I finally buckled down and bought this book in paperback even though it’s free to download onto my kindle on Amazon. That’s how I first found out about this book, this author, this series, that so blatantly and irrevocably changed my entire life. You see, I hadn’t been much of a reader since middle school. I worshipped Twilight, took my copy of it everywhere I went, like it was my bible. I purchased New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn as quickly as my parents would allow and stayed up all hours of the night reading and soaking in the world of Forks, Washington. What I didn’t realize was that, after reading those books and living in that world for so long, nothing would ever compare. I wouldn’t find another book for YEARS that made me feel as unconditionally devoted to characters and their world. But…about ten years later, I got a Facebook ad recommending a book about a cowboy, his family, and his life on a ranch. Was it fate or was it coincidence that this novel, too, was set in the beautiful state of Washington? The first book of the series, River’s End, was free on Amazon to download and I happened to have won a kindle in a contest at work a few months prior. The kindle sat in my closet, unused, until that day. I turned it on, downloaded the book, and began reading. About five hours later I finished with toddler-size tears running down my face. I was in shock. I couldn’t believe I had finally found a book that held my heart so completely. It was only then that I subscribed to Kindle Unlimited, so I could finish the rest of the series. LOL. And that series still isn’t over!! Leanne Davis is STILL writing books about the Rydell’s and I’ve never been more complete or felt so at home in a world as I do with this family. As I previously said, this novel changed my life completely. It’s difficult to find the words to express my gratitude and dedication to Leanne’s work, but I’ll try my best.
“I will never let anyone again hurt you over this. Do you understand me? No one will ever hurt you again.”
Jack Rydell is everything.
He is a strong, capable, pensive, handsome, loving father, husband, and, in this book, partner. He is the world. He’s my world. He’s my Edward Cullen, if I can be so bold. There is no other comparison I could make that would do him justice, but to compare him to an immortal. At the beginning of our story, Jack is cautious and a bit hardheaded. He is wary of Miss Erin Poletti when she shows up, unannounced, to the Rydell River Ranch in desperate need of her brother, Chance. Jack hates Chance, but not without reason. Chance has shown nothing of himself but laziness and greed. He is a terrible worker and seems to be riding on the back of Jack’s brother, Joey. Erin is nothing like her brother, but Jack doesn’t know that. He sees her, and all he can picture is another no-good, rotten human, coming to cause him trouble. The reason behind Erin’s sudden appearance was the death of her mother. She had been living with her mother and her step-father for some time, and her mother committed suicide, leaving her alone with her horrid stepfather who tried to assault her. She ran to her brother, Chance, as a last resort, in hopes that she could stay with him for a while until she could get back on her feet. Little did she know that she’d find companionship and love in this big, welcoming ranch. But not without plenty of trials and tribulations.
The first person to show her kindness is Joey, Jack’s youngest brother. At only twenty, he’s still a bit of a boy in his own way. Soon enough, Erin and Joey become intimate and, through no fault of her own, Jack despises her for it. As our story carries on, Joey loses interest in Erin which doesn’t bother her one bit because she’s begins to view Jack in a new light. Jack was married once before and has two young boys. His wife died and he has been grieving her ever since. It isn’t until he realizes his feelings for Erin, that he begins to move on. It’s beautiful to watch the shift in Jack as our story progresses.
“I can love you, Erin, and there doesn’t have to be an excuse for it. Or a reason. I can love you because you make me smile and laugh, when nothing else has for a long time. I can love you because I feel better just thinking of you, let alone, what you do to my heart when you’re near me. It’s not new. It’s not even that big of a surprise. It’s just us.”
Let’s talk the chemistry between Jack and Erin. It’s there even when you don’t realize it, at the beginning. Jack’s visceral reaction to Erin, when he first meets her, is simply because he’s already drawn to her. He doesn’t realize it and he hates himself for being attracted to someone that he deems untrustworthy. Erin is the opposite. She’s blind to her attraction to Jack because of Joey. Joey is the pretty boy of the family, he’s got a model face, gorgeous eyes, and a dazzling smile. She sees past him, to Jack, but only feels his disdain, so she never lets herself wonder. It’s only when Jack begins teaching Erin about horses and life on the ranch that she feels comfortable enough to open herself up to the idea of him. She begins to see him in a new light, especially when he’s around his boys. He’s patient and caring and it’s incredibly attractive. Erin and Jack grow to become friends before they become lovers, it’s a slow and gradual process that leaves the reader feeling desperate and passionate. Nothing feels right until Jack finally admits that he is in love with Erin. And that profession? It will blow you out of the water. In the context of this story, it’s huge. Gigantic. This love Jack feels, after years without a companion, it’s earth shattering. Erin is a little slower in her admittance. She has very poor self-esteem, so it takes her some months to believe Jack is truthful in his profession. But that makes it all the more sweeter in the end.
Apologies about the length of this review, I know it’s much longer than most of mine, but it’s well-deserving. Leanne Davis one author that I will cherish for the rest of my life. Anytime someone asks me for a book recommendation, I always give them River’s End. To me, it’s the perfect catalyst into the romance community. It hijacked my heart and I’ve never been the same since. For this, I’m forever grateful to Leanne. This book deserve a million stars and all the accolades. From the bottom of my heart, thank you, thank you, THANK YOU, Leanne.
He held her gaze and stood up straighter. He finally whispered, his tone nearly guttural. “Why Joey? Why did you choose Joey?” She didn’t look away or pretend to be clueless about what he was asking. She licked her lips and whispered. “Because I didn’t know any better.”