Macy Moran has been obsessed for the last ten years. Ever since the Parcs & Rec Killer (if I
don’t make the joke, I know someone else will) took her best friend as their last victim. Avoidant of authority (over herself, at least). She’s an extrovert, and quite skilled at influencing others around to her side. She seems flighty at times, easily distracted, but she has a strong will that keeps pulling her back to her purpose. When a new murder is discovered at one of the killer’s old trails, Macy gets a glimpse and recognises the signatures. The killer is back for their 10th anniversary tour.
Beck Ramsey is a good cop. An honest cop. But when she turns her partner in after he guns down a civilian, the force – her family – want nothing to do with her. Shiny new Detective badge in hand, she is busted down to the worst of the worst: cold cases, where careers go to die. We don’t get much feel for her right away, as even her narration has walls up, but when we do get through, it’s to a woman who is searching for a way to turn an awful event into something that has meaning. She’s a woman of stoicism, lonelier than she realises, but when she makes her mind up she sees it through – and she couldn’t stay quiet after seeing her partner shoot someone they should never have pulled over to begin with.
After a quick first meeting at the crime scene, where Beck quietly gives Macy a piece of information she wasn’t meant to have shred, Macy is asked by her paper editor to cover the initial court hearing about the shooting, where Beck is the star witness.
The book almost manages to make a statement here. The police sit on one side – all supporting their brother in blue despite his murder. On the other, behind Beck’s lawyer, sit civilians, many with Black Lives Matter and Defund the Police on clothing and signs. But the opportunity is missed, as our two protagonists eyes meet across the crowded courtroom.
It’s Chapter 5 when we actually find out the details of Macy’s case, right as I’m about to get annoyed (nice timing from Taite, there).
What follows is more plot than I’m going to give you, so just expect a lot of “but we cannot possibly have sex for we are professionals!”, and a reminder every of the plot every few lines. Which, to be fair, is mostly the only plot we see for much of the book.
Lost in the inevitability of the lesbians pretending they’re not going to lesbian, the plot spools slowly, but it needs to because there isn’t much of it. Until about 14 kindle-sized pages from the end, the perilous side of the obsession doesn’t show itself, and then it’s a sprint to the finish with the entirety of the plot showing up at once.
Chapters are fairly short, which keeps the text snappy. However, they are still often split into sections, between which the narrative voice moves, and this sometimes required a reread until I got the sudden switch sorted in my head, before diving back in.
Those issues aside, though, it’s well-written and Taite is clearly in her comfort zone here. I went in looking for a suspenseful crime novel with some lesbian romance, but if you go in looking instead for a lesbian romance book with some crime in it, you won’t be quite as thrown as I was.
Even so, the romance was meandering and frustrating. I feel like the romance and crime plots could have been much more woven together for a more satisfactory story, but my personal preference rules on that one.
I’ll say for the romance, though, that it’s just really nice to read two lesbians flirting, having sex, then acting like normal people the next day. No awkwardness or shyness. They’re open about what’s happened, what it means, and that they enjoyed it. Adult lesbians being adult lesbians is thing I could definitely stand to read more of!
And all of my issues with the plot aside, it was nice to get in my head after finishing, and having a nice amble back to pick up the clues I missed. I’m not a great one for solving as I read, so a book that lets me do that is always a bonus. Plus, Taite is kind enough to give the reader some moments that are, in retrospect, very creepy!
I think Taite has herself a good niche, here, with her stories. Open enough for others to join, with enough readership that the space isn’t floode (actually, let’s face it, the space is flooded with readers desperately seeking good lesbian stories). I enjoyed Perilous Obsession, and if you’ve a penchant for crime and lesbians, I’d say definitely give it a shot.