I returned to swimming laps at our modest and cramped city pool two weeks ago. This the third time in two years I've returned to this sacred space, one that finally opened last summer after a prolonged Covid closure, only to close six weeks later due to staff shortages. It reopened at the end of October, then closed again before Christmas because, again, staff shortages. Now it has a drastically reduced schedule. I slip in a workout at lunch or swim in the late afternoon when I'm tired from work. But I do it, because this is one of my physical and mental lifelines.
So I found the first section of Julie Otsuka's artful, dreamy The Swimmers achingly tender and familiar. I don't know what's become of my cohort of 6 am lap swimmers—we haven't been together in over two years, and the pool doesn't open now until mid-morning or late afternoon—but I found their shadows in The Swimmers. This is a meditation on the routines that shape us, that provide us a sense of belonging, introduce characters in our lives that live only in the context of these particular places and activities. The book is like a painting of the pandemic, illustrating how the simplest things that we took for granted—the ability to swim laps at 6 am several days a week, for example—were simply stopped, almost overnight. I took the crack in the bottom of the pool to be a metaphor for the virus, the first uncertain signs of trouble were watched carefully, but at some remove. Then suddenly, it seemed, the fear of imminent collapse shuttered the doors forever.
The second half of The Swimmers picks up the thread of one of the swimmers after her routine is taken from her. She is Alice, a woman with dementia. Alice's mind is suspended, floating, like a body in water. Her decline is witnessed by her daughter and is haunting and indescribably sad. Particularly if you have seen a loved one on the same inevitably tragic trajectory. And when you learn that Julie Otsuka's mother's name was Alice, too.
Beautiful, strange, surreal, shimmering. As much as I loved this ...novel? Prose poem? ... this is the third book Otsuka has offered the reader in this same detached and fragile style, using the same Greek chorus second person voice. Her prose is moving and lovely, but three works in it is starting to feel gimmicky. I would love to see what Otsuka can do with a more linear, grounded narrative.
Finally, one last story within story. This copy of The Swimmers, which I collected from our local library, gets to page 72 and then the next page is 57. It carries through again to page 72, when it skips ahead to page 89. In other words, pages 57-71 are doubled and pages 73-88 are missing. Which is significant in a book that is only 176 pages long. At first I thought it was done on purpose, because the central character, Alice, is suffering from dementia. I thought, this is how it must feel, to suddenly be on page 89 and have no idea what you just read, to be missing pages and pages of your own story. It happens at a point in the book when the perspective changes from the first-person plural "we" to the second-person "you", switching from a chorus of swimmers who lose access to their beloved pool, to one swimmer, Alice, who is losing access to her brain.
What gets me is that I waited in the library holds queue for several weeks for this book. Has no one said anything? Did no one notice? When I returned the book I let the library know they received, and have been shelving, a misprinted book. Working for a publisher, I know that books are printed en masse- there must have been 1000s of these. The librarian promised she would let the director know, and that it would be returned for a correct copy. Funny old world.