONESTLY LOVEDDDD THE BOOK! AND EVERYBODY SHOULD READ IT
ANYWAYS
HAPPY READING!!
I HONESTLY LOVEDDDD THE BOOK! AND EVERYBODY SHOULD READ IT
ANYWAYS
HAPPY READING!!
August 21, 2022
THIS. This is perfection. THIS BOOK IS EVERYTHING, himeros is my favorite Wattpad author,
SILAS JONATHON WOLFE N ESTRELLA LORENZO HAS MY HEART, THE SIDE CHARACTERS [THE TEAM] N I AM IN LOVE EVERYTHING WAS IN PLACE N EVERYTHING I DIDN'T KNEW I WANTED. I wouldn't be suprised if this gets published .
SILAS JONATHON WOLFE N ESTRELLA LORENZO HAS MY HEART, THE SIDE CHARACTERS [THE TEAM] N I AM IN LOVE EVERYTHING WAS IN PLACE N EVERYTHING I DIDN'T KNEW I WANTED. I wouldn't be suprised if this gets published .
July 29, 2025
Nice read but I wouldn't say it was worth much of the hype people gave it, I didnt see how Estella brought Silas to his Knees, in fact if you ask me Vera was the one bringing Orion to his Knees, she is also suffered a lot, and damn was she brutal, that gets five stars and another five stars if it ever gets finished.
January 3, 2024
This is honestly the most heart breaking beautiful story I’ve ever read. This book got me into reading and holds a special place in my heart and will forever. I’m so sad to say that I can not find the book anywhere so I will not be able to ever re read it again although iv read it 2 times already
October 11, 2025
I've never been so tormented by a book before. This author's style is delicately sharp, painstaking detailed in a way that feels like she's ripping your heart out.
I read this really young and I still think about to this day.
I read this really young and I still think about to this day.
January 30, 2022
This book is a masterpiece
January 31, 2022
Just...read it. It is really good!
February 15, 2022
MY ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE
February 21, 2022
The only book I genuinely could read and enjoy on Wattpad.
February 26, 2022
Love ITTTT
March 20, 2022
Laughed, cried, gasped. Really good 👍🏼
May 16, 2022
Amazing.
July 22, 2022
Omg that wattpad storie was so fucking freaking awesome
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November 17, 2022Hello.
Anyone who was able to save this book please share it with me. It was taken down before I finished reading it
Anyone who was able to save this book please share it with me. It was taken down before I finished reading it
November 20, 2022
I love this book with my whole heart and i am so fucking furious that wattpad removed it
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