3.5/5
I'd like to thank NetGalley as well as the publishers for providing me with an ARC of this book!
The White Lady follows a young nurse, Estelle, as she finds herself getting more and more invested in the lives of the old residents at her job in an old age home. The book sticks to a fairly monochromatic palette of blues with an occasional splash of color here and there.
You see Estelle care for a number of residents—even welcoming a new one—and watch as she navigates what it means to be a "good" and "ethical" healthcare professional when the people you are caring for are at the end of their lives. After all, ethics taught in class often leave little space for the blurred lines of reality, where patients exhibit more personality and humanity than the stand-in figures seen in philosophical exercises.
Over the course of the book, you see Estelle as she loses herself in her job more and more, each page showing her sink further into the residents bit by bit. But it's not an unhinged kind of spiraling, you can tell that this has been building up for years, has bled into other parts of her life as well. As you read this, you're thinking, "Wow, I could see this happening to me. I think this could drive anyone a little nuts."
Which is why I find myself quite unsatisfied with the ending. It's not a bad ending by any means; if anything, I think it makes a lot of sense and is rather sweet. However, it just felt so rushed and abrupt. I won't spoil anything but like, I wanted to see more of Estelle's spiral, I wanted to see how and where she would draw a line, if she could even do so. Because that was the core of the story for me and I think it's also where the book shines best, so having that cut to the ending—seemingly out of nowhere—was jarring and left me feeling a lot of regret and sadness for how much more this could have been.
I don't know, I'm just really unsatisfied with the pacing which SUCKS cos I really do think it's a good story with endearing characters. There were also quite a few panels that I think will stick to me for quite some time, the art itself is gorgeous. Despite my complaints, I would still recommend giving this book a try. Regardless of how you feel about the pacing or the ending, I think you'll find yourself thinking about it long after you're done with it.