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⭐ TOP FIVE IN ROMANCE & ACTION ⭐

⭐ #1 in Fighting, Action, Mafia, & Mature ⭐

"Want to know how I felt when I woke up and saw the beautiful woman I had fucked raw the night before, gone?" I'm on the edge, tears dripping down my face, the wet sound of his balls smacking against my ass echoes throughout the room.

"I was enraged."

I sob out, pushing against him as I cum harder than I have in my entire life, my release spreading down my thighs and it takes all my strength away.

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¶ ELIZABETH NADIR has never had control. All of her life she has been the controlled and never the controller. Those who held power over her always did what was best for them and in the end, it almost got her killed. After escaping the hell created by the ones closest to her she vows to never let another man control her again. Now she is on the run with her four-year-old son and taking whatever means possible to make sure they survive. Even if it means stealing from one of the most powerful and deadliest men in the country, unintentionally. |

¶ SILAS JONATHON WOLFE has always had control and he feeds off of dominating in every aspect of life. When he meets a woman who fights for control just as much as he feeds from it, it drives the darkness inside of him mad. But feelings are pushed aside when he wakes from his one-night stand with his most prized possessions missing along with a flash drive that could ruin everything. If things get worse for wear, he'll have to kill to make sure the flash drive is returned before anyone finds out the secrets it keeps.

Now, he just has to find her.

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17 reviews1 follower
January 13, 2022
BEST FREAKING BOOK ON WATTPAD!!!
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6 reviews1 follower
March 24, 2024
the best book i have read on wattpad it’s so good the only complain i have is that i got kinda bored when we went thru the flashbacks in the beginning of the chapter like i feel like i would have liked it better if the it was in the middle of the chapter but other than that everything was good i cared for every single character and that doesn’t happen often with wattpad books
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8 reviews2 followers
September 28, 2022
this is the best wattpad book i have ever read. it been a while but i was suprised at the writing and sincerity of the author.
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36 reviews14 followers
January 30, 2023
THE PLOT , THE CHARACTERS, THE WRITING , THE TENSION , THE SMUT 🛐😩
I cannot give this book anything less that five stars . ABSOLUTELY MIND-BLOWING
1 review
July 27, 2023
Definitely would read again. Best love story, loved all the intense parts and they explained the backstory so well. Loved this book when I was able to read it. I am no longer able to read it on Wattpad, which is rather disappointing.
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20 reviews1 follower
May 29, 2022
Spoilers!!!!
This book has my heart. Silas and Estrella have my heart. Ant has my heart. Silas is my fictional husband because i know no one can be like Silas other than him only. The book made me cry from happiness, scream and punch whenever a good moment happen between Silas, Estrella and Ant. The spicy parts is so satisfying asf, i would read it 1000x and i will never get enough. I will always love this book with all my heart and soul. If it will be published and be a real book i would buy it. This is one of the books i would reread million times without getting bored. This book is so satisfying in all ways. The way Silas had a soft spot for Estrella and Ant. Estrella is the strongest single mom in this book istg, bless her heart. Estrella has a strong, independent, bold type of character but soft for her own son Ant which makes my heart melt like crazy. The way Ant stood in front of the boys to protect his mama. I felt bad when they Estrella in a dark room that made me cry and be mad at Silas but he has his reasons and i forgive him.
14 reviews
March 10, 2026
Beg for it

⭐️🌟⭐️🌟⭐️

I must express how amazingly insane this book is it’s actually so damn spectacular I loved everything from the start to the perfect and the alternative ending I think if the alternative ending was the real one I would’ve been balling with tears like nothing else but I’m genuinely so glad that it wasn’t that I honestly would give this more than 5 starts if I could it has everything a reader would want so perfectly executed too , my book standards are now raised.I would 1000% recommend my sister recommended this to me over wise I wouldn’t know about this special book .Minor disclaimer though I wrote the rest of the review whilst reading just a couple thoughts and spoilers based on what I thought at the time of reading you don’t have to read it cause it’s kinda long but yeah , definitely hope you read this book and experience how beautiful it is too :)

What can I say entirely this book has captivated me from the offset and honestly it’s so good how well paced it is I absolutely am enjoying reading it and don’t want to put it down-that’s always a good sign .I love the way the author kinda keeps the readers in suspense so we don’t know what’s wrong,how big the threat is etc it’s exciting and fun to read

The animalistic metaphors and use of zoomorphiam is just leaves me in awe like I actually love the imagery that comes with it -just makes the book more real and interesting.

I also really like the way it is written -most books repeat themselves when describing certain repeated situations but this one

It just keeping me wanting to read more like what great writing

I didn’t expect Silas to actually lock Estrella in the dark room but that’s so mafia king of him .However, seeing Estrella actually mentally go insane was written so beautifully that I actually felt all of it , it gave me shivers so hats off to Himeros really

Silas planning trading Estrella for Wren surprised me cause I kinda thought be would be more merciful then again he’s a mafia King but then seeing Estrella in all her vulnerability and sadness well written once again

Sorry but Silas is supposed to be “God of the underworld so why is it that his house technology is being hacked so easily like explain ?? This happens throughout the books and its kinda confusing cause every safe house they move to Estrella’s screen gets hacked and the morse code thing too I’m thinking it might be Wren cause there’s no way that all of this guys safe houses are being hacked like light work

Samson ;the perception shift entirely of him is so powerful to his character and I genuinely think he’s my favourite character, I love his love for Wren,he holds this genuine nature when it comes to her,also being quite like a brother to Silas he’s defiantly up there.

Page 411!!!

The actual visible progression of their love story is actually potent and I think this is what makes up a really great book-you can actually deeply understand and feel the emotion I quite enjoy this

Silas is such as little sweet teddy bear especially when he was expressing his feelings to Estrella in the car then giving the sweet to Ant I swear he’s pretending the dangerous mafia man is an act cause that ain’t him 😂

Silas having about 50 million safe houses that get found or shot down then moving to another is the reason for the current housing crisis I swear

Silas also making sure that the room designated for Ant is always decked in marvel is just proves my sweet little teddy bear point he’s literally a sponge inside

It’s nice understanding the little marvel references that Ant makes its little but still nice

The chapter of Estrella’s first night is actually heartbreaking like once again hats off to the writing cause I felt that all it was actually so emotionally devastating not every author can take and carry on such a storyline but Himeros has like really well.Seeing Silas’ vulnerability for the first time with the how he came to power in order to build comfort and trust with Estrella once again just makes me deeply sympathetic for him and Sam cause they were actually just minding their own which led to their lives being crashed by a bullet train .I’m glad he actually listened to Samson advice and is getting to know her and her story though it was bound to happen but yeah.Also his patience and understanding when comforting her,just holding her as she fell apart in his arms :))

I enjoyed how we got a bit of a moment between Silas and Ant in his office,Silas working whilst Ant draws from You Tube it’s heartwarming yet emotional too

Ants birthday is definitely my favourite part of this book I kinda expected the men to ambush but I genuinely am entirely convinced that they’re all cute but insane teddy bears;Reynolds ,Vincent,Samson and Silas and I think it’s so meaningful to Estrella too cause all the men she’s known her whole life are vicious creatures yet she finds herself with inexcusable joy with these wolves that’s she’s literally feared her whole life

I like the entire getting the flash drive through the metal detector scene just cause it kinda gave now you see me 2 but obviously not as cool

Them on estrellas birthday do I need to say much more

These guys have been infiltrated cause of Calvin I don’t know why I didn’t expect that at all-Silas Vince and Samson coming to the rescues helping her and all trying to just get the sedative and injury healed -I love how they love her and he’s so gentle with her too

Cain was 23 when Estrella was 10 and that’s when he started praying on her sorry but bro deserved everything he got from the wolves cause that is disgusting

So question is how did Xavier manage to hack in the literal wolves’ technology obviously he’s Cerberus -the hacker-but still don’t know how he got there tho

Once again the way Silas is with Ant like how he’s able to just have a good joke with each other the way they play and laugh together it’s healing and beautiful I just love seeing them like this

I didn’t realise they gave us Cain’s perspective in chapter 53 I think which personally I quite like getting an ulterior perspective but it came out of nowhere unexpected he’s psycho tho

SILAS GAVE ESTRELLA HIS WOLFE RING -knowing and remembering where it all started makes this so significant
Every good thing that happens to them makes me anxious that Cain will find them
The HOUSE CONSTRUCTION TOO 😘

The family they have with each other the fight to get Estrella back after Cain raised the house again shows so mich love like an insane amount

This final battle scene I think is such good part to implement in a book nonetheless this type of book so I’m quite glad-Estrella is single handed the most strongest person ever cause to break free of the serum cause of Silas’ words and to then strike Cwin if that isn’t an infinite aura moment then I don’t know what is

I quite liked the thought of Estrella being dead just because in most books the heroes win and whilst I didn’t want her to die I did quite like her the fact that it was different from the usual

But is it weird that I’m actually enjoying the violence that’s being inflicted on Cain like I love seeing this side as much as the other side of the Wolves them literally scraping him down skin by skin giving him not enough pain to do but too much to like-also estella alive wtf!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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3 reviews
May 16, 2022
📚LOVEDDD every minute of this, even though most of it had me heartbroken.
❤️‍🔥The most spicy book I have read! 18+ I succumbed to just skipping over it there was that much spice!
🐜The way the author was able to get us to become so attached to Anthony was unreal. The fear, the worry, the hurt we all felt for Ant was mental.
👸🏻Taking steps through Estrellas trauma honestly hurt and seemed very deep, and sometimes almost too much. Knowing it was derived from the Authors own trauma was saddening, but I am so glad she has been able to recover and transform her story into success. She’s our literal Killer Queen. Seeing Silas unfold Estrella’s trauma and really ring it into her that it wasn’t her fault was as heartbreaking as hearing how badly Cain had treated her.
🤴🏻I went from loving Silas, to hating him, to REALLY hating to him, to liking him, to loving him, to hating him, to really really LOVING him. Stan Silas, even if he’s a dick most of the time.
☠️The hate I had for Cain was so passionate and the fear I had for him getting his hands on Ant or Estrella was woeful!! One of the best villains I have read. Truly sick and twisted.
✨There was very few moments I cringed, which is unlike me and I could not put this book away.
Himeros done a fantastic job.
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251 reviews25 followers
November 15, 2022
What happens when you know you are hanging between life and death? What happens when you know that there is no running out of your current situation and yet you have some hope left? What will your hope be? When you know you have been suffering from the age of 15 and now you are 22. When you know you have suffered enough for 7 years and made others suffer so that your own life becomes less painful. What happens when you have committed sin to your own life becomes less terrible? What happens when you are on run from the world's most dangerous mafia? What gives you the strength to run from hell when you know there is no other way out? When you know he will come for you. What happens when you fall for someone even when you never wanted to? What happens when you get to know who he really is and when he gets to know who you really are? What happens when two of them are thirsty for each other blood and come face to face? Will there be a War?

Read this emotional yet thrilling Wattpad story of the Mafia world. You will cry and feel sympathetic and yet you will feel powerful. This story will leave you in deep thoughts and you want to stop reading it, yet you continue reading it till the end.

- Warning: Mature content 18+ and Violence
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130 reviews
June 10, 2022
Silassssss 🦋
That's the only word. My god this book got me in a chokehold 🤧 . The characters are all amazing !! The plot 🙌. The writing 🦋.
The main characters ❤️❤️. The smut 🌶️ 😩. The fights ,the guns . Hell I'm out of words to describe the feeling while reading this book.
Go read it ASAP !!!
It's the first book in The viper series by
@himeros . It's on Wattpad y'all 💕
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33 reviews1 follower
September 6, 2024
Re-reading this book was a hell of a rollercoaster 🥹 i forgot how much i liked it
61 reviews
February 19, 2025
I think this book ruined me in the best way. Genuinely it was so tragic yet so beautiful and the writing was crisp down to a T. And the sex scenes SHEEESHH. I need a Silas in my life. ASAP.

Boss bitchh = Essy. Estrella is the most formidable but righteous and wholesome person eva. She didn’t deserve ANY of the shit that was forced upon her. i actually don’t think i could’ve made it like she did. Her lover for Ant was the only thing that pushed her through though i respect that. She didn’t want him to end up in a situation that he was in, or worse with Cain or dead. Ant was about the only thing she was allowed, and then she wasn’t even allowed that.

My heart genuinely felt ripped out when i thought Estrella died. Like i know it would have been peaceful for her to be free of her horrific past life, but Ant and Silas would be in ruin. Especially bc it was Silas who shot the bullet he would be distraught but he knew it was the right thing he hoped and prayed.

Silas is bae tho. . I don’t really hold against him all that he out her through when he found out her true identity (locking her in a dark room and torture) only because of how remorseful and sorry he was after. He made it up to Estrella by opening up and only doing what she was comfortable with for a time, so that she knew he wasn’t just using her for sex.

Cain. I fucking hate him and everyone in the world who resembles him in the slightest. He’s the most sadistic inhumane man built from cruelty who could never understand or care enough to love. I am so glad they kept him alive for over 5 years to torture him because thats what he deserves and more. The unspeakable things he out Estrella through were horrendous and he took delight in knowing everything he did destroyed her.

Even when he couldn’t bear that she loved Silas instead, so he poisoned her for good which completely stripped her of her identity was despicable and inexcusable. She would have been a hollow shell of her soul just so he could puppet her around. And the fact he almost killed Ant was nauseating enough- HE WAS FUCKING 4.
Sick Bastard.

Vincent her best friend was also so cute and i lovee him. Him and Estrella were infatuated in a platonic way and he didnt care what Silas thought. He was also so respectful when he saw her naked and yuhh.
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19 reviews
May 3, 2022
Oh! What the hell did I just read?!
I was not expecting to be so into this story, the way the the author writes is just amazing, to begin with.
Then I am pretty sure I fell in love with all the good characters and Ant!!!!!!! I want one!!!
Although, there were some parts that I was just getting a little tired and couldn´t wait for them to end so I could get back to what I wanted, but besides that I am really happy I read this and speacially on Wattpad because, in my opinion, the best thing about the app is that we feel like we are reading with someone else.
The comments made the experience completely different and I laugh so hard, because there is the intro to "Sponge Bob" in one of the chapters and i just loved it.
Can´t wait for the next book!
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157 reviews
February 26, 2022
OKAY THIS IS WATTPAD PERFECTION?! I RANDOMLY READ IT AND IT WAS SOO GOOD! NOT ONLY THR RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE MCS BUT ALSO ESTRELLA AND ANT’S RELATIONSHIP WAS SOO CUTE! ITS COVERED HEAVY TOPICS SO MAYBE READ THE TWS BUT IN GENERAL THE BOOK KEPT TO UP READING TILL 4AM!!
I HONESTLY LOVEDDDD THE BOOK! AND EVERYBODY SHOULD READ IT
ANYWAYS
HAPPY READING!!
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9 reviews
August 21, 2022
THIS. This is perfection. THIS BOOK IS EVERYTHING, himeros is my favorite Wattpad author,
SILAS JONATHON WOLFE N ESTRELLA LORENZO HAS MY HEART, THE SIDE CHARACTERS [THE TEAM] N I AM IN LOVE EVERYTHING WAS IN PLACE N EVERYTHING I DIDN'T KNEW I WANTED. I wouldn't be suprised if this gets published .
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22 reviews
July 29, 2025
Nice read but I wouldn't say it was worth much of the hype people gave it, I didnt see how Estella brought Silas to his Knees, in fact if you ask me Vera was the one bringing Orion to his Knees, she is also suffered a lot, and damn was she brutal, that gets five stars and another five stars if it ever gets finished.
1 review
January 3, 2024
This is honestly the most heart breaking beautiful story I’ve ever read. This book got me into reading and holds a special place in my heart and will forever. I’m so sad to say that I can not find the book anywhere so I will not be able to ever re read it again although iv read it 2 times already
3 reviews
October 11, 2025
I've never been so tormented by a book before. This author's style is delicately sharp, painstaking detailed in a way that feels like she's ripping your heart out.
I read this really young and I still think about to this day.
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8 reviews1 follower
January 31, 2022
Just...read it. It is really good!
3 reviews
July 22, 2022
Omg that wattpad storie was so fucking freaking awesome
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November 17, 2022
Hello.
Anyone who was able to save this book please share it with me. It was taken down before I finished reading it
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