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Love Me When It's Hard To
Losing a child is every parent’s worst nightmare, especially in the wild streets of Chicago. For Santrell Clyburn, this is a pain he knew all too well. After ten long years and no body to bury or mourn, Santrell was finally forced to move on with his life, while secretly holding on to hope. After all, his family still needed him, but the streets needed him most.
Being head of the most ruthless gangs to grace the Chi-town streets, Santrell had a point to prove. “Live by gun, die by gun” was what he was taught, and he’s never been afraid of either. With the corrupt and crooked system on his side, how could he lose right?
That “how” quickly turned into “what” he could lose as chaotic events transpired, leaving more blood in the streets than the blood banks combined. With a cold-hearted vengeance to collect the skulls of those responsible for his precious diamond’s demise, will he succeed?
With betrayal and tragedies being at an all-time high, who can he trust? Will Santrell finally realize the grass was never greener on the other side? They say forgiveness is the key to moving on but is that really true?
Find out in the pages of Love Me When It’s Hard To.
Being head of the most ruthless gangs to grace the Chi-town streets, Santrell had a point to prove. “Live by gun, die by gun” was what he was taught, and he’s never been afraid of either. With the corrupt and crooked system on his side, how could he lose right?
That “how” quickly turned into “what” he could lose as chaotic events transpired, leaving more blood in the streets than the blood banks combined. With a cold-hearted vengeance to collect the skulls of those responsible for his precious diamond’s demise, will he succeed?
With betrayal and tragedies being at an all-time high, who can he trust? Will Santrell finally realize the grass was never greener on the other side? They say forgiveness is the key to moving on but is that really true?
Find out in the pages of Love Me When It’s Hard To.
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Published January 22, 2022
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January 31, 2022
speechless
If you haven’t read this book! Whew Chile Lordt! Let us pray because baby you are missing out! She did her thing with this book do you hear me! Had me on pins and needles! Done stressed my poor edges out ok! Sensational
If you haven’t read this book! Whew Chile Lordt! Let us pray because baby you are missing out! She did her thing with this book do you hear me! Had me on pins and needles! Done stressed my poor edges out ok! Sensational
January 30, 2022
What In The Whole Entire World!
J'Diorr great freaking job! This is my first read of yours, it will not be the last! How can a person be so devious, jealous and just plain mean? The Clyburn family really is going through it all due to a jealous woman. Boy oh boy Sheha world was torn apart for many years never did she imagine her life would end up that way. Khloe also had her world snatched right from under her. Getting away from the devil she finally was beginning to trust, let her guard down and low and behold her comes some more mess to knock her off her square, and the devil returns.
Snakes are everywhere the brother's have trusted someone that they didn't realize would be the devil reincarnated. Sheha and Paige had formed such a tight bond due to their situation. God blessed Sheha and Paige but are they safe finally? Has their devil come to collect his wards. What will happen when Santrell and Hendrick find out who is responsible for this chain of events that changed so many lives? Who will live to tell the story? Great Read!!!🤗🤗🤗
J'Diorr great freaking job! This is my first read of yours, it will not be the last! How can a person be so devious, jealous and just plain mean? The Clyburn family really is going through it all due to a jealous woman. Boy oh boy Sheha world was torn apart for many years never did she imagine her life would end up that way. Khloe also had her world snatched right from under her. Getting away from the devil she finally was beginning to trust, let her guard down and low and behold her comes some more mess to knock her off her square, and the devil returns.
Snakes are everywhere the brother's have trusted someone that they didn't realize would be the devil reincarnated. Sheha and Paige had formed such a tight bond due to their situation. God blessed Sheha and Paige but are they safe finally? Has their devil come to collect his wards. What will happen when Santrell and Hendrick find out who is responsible for this chain of events that changed so many lives? Who will live to tell the story? Great Read!!!🤗🤗🤗
January 24, 2022
Ok read
This book was a little all over the place for me but it was a good read, and had a nice storyline. Santrell was a damn cornball for sleeping with Grace friend behind her back, getting her pregnant and putting her in that place. Lord I can't stand British a$$ she wasn't a real friend she was a snake, a snake is a snake no matter how it slithers. I know Sneha and Cash gonna get together. Paige was heaven sent to Sneha. Master dirty perverted a**!
This book was a little all over the place for me but it was a good read, and had a nice storyline. Santrell was a damn cornball for sleeping with Grace friend behind her back, getting her pregnant and putting her in that place. Lord I can't stand British a$$ she wasn't a real friend she was a snake, a snake is a snake no matter how it slithers. I know Sneha and Cash gonna get together. Paige was heaven sent to Sneha. Master dirty perverted a**!
January 25, 2022
BABY, BABY, BABY!!
Where do I begin?? 1st, I’m happy Sneah and Paige are safe. 2nd I hope Grace gets out and beat the Dawg crap out of British! Oh Lort, she needs a good swift kick in the you know what!! 3rd, I don’t know who I want to get to British first, Peewee, Grace, or Trell. 4th I hope Hendrix go and allow Khloe to explain why she was with that fool. Oh, let’s not forget Hendrix’s so called baby mama🤦🏾♀️
Where do I begin?? 1st, I’m happy Sneah and Paige are safe. 2nd I hope Grace gets out and beat the Dawg crap out of British! Oh Lort, she needs a good swift kick in the you know what!! 3rd, I don’t know who I want to get to British first, Peewee, Grace, or Trell. 4th I hope Hendrix go and allow Khloe to explain why she was with that fool. Oh, let’s not forget Hendrix’s so called baby mama🤦🏾♀️
January 29, 2022
Wooo Chile
Wooo Chile J'Diorr never disappoints. I felt so bad for Sneha. One decision caused such a bad domino effect. British old funky ass. I knew she had something to do with Sneha being kidnapped. I hope Grace get the strength of Zeus and beat the breaks off her. can't wait until Hendricks and Khloe get they shit together. But that ending Wow!! I did not see that at all!! Ready for part 2
Wooo Chile J'Diorr never disappoints. I felt so bad for Sneha. One decision caused such a bad domino effect. British old funky ass. I knew she had something to do with Sneha being kidnapped. I hope Grace get the strength of Zeus and beat the breaks off her. can't wait until Hendricks and Khloe get they shit together. But that ending Wow!! I did not see that at all!! Ready for part 2
May 14, 2023
So a grandfather trafficks his own granddaughter wow! Yep Sneah had every right to kill that mf!! Or at least I hope she did. I enjoyed reading this book. The drama...whew...the drama! I'm here for it and can't wait to get to book 2. I be glad when Sneah reunite with her mom. Santrell other baby mama with that smart mouth ass child, I be glad when Santrell catch up to her if that child daddy don't get her first! But let me gone on!
January 25, 2022
A MUST READ!!!!
This was my first read by this author but definitely not my last. This book left me with my mouth wide open. I can’t wait to see how all this comes together. I’m loving Trell and Hendrix…I can’t wait to read part 2…This is most definitely a must read. Btw I hate British…she deserves whatever happens to her. J’Diorr I look forward to reading all of your books.
This was my first read by this author but definitely not my last. This book left me with my mouth wide open. I can’t wait to see how all this comes together. I’m loving Trell and Hendrix…I can’t wait to read part 2…This is most definitely a must read. Btw I hate British…she deserves whatever happens to her. J’Diorr I look forward to reading all of your books.
January 26, 2022
a must read
This book had so many twists and turns I can’t believe that the person who was holding Shena hostage for 10 years is her own grandfather ain’t that a bleppp now this story got more interesting I can’t wait for Part 2 cause I like this story and I need to know how this story will end
This book had so many twists and turns I can’t believe that the person who was holding Shena hostage for 10 years is her own grandfather ain’t that a bleppp now this story got more interesting I can’t wait for Part 2 cause I like this story and I need to know how this story will end
January 27, 2022
J’Diorr
Omg baby you did that and I loved it I can’t wait for the next part because I most definitely need answers though. Why did Master have to be grandfather my goodness. I feel like this was all British fault though. I’m happy that Sneha was able to get back to her family but the grandfather sick person. I can’t wait though
Omg baby you did that and I loved it I can’t wait for the next part because I most definitely need answers though. Why did Master have to be grandfather my goodness. I feel like this was all British fault though. I’m happy that Sneha was able to get back to her family but the grandfather sick person. I can’t wait though
January 28, 2022
All I can say is WOW
From the first page to the crazy cliffhanger on the last page, I couldn't stop reading this story. That family has been through a lot. I want to know British role in all of this. I'd also like to know more about Paige too. Cash sounds like a new book bae to love. I'm excited to see what else is revealed in part 2 nn
From the first page to the crazy cliffhanger on the last page, I couldn't stop reading this story. That family has been through a lot. I want to know British role in all of this. I'd also like to know more about Paige too. Cash sounds like a new book bae to love. I'm excited to see what else is revealed in part 2 nn
January 24, 2022
Page turner
Omg this book was sooooo good I knew that master was going to end up being their father. British i hope she gets every single thing that she deserves. I also hope the sneak gets a happy ending. Waiting on part 2
Omg this book was sooooo good I knew that master was going to end up being their father. British i hope she gets every single thing that she deserves. I also hope the sneak gets a happy ending. Waiting on part 2
January 24, 2022
Excellent
This book was everything from beginning to end drama action suspenseful couples up and down story well written couples well match for each other enjoy reading can't wait for part two full of suspenseful
This book was everything from beginning to end drama action suspenseful couples up and down story well written couples well match for each other enjoy reading can't wait for part two full of suspenseful
January 26, 2022
Oh my
I didn't see that coming. What kind of grandfather has his granddaughter kidnapped. And I think British had something to do with it also. But I hope she killed him, he had her for10Years.
I didn't see that coming. What kind of grandfather has his granddaughter kidnapped. And I think British had something to do with it also. But I hope she killed him, he had her for10Years.
January 27, 2022
I clutched pearls I don't have.
This book was a page turner from beginning to the end. It started off with action and continued throughout the book. I thought so many different things and was wrong and I loved it. I'm sure the drama will continue.
This book was a page turner from beginning to the end. It started off with action and continued throughout the book. I thought so many different things and was wrong and I loved it. I'm sure the drama will continue.
January 30, 2022
🔥🔥🔥🔥
This book was every thing I can’t believe everything that happened the ending took me out. To know it was her grandpa all that time is nasty as hell . I can’t wait till part two come out because Grace need to handle her fake best friend
This book was every thing I can’t believe everything that happened the ending took me out. To know it was her grandpa all that time is nasty as hell . I can’t wait till part two come out because Grace need to handle her fake best friend
February 10, 2022
Love???
Omg!!! This was so good. Oh my oh my J’Diorr I really need part two asap. Master please don’t say it was true. Man I don’t want to speak on it. Readers this is a very much need to be on your read list.
Omg!!! This was so good. Oh my oh my J’Diorr I really need part two asap. Master please don’t say it was true. Man I don’t want to speak on it. Readers this is a very much need to be on your read list.
February 13, 2022
omg this book was sooo Good
Omg I surely didn’t see that coming at all. This book kept you on your toes wanting more I couldn’t put the book down. I can’t wait to see what happens next
Omg I surely didn’t see that coming at all. This book kept you on your toes wanting more I couldn’t put the book down. I can’t wait to see what happens next
February 14, 2022
straight 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I’m so lost from words from that cliffhanger like shhhhhhheeessshhh!!! I don’t even know where to begin.. So waiting for part 2.. master, British. Diego, and treasure gonna get theirs!! And they all deserve it.. this book was everything!! Part 2 me please lol
I’m so lost from words from that cliffhanger like shhhhhhheeessshhh!!! I don’t even know where to begin.. So waiting for part 2.. master, British. Diego, and treasure gonna get theirs!! And they all deserve it.. this book was everything!! Part 2 me please lol
February 19, 2022
🥴
Good characters, but they all seemed clueless. No one seemed to catch on to what's the heck was going on. Some scenes were rush with little clarity. I will give book 2 a read to support.
Good characters, but they all seemed clueless. No one seemed to catch on to what's the heck was going on. Some scenes were rush with little clarity. I will give book 2 a read to support.
March 9, 2022
Great book! Amazing Read!
I am feigning for the next installment. It's the cliffhanger foe me. All I will say is read the book bc I don't want to spoil it for you. Damn...next book pleaseee🙏🏾
I am feigning for the next installment. It's the cliffhanger foe me. All I will say is read the book bc I don't want to spoil it for you. Damn...next book pleaseee🙏🏾
March 9, 2022
OMG!!!!
I’ve been reading books on this app for yearsssss, but this is my very first review! This book was AMAZING!! From start to finish! I screamed at the end J’Diorr.
5 stars across the board….Part 2 me please ASAP!!
I’ve been reading books on this app for yearsssss, but this is my very first review! This book was AMAZING!! From start to finish! I screamed at the end J’Diorr.
5 stars across the board….Part 2 me please ASAP!!
March 8, 2023
WTF
What in the entire #%*@ this can’t be ending like this. Her damn grandfather, oh hell no all hell bought to break loose. I need part 2 like yesterday because this right here is too much!!!
What in the entire #%*@ this can’t be ending like this. Her damn grandfather, oh hell no all hell bought to break loose. I need part 2 like yesterday because this right here is too much!!!
June 21, 2023
Wow
All this time her grandfather played her. How could you do this to yor own kid. Now he is about to feel the pain of all the trouble he caused. I bet that child belongs to him and not her dad. See what he don't know is that she have her father to protect her now.
All this time her grandfather played her. How could you do this to yor own kid. Now he is about to feel the pain of all the trouble he caused. I bet that child belongs to him and not her dad. See what he don't know is that she have her father to protect her now.
January 24, 2022
What the hell
OH MY GOD!!!!!What in the hell is going on here I am screaming baby this books was to good I will be sitting on pins and needles waiting on part 2.
OH MY GOD!!!!!What in the hell is going on here I am screaming baby this books was to good I will be sitting on pins and needles waiting on part 2.
January 24, 2022
🤬 Jaw Dropping!!!
Well I’ll be damn I did not see that coming whew child you done run my blood pressure up with that cliffhanger. I am going to need part 2 asap!!
Well I’ll be damn I did not see that coming whew child you done run my blood pressure up with that cliffhanger. I am going to need part 2 asap!!
January 25, 2022
shocking
I was so shocked about Master!! So many secrets lie omg…I need part 2 asap
Like this book was so good
I was so shocked about Master!! So many secrets lie omg…I need part 2 asap
Like this book was so good
January 26, 2022
omg
A must read page turner drama filled I so glad he go rid of British she was working my last nerve that ending though can’t wait for part 2
A must read page turner drama filled I so glad he go rid of British she was working my last nerve that ending though can’t wait for part 2
January 28, 2022
Great read
My first read by this author and it won't be my last this was a great read. The plot twist and all the all the unexpected twist were everything. I can't wait for part 2
My first read by this author and it won't be my last this was a great read. The plot twist and all the all the unexpected twist were everything. I can't wait for part 2
January 28, 2022
Great comeback
I loved this book... That ending tho... I can't wait to see how everything plays out. You just never know who's related.
I loved this book... That ending tho... I can't wait to see how everything plays out. You just never know who's related.
January 30, 2022
Wow
I was not expecting that ending. How sick of the grandfather. I can't wait for him and British to get what's coming to them.
I was not expecting that ending. How sick of the grandfather. I can't wait for him and British to get what's coming to them.
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