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The Hot Cannolis #1
Hot Seat
Wait. Can a Canali be gay?
Hero firefighter, youngest of six macho Italian brothers and—in love with Shane Bower, who never met a unicorn T-shirt he didn’t love? How does that even work?
When Mike Canali meets Shane Bower, his attraction to the guy is off the charts. But then his huge family and intense job full of rules and expectations intrude and he never calls.
Until they both get a medal—
and his mom falls in love with Shane at the ceremony—
and all of a sudden Shane’s all over his life, whether Mike likes it or not.
The butch Canali family face-to-face with sparkly Shane Bower? This is a wildfire of its own.
Shane worked damned hard to be who he is—fantastic, femme and in-your-face. He won’t compromise that, even to have the super-hot man of his dreams. But can he really ask Mike to give up his family and future just to have his fabulous self? Especially when he’s falling in love with the Canali family too?
HOT SEAT is a hot firefighter, big crazy family, coming out, opposites attract, forced proximity, romantic comedy—with all the feels.
Hero firefighter, youngest of six macho Italian brothers and—in love with Shane Bower, who never met a unicorn T-shirt he didn’t love? How does that even work?
When Mike Canali meets Shane Bower, his attraction to the guy is off the charts. But then his huge family and intense job full of rules and expectations intrude and he never calls.
Until they both get a medal—
and his mom falls in love with Shane at the ceremony—
and all of a sudden Shane’s all over his life, whether Mike likes it or not.
The butch Canali family face-to-face with sparkly Shane Bower? This is a wildfire of its own.
Shane worked damned hard to be who he is—fantastic, femme and in-your-face. He won’t compromise that, even to have the super-hot man of his dreams. But can he really ask Mike to give up his family and future just to have his fabulous self? Especially when he’s falling in love with the Canali family too?
HOT SEAT is a hot firefighter, big crazy family, coming out, opposites attract, forced proximity, romantic comedy—with all the feels.
274 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 17, 2022
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Eli Easton
91 books2,808 followersHaving been, at various times and under different names, a minister’s daughter, a computer programmer, the author of paranormal mysteries, a game designer, an organic farmer, an avid hiker, and a profound sleeper, Eli is happily embarking on yet another incarnation as a m/m romance author.
As an addicted reader of such, she is tinkled pink when an author manages to combine literary merit, vast stores of humor, melting hotness and eye-dabbing sweetness into one story. She promises to strive to achieve most of that most of the time. She currently lives on a farm in Pennsylvania with her husband, three bulldogs, three cows and six chickens. All of them (except for the husband) are female, hence explaining the naked men that have taken up residence in her latest fiction writing.
Her website in www.elieaston.com
You can email her at eli@elieaston.com
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As an addicted reader of such, she is tinkled pink when an author manages to combine literary merit, vast stores of humor, melting hotness and eye-dabbing sweetness into one story. She promises to strive to achieve most of that most of the time. She currently lives on a farm in Pennsylvania with her husband, three bulldogs, three cows and six chickens. All of them (except for the husband) are female, hence explaining the naked men that have taken up residence in her latest fiction writing.
Her website in www.elieaston.com
You can email her at eli@elieaston.com
COMING SOON:
See what's in the pipeline here: http://elieaston.com/work-in-progress/
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July 11, 2022
While this was one of my most anticipated releases of the month and year, the fact that a 64-page prequel novella was more entertaining and overall cute should say enough.
Hot Seat picks up a month after the events of Fireman's Carry, where Shane and Mike met during a wildfire in California. Despite the scary circumstances that brought them together, both Shane and Mike couldn’t help their attraction towards each other. One month later, Mike still hasn’t called Shane, despite asking for his number and telling him he would when they had to part ways. When the two are both presented the Medal of Valor for their fierce acts, Shane is invited into the Canali home by Mike’s mother. Mike, regretting how much he’s ignored Shane, attempts to use this as a way to talk to Shane, but his fear of being caught continues eating him alive. On the other hand, while Shane appreciates the love he begins receiving from some of the Canali members, he can’t help but continue feeling distant from Mike. Despite the attraction the two have for each other, it’s difficult wanting to be together when you’re hiding your entire self.
I remember when I read Fireman’s Carry, what caught my eye the most was how Shane and Mike were opposites, and I appreciate how evident that still is in Hot Seat. Shane is the confident, flamboyant, out, proud, and gay college student who attends Pride parades with confidence. Having a supportive group of friends and a supportive grandfather, Shane doesn’t hide who he is. Then you have Mike, who is the complete opposite of Shane. Big, toned, and presented as “manly,” Mike comes from a big, Italian family full of firefighters everywhere, men and women. Deep in the closet, Mike is scared of acting on his feelings towards Shane due to his fear of coming out to his family. Even in the beginning of Fireman’s Carry, Mike wondered how he ended up finding himself attracted to someone like Shane due to the complete differences between them. But, despite being quick and impulsive, the sparks between them were still present.
Yet, everything I loved in Fireman’s Carry was not in Hot Seat, which led to a lot of problems.
For starters, I initially thought this story would have a similar tone to Fireman’s Carry. Instead of the light-read I expected, the story took some unexpected turns, focusing too much on a meddling family and not enough on a developing romance we all anticipated. There were a few things I knew would be present in the book before starting it, like the big Italian Canali family, homophobia, and coming out. Yet, it felt like those things took over the entire story. You have a meddling family, which I’m usually not even a fan of, but considering I knew this would have it, I thought I’d be prepared. Yet, I wasn’t ready to be reading and witnessing so many things about them to the point where I felt like I knew the Canali members more than the actual main characters.
The men are your traditional, misogynistic men who believe “the gay” can be passed, are full of toxic masculinity, and believe jigsaw puzzles are not manly. On the other hand, you have the pushy but supportive women, becoming happy that someone like Shane is breaking boundaries for what it means to “be a man.” Examples of this include decorating a table, making a salad, and making napkin cranes. Put all those cliches and stereotypes together, and you have the Canali family. While I did find the women to be friendly and adoring sometimes, their actions felt immature on many occasions. Mike’s mother was too pushy, especially with Shane, which made zero sense. Like when they set up a blind date for Shane after Tessa told them he was gay? Of course, they were supportive and did not make a big deal out of it (which I was thankful for), but the scene overall had no logical reasoning behind it.. Shane wasn’t considered a family member by the men, and the women took a close interest in him due to his ability to cook and decorate. Yet, the blind date felt unexpected and unnecessary. Instead of a blind date set for Shane by someone who isn’t even related to him or even close to him could have easily been replaced with moments between Mike and Shane themselves. The book has forced proximity as a trope thanks to Mike’s mother the most out of everyone. But even the trope felt forced in itself, meaning it felt like it was the only thing letting the two have some sort of interaction, or they wouldn’t have had any at all. It was 20% in, and the two still hadn’t communicated like proper adults harboring feelings.
Secondly, while I understand the aspect of homophobia, I also couldn’t understand why it had to be such a big part of the story to the point where it took over almost every page. It felt like every page had some sort of homophobic comment by a Canali, or the thought of it was mentioned. I know it’s 2022, and many of us are tired of this storyline. Of course, I found myself understanding the family of Mike, unfortunately, primarily because of how relatable it felt to my own on some occasions. Yet, that wasn’t even so much of my issue, just how many pages and time it took over. Everything related to Mike and Shane as a couple and individuals were related to homophobia. Mike is scared to come out. Angelo, Mike’s dad, calling Shane a “thing” and thinking him being gay could influence the family. Angelo not welcoming Shane into their home. The brothers calling Shane the f-word. The brothers stereotyping Shane. Gabe thinking Shane was making Mike gay when Mike came out. Gabe not “being okay” with Mike being gay when he came out. It was exhausting, and it got to the point where it felt like a plot device only being used to create angst, but instead, it was just tiring and annoying.
And thirdly, Mike’s actions against Shane felt ultimately rude, which only took away from the romance and created unnecessary drama. There were so many issues with how their relationship was developing that sometimes I couldn’t understand how Shane kept giving Mike a chance. Initially, I had thought Shane would have made Mike try a little harder. Not exactly groveling, but also not giving in as quickly as he did. While Shane was trying to ignore Mike, he gave in after arriving at the Canali house the first day. You’d expect that after Shane stood up for himself and finally slashed at Mike, telling him how hypocritical Mike was being and how Shane could no longer take it, Shane would move on or place some sort of boundary between them. Yet, not a little after, his pops convinces him that Mike is a victim in the situation too because of the position he’s in: the All-American Hero, “exceptionally handsome, tall, macho, white male and a firefighter.” Right, cause, according to Pop’s, that reputation is the #1 thing that matters, and you gotta think about what that will do to Mike, right? Not only that, but Mike acted out of jealousy in some situations that weren’t attractive, like the time of the blind date that his mother set up for Shane, which Shane did not know about. He also snapped at Shane the time they were at the Thanksgiving parade, accusing Shane of inviting the female Canali members to “nudge him along” and “put [him] in a situation where [he] had to come out whether [he] wanted to or not.” Yes, blame it on the guy who has strong and genuine feelings for you andp is doing his best to also be there for you despite you hurting him.
Could I understand Mike in some situations? Yes, of course. But there were too many occasions that started to make me think Shane deserved better. For example, the first time Shane arrived at the family dinner after Lucille (Mike’s mother) invited him; Mike wouldn’t look at or talk to Shane and instead appeared blanched. Other times, he would not attempt to defend conversations against Shane for who he was, like the time Gabe called him the f-word and Danny added to the rude comments. Furthermore, Mike has a lot of inner-thoughts where he's afraid of not appearing manly enough. His male relatives really got into his head to the point where he questioned if things he did or liked were too gay or manly enough. It was all tiring.
This all took away from the romance entirely for me. I feel like I can’t even call this a romance or even a love story due to how little the relationship between Shane and Mike felt. It felt too much like a realistic fiction story of homophobia, questioning what it means to be a man, and an Italian family getting all up on your business. I was rooting for Mike and Shane in every way, but I had different expectations for what the book would offer. I would have thought Mike would have made more attempts to get close to Shane. While I knew he was still in the closet, I initially thought there would be more “sneaking out.” Call me cliche, but I expected more cute moments, like texting or attempting to talk on the phone without others overhearing. It would have helped if they stole glances at each other that gave messages only they understood or stolen glances of admiration on either side. Add in quick yet soft finger and hand touches, and I’m a goner. They could have also gone out, whether they had to pretend, to continue spending time together. With the forced proximity, the only moments between them that weren’t forced were their date to the Zoo, where Mike was still worried about people seeing him and Shane. There was also the gay club, which was the only time Mike finally felt free. Then there was the time at “Friend of Dorothy,” where he thought he saw someone he knew and freaked out, running away and leaving Shane to follow him out. Last but not least, Mike bought the hotel room for them to spend time together. Besides those moments, the two spent time interacting more at Mike’s place, where he sometimes wouldn’t look at Shane, let alone even spare a glance. Still, even during the times they spend together, Mike continues being scared and afraid of being caught. They technically have a forbidden love, but all the “forbidden love” I expected this to have was not there.
As for some of my last points, I agree with some of the issues other reviewers have pointed out. For example, the banana scene? I don’t think I’ll ever look at bananas the same way. See, Mike has never had penetrative sex, so he experiments with himself before hoping to try it out with Shane at some point. Since he doesn’t have sex toys, he goes in with a banana. My first thought was, “Is that safe?” Genuinely asking. My second thought, “Won’t the edges hurt him?” My third thought, how that confirmed Mike’s identity of being “really gay” is still a mystery to me. Another point, which many have already pointed out, is the conflict towards the end, where Mike sort of spirals down and has a depressive episode/suicide attempt. To an extent, someone could understand why he started thinking the way he did, considering everything he was going through with his relatives and Shane. Yet if that were the case, it would have helped if there had been more explanation on his mental health. Personally, when it comes to mental health/mental illnesses, I expect some sort of history to give us a bigger understanding of the characters and what they’re dealing with. I don’t like it when they’re added as plot devices and for the sake of including something different to the story to add some sort of characterization or feeling. And what makes it worse is that this situation ended up being the solution to Mike coming out. At the hospital, Mike finally feels ready to admit to his close family members about who he is. Not only that, but Donny also ends up taking the spotlight and explains what actually happened, having some sort of realization that this secret Mike was harboring was the reason Mike almost killed himself. Mike’s father, who first came off as unaccepting and continued to blame Shane for “putting the gayness in Mike,” takes a full 360 after Donny’s confession, as if he wasn’t insulting Mike thirty seconds before. In a way, after what happened with Mike, the entire family changes their attitudes and actions, even putting a little more attention on Mike. I didn’t like this at all. Not only was suicide used to change the plot and make it a heavier read, but it was sudden, completely unexplained, and added for the sake of drama.
Also, the sex was bad. Awkward and cringe. Plain and simple.
The only reason I’m giving this 2 stars is because of Shane, even if I thought he deserved better. I loved how unapologetic and true he was to himself. He knew the opinions some of the Canali men had of him but didn’t shy away from showing his true self. They’d indirectly judge his outfits or the way he acted, but he wouldn’t back down and change himself for the sake of their approval. I loved how confident and proud he was and how it was shown in many of his actions, including when he snapped at Mike.
In conclusion, this was extremely disappointing. I'm sad to say I was counting the days until this was released, yet I shouldn't have bothered. I will be reading the second book (and any other book part of the series), but I can't say I'm as excited as I was before. Considering the series is named The Hot Cannolis, I knew the series would follow some of Mike's relatives. I love redemption arcs, but I'm not really looking forward for the other Canalis' stories.
Hot Seat picks up a month after the events of Fireman's Carry, where Shane and Mike met during a wildfire in California. Despite the scary circumstances that brought them together, both Shane and Mike couldn’t help their attraction towards each other. One month later, Mike still hasn’t called Shane, despite asking for his number and telling him he would when they had to part ways. When the two are both presented the Medal of Valor for their fierce acts, Shane is invited into the Canali home by Mike’s mother. Mike, regretting how much he’s ignored Shane, attempts to use this as a way to talk to Shane, but his fear of being caught continues eating him alive. On the other hand, while Shane appreciates the love he begins receiving from some of the Canali members, he can’t help but continue feeling distant from Mike. Despite the attraction the two have for each other, it’s difficult wanting to be together when you’re hiding your entire self.
I remember when I read Fireman’s Carry, what caught my eye the most was how Shane and Mike were opposites, and I appreciate how evident that still is in Hot Seat. Shane is the confident, flamboyant, out, proud, and gay college student who attends Pride parades with confidence. Having a supportive group of friends and a supportive grandfather, Shane doesn’t hide who he is. Then you have Mike, who is the complete opposite of Shane. Big, toned, and presented as “manly,” Mike comes from a big, Italian family full of firefighters everywhere, men and women. Deep in the closet, Mike is scared of acting on his feelings towards Shane due to his fear of coming out to his family. Even in the beginning of Fireman’s Carry, Mike wondered how he ended up finding himself attracted to someone like Shane due to the complete differences between them. But, despite being quick and impulsive, the sparks between them were still present.
Yet, everything I loved in Fireman’s Carry was not in Hot Seat, which led to a lot of problems.
For starters, I initially thought this story would have a similar tone to Fireman’s Carry. Instead of the light-read I expected, the story took some unexpected turns, focusing too much on a meddling family and not enough on a developing romance we all anticipated. There were a few things I knew would be present in the book before starting it, like the big Italian Canali family, homophobia, and coming out. Yet, it felt like those things took over the entire story. You have a meddling family, which I’m usually not even a fan of, but considering I knew this would have it, I thought I’d be prepared. Yet, I wasn’t ready to be reading and witnessing so many things about them to the point where I felt like I knew the Canali members more than the actual main characters.
The men are your traditional, misogynistic men who believe “the gay” can be passed, are full of toxic masculinity, and believe jigsaw puzzles are not manly. On the other hand, you have the pushy but supportive women, becoming happy that someone like Shane is breaking boundaries for what it means to “be a man.” Examples of this include decorating a table, making a salad, and making napkin cranes. Put all those cliches and stereotypes together, and you have the Canali family. While I did find the women to be friendly and adoring sometimes, their actions felt immature on many occasions. Mike’s mother was too pushy, especially with Shane, which made zero sense. Like when they set up a blind date for Shane after Tessa told them he was gay? Of course, they were supportive and did not make a big deal out of it (which I was thankful for), but the scene overall had no logical reasoning behind it.. Shane wasn’t considered a family member by the men, and the women took a close interest in him due to his ability to cook and decorate. Yet, the blind date felt unexpected and unnecessary. Instead of a blind date set for Shane by someone who isn’t even related to him or even close to him could have easily been replaced with moments between Mike and Shane themselves. The book has forced proximity as a trope thanks to Mike’s mother the most out of everyone. But even the trope felt forced in itself, meaning it felt like it was the only thing letting the two have some sort of interaction, or they wouldn’t have had any at all. It was 20% in, and the two still hadn’t communicated like proper adults harboring feelings.
Secondly, while I understand the aspect of homophobia, I also couldn’t understand why it had to be such a big part of the story to the point where it took over almost every page. It felt like every page had some sort of homophobic comment by a Canali, or the thought of it was mentioned. I know it’s 2022, and many of us are tired of this storyline. Of course, I found myself understanding the family of Mike, unfortunately, primarily because of how relatable it felt to my own on some occasions. Yet, that wasn’t even so much of my issue, just how many pages and time it took over. Everything related to Mike and Shane as a couple and individuals were related to homophobia. Mike is scared to come out. Angelo, Mike’s dad, calling Shane a “thing” and thinking him being gay could influence the family. Angelo not welcoming Shane into their home. The brothers calling Shane the f-word. The brothers stereotyping Shane. Gabe thinking Shane was making Mike gay when Mike came out. Gabe not “being okay” with Mike being gay when he came out. It was exhausting, and it got to the point where it felt like a plot device only being used to create angst, but instead, it was just tiring and annoying.
And thirdly, Mike’s actions against Shane felt ultimately rude, which only took away from the romance and created unnecessary drama. There were so many issues with how their relationship was developing that sometimes I couldn’t understand how Shane kept giving Mike a chance. Initially, I had thought Shane would have made Mike try a little harder. Not exactly groveling, but also not giving in as quickly as he did. While Shane was trying to ignore Mike, he gave in after arriving at the Canali house the first day. You’d expect that after Shane stood up for himself and finally slashed at Mike, telling him how hypocritical Mike was being and how Shane could no longer take it, Shane would move on or place some sort of boundary between them. Yet, not a little after, his pops convinces him that Mike is a victim in the situation too because of the position he’s in: the All-American Hero, “exceptionally handsome, tall, macho, white male and a firefighter.” Right, cause, according to Pop’s, that reputation is the #1 thing that matters, and you gotta think about what that will do to Mike, right? Not only that, but Mike acted out of jealousy in some situations that weren’t attractive, like the time of the blind date that his mother set up for Shane, which Shane did not know about. He also snapped at Shane the time they were at the Thanksgiving parade, accusing Shane of inviting the female Canali members to “nudge him along” and “put [him] in a situation where [he] had to come out whether [he] wanted to or not.” Yes, blame it on the guy who has strong and genuine feelings for you andp is doing his best to also be there for you despite you hurting him.
Could I understand Mike in some situations? Yes, of course. But there were too many occasions that started to make me think Shane deserved better. For example, the first time Shane arrived at the family dinner after Lucille (Mike’s mother) invited him; Mike wouldn’t look at or talk to Shane and instead appeared blanched. Other times, he would not attempt to defend conversations against Shane for who he was, like the time Gabe called him the f-word and Danny added to the rude comments. Furthermore, Mike has a lot of inner-thoughts where he's afraid of not appearing manly enough. His male relatives really got into his head to the point where he questioned if things he did or liked were too gay or manly enough. It was all tiring.
This all took away from the romance entirely for me. I feel like I can’t even call this a romance or even a love story due to how little the relationship between Shane and Mike felt. It felt too much like a realistic fiction story of homophobia, questioning what it means to be a man, and an Italian family getting all up on your business. I was rooting for Mike and Shane in every way, but I had different expectations for what the book would offer. I would have thought Mike would have made more attempts to get close to Shane. While I knew he was still in the closet, I initially thought there would be more “sneaking out.” Call me cliche, but I expected more cute moments, like texting or attempting to talk on the phone without others overhearing. It would have helped if they stole glances at each other that gave messages only they understood or stolen glances of admiration on either side. Add in quick yet soft finger and hand touches, and I’m a goner. They could have also gone out, whether they had to pretend, to continue spending time together. With the forced proximity, the only moments between them that weren’t forced were their date to the Zoo, where Mike was still worried about people seeing him and Shane. There was also the gay club, which was the only time Mike finally felt free. Then there was the time at “Friend of Dorothy,” where he thought he saw someone he knew and freaked out, running away and leaving Shane to follow him out. Last but not least, Mike bought the hotel room for them to spend time together. Besides those moments, the two spent time interacting more at Mike’s place, where he sometimes wouldn’t look at Shane, let alone even spare a glance. Still, even during the times they spend together, Mike continues being scared and afraid of being caught. They technically have a forbidden love, but all the “forbidden love” I expected this to have was not there.
As for some of my last points, I agree with some of the issues other reviewers have pointed out. For example, the banana scene? I don’t think I’ll ever look at bananas the same way. See, Mike has never had penetrative sex, so he experiments with himself before hoping to try it out with Shane at some point. Since he doesn’t have sex toys, he goes in with a banana. My first thought was, “Is that safe?” Genuinely asking. My second thought, “Won’t the edges hurt him?” My third thought, how that confirmed Mike’s identity of being “really gay” is still a mystery to me. Another point, which many have already pointed out, is the conflict towards the end, where Mike sort of spirals down and has a depressive episode/suicide attempt. To an extent, someone could understand why he started thinking the way he did, considering everything he was going through with his relatives and Shane. Yet if that were the case, it would have helped if there had been more explanation on his mental health. Personally, when it comes to mental health/mental illnesses, I expect some sort of history to give us a bigger understanding of the characters and what they’re dealing with. I don’t like it when they’re added as plot devices and for the sake of including something different to the story to add some sort of characterization or feeling. And what makes it worse is that this situation ended up being the solution to Mike coming out. At the hospital, Mike finally feels ready to admit to his close family members about who he is. Not only that, but Donny also ends up taking the spotlight and explains what actually happened, having some sort of realization that this secret Mike was harboring was the reason Mike almost killed himself. Mike’s father, who first came off as unaccepting and continued to blame Shane for “putting the gayness in Mike,” takes a full 360 after Donny’s confession, as if he wasn’t insulting Mike thirty seconds before. In a way, after what happened with Mike, the entire family changes their attitudes and actions, even putting a little more attention on Mike. I didn’t like this at all. Not only was suicide used to change the plot and make it a heavier read, but it was sudden, completely unexplained, and added for the sake of drama.
Also, the sex was bad. Awkward and cringe. Plain and simple.
The only reason I’m giving this 2 stars is because of Shane, even if I thought he deserved better. I loved how unapologetic and true he was to himself. He knew the opinions some of the Canali men had of him but didn’t shy away from showing his true self. They’d indirectly judge his outfits or the way he acted, but he wouldn’t back down and change himself for the sake of their approval. I loved how confident and proud he was and how it was shown in many of his actions, including when he snapped at Mike.
“Love is a gift, but it can’t have too many strings, or you compromise yourself. If you have to change who you are to be loved, then it’s not really love, is it?”
In conclusion, this was extremely disappointing. I'm sad to say I was counting the days until this was released, yet I shouldn't have bothered. I will be reading the second book (and any other book part of the series), but I can't say I'm as excited as I was before. Considering the series is named The Hot Cannolis, I knew the series would follow some of Mike's relatives. I love redemption arcs, but I'm not really looking forward for the other Canalis' stories.
March 17, 2024
2.5 stars
I loved the prequel to this story, Fireman's Carry, so I'm disappointed I didn't love this one just as much.
I still loved Shane. He is wonderful and deserves the best. It wasn't always easy to like Mike, he wasn't being fair to Shane, but I guess I could understand him. Though I found his character inconsistent at times.
For me, this story was less of a romance and more of a coming out story. Except for a couple cute scenes, I didn't really find it romantic. It felt more like Shane introducing Mike to "his community". They had very little time together, and most of it I didn't enjoy. Especially the club scene and the last s*x scene in the story. I'm sorry to say this, but it was one of the worst I've ever read.
The family dynamics was interesting, even though some of Mike's family members were too black and white. His mum is great, but bordering on pushy when it comes to Shane, while homophobia was very strong among some male members of the family. I did like all the women in Mike's family, Pops was just as great as in the prequel and I liked Shane's friends.
There's a trigger warning for attempted suicide, sort of. I knew there would be another life-threatening situation, but I didn't see that coming. I didn't like how everyone accepted Mike only after they learned what happened, but I liked how affected by it Donny was. He was pretty terrible throughout the story.
I did have some complaints when it comes to the writing. I feel like the authors couldn't decide if they wanted a lighthearted or a heavy story. I'm not saying you can't have both, but the way they were incorporated into this story didn't entirely work for me. Another thing that bothered me was how some chapters would end with what felt like the middle of the scene, and there would be a time jump in the next chapter. Also, I could have done without some clichés like that random kid at the ZOO asking Mike and Shane if they were boyfriends.
I loved the prequel to this story, Fireman's Carry, so I'm disappointed I didn't love this one just as much.
I still loved Shane. He is wonderful and deserves the best. It wasn't always easy to like Mike, he wasn't being fair to Shane, but I guess I could understand him. Though I found his character inconsistent at times.
For me, this story was less of a romance and more of a coming out story. Except for a couple cute scenes, I didn't really find it romantic. It felt more like Shane introducing Mike to "his community". They had very little time together, and most of it I didn't enjoy. Especially the club scene and the last s*x scene in the story. I'm sorry to say this, but it was one of the worst I've ever read.
The family dynamics was interesting, even though some of Mike's family members were too black and white. His mum is great, but bordering on pushy when it comes to Shane, while homophobia was very strong among some male members of the family. I did like all the women in Mike's family, Pops was just as great as in the prequel and I liked Shane's friends.
There's a trigger warning for attempted suicide, sort of. I knew there would be another life-threatening situation, but I didn't see that coming. I didn't like how everyone accepted Mike only after they learned what happened, but I liked how affected by it Donny was. He was pretty terrible throughout the story.
I did have some complaints when it comes to the writing. I feel like the authors couldn't decide if they wanted a lighthearted or a heavy story. I'm not saying you can't have both, but the way they were incorporated into this story didn't entirely work for me. Another thing that bothered me was how some chapters would end with what felt like the middle of the scene, and there would be a time jump in the next chapter. Also, I could have done without some clichés like that random kid at the ZOO asking Mike and Shane if they were boyfriends.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 20, 2022
~4.5~
"Wait. Can a Canali be gay?" The answer is YES, a Hot Cannoli can be gay.
Mike's been hiding for too damn long, but who can blame him, considering the macho, "real men aren't gay" environment he was raised in. His father and older brothers shoved toxic masculinity down his throat.
Mike's not that guy though. He's an up-and-coming firefighter, strong and brave. But he's also gentle and just as comfortable helping his mom in the kitchen as he is watching football with the guys.
Mike wants to see Shane again desperately, but he's nervous and ashamed.
In contrast, Shane is out and proud. He has his grandpa's support, a great group of friends, and a bright future. What he doesn't have is a date with Mike Canali.
Make sure to read Fireman's Carry before reading Hot Seat. Mike and Shane meet during a fire while rescuing Shane's grandpa (Pops). This book picks up a few weeks after the fire when the guys finally reconnect.
Hot Seat is heartfelt and poignant. Mike's family is such a contrast to Shane's Pops, who loves Shane unconditionally. The male members of the Canali family, self-proclaimed "standup guys," are homophobic and unaccepting. Indeed, Mike overhears his father telling his mother that he doesn't want Shane coming around lest he taints their family's reputation with his gayness.
Something snaps inside Mike at that moment, and he almost gives up his life because he can't bear to go on living a lie, can't bear to go on without Shane.
Mike and Shane have great chemistry. Shane never pushes Mike, but he also refuses to change and hide. Shane is the guy who marches in Pride parades, is a whiz at interior decorating, and can fold napkins like nobody's business.
In the end, both men realize that the truth sets you free and it's better to lose your family than lose yourself.
I desperately wanted (needed!) an epilogue because the HEA here is tentative, but I'm hoping we'll witness a true HEA for Mike and Shane as the series progresses.
I have a feeling Donny's story is next and that he's met his match in .
I am so excited about The Hot Cannolis, y'all!
"Wait. Can a Canali be gay?" The answer is YES, a Hot Cannoli can be gay.
Mike's been hiding for too damn long, but who can blame him, considering the macho, "real men aren't gay" environment he was raised in. His father and older brothers shoved toxic masculinity down his throat.
Mike's not that guy though. He's an up-and-coming firefighter, strong and brave. But he's also gentle and just as comfortable helping his mom in the kitchen as he is watching football with the guys.
Mike wants to see Shane again desperately, but he's nervous and ashamed.
In contrast, Shane is out and proud. He has his grandpa's support, a great group of friends, and a bright future. What he doesn't have is a date with Mike Canali.
Make sure to read Fireman's Carry before reading Hot Seat. Mike and Shane meet during a fire while rescuing Shane's grandpa (Pops). This book picks up a few weeks after the fire when the guys finally reconnect.
Hot Seat is heartfelt and poignant. Mike's family is such a contrast to Shane's Pops, who loves Shane unconditionally. The male members of the Canali family, self-proclaimed "standup guys," are homophobic and unaccepting. Indeed, Mike overhears his father telling his mother that he doesn't want Shane coming around lest he taints their family's reputation with his gayness.
Something snaps inside Mike at that moment, and he almost gives up his life because he can't bear to go on living a lie, can't bear to go on without Shane.
Mike and Shane have great chemistry. Shane never pushes Mike, but he also refuses to change and hide. Shane is the guy who marches in Pride parades, is a whiz at interior decorating, and can fold napkins like nobody's business.
In the end, both men realize that the truth sets you free and it's better to lose your family than lose yourself.
I desperately wanted (needed!) an epilogue because the HEA here is tentative, but I'm hoping we'll witness a true HEA for Mike and Shane as the series progresses.
I have a feeling Donny's story is next and that he's met his match in .
I am so excited about The Hot Cannolis, y'all!
February 26, 2022
I will keep this one short, this book sadly did not work for me. I went into it with really big expectations and I thought I would really enjoy it, but sadly, it just did not work for me as much as I wish it did.
This book is more of a focus on one of the main characters and how homophobic his family is, instead of being a love story between the two main characters. I would have preferred if there was more romance and just more couple scenes in general, those are my favourite part of romance and why I read them, so it didn't work for me or there was barely any of those scenes. I think my biggest thing with this book is that I read for fun and to have a distraction from my everyday life and reading this book felt like I wanted to go on a vacation but accidentally stumbled into the very religious side of my family family reunion. And being at those family reunions is always exhausting mentally because they spend the entire time saying homophobic remarks and it makes me feel uneasy, and I felt the exact same way while I was reading this book.
Also, there is a suicide attempt in the book and I just didn’t like how came to play, it was used as a way to further the plot and as a means to create drama and I just don’t prefer that when it comes to books. I don’t mind the book showing a suicide attempt, I just don’t like how it was used as a way to bring the plot of the book along, it felt like there was more focus on what the suicide attempt brought to the side characters and how they saw it, then on the character who did it and why he would want to attempt suicide, and I just did not enjoy that. I wish that the book focused more on why the character attempted suicide and gave him therapy and the tools to not want to do it again, instead of using the suicide attempt as a way to further the plot.
I can see why this book would work for many other people, as it has a lot to offer, but sadly, it just wasn't for me.
I received an ARC of this book and this is my honest opinion.
This book is more of a focus on one of the main characters and how homophobic his family is, instead of being a love story between the two main characters. I would have preferred if there was more romance and just more couple scenes in general, those are my favourite part of romance and why I read them, so it didn't work for me or there was barely any of those scenes. I think my biggest thing with this book is that I read for fun and to have a distraction from my everyday life and reading this book felt like I wanted to go on a vacation but accidentally stumbled into the very religious side of my family family reunion. And being at those family reunions is always exhausting mentally because they spend the entire time saying homophobic remarks and it makes me feel uneasy, and I felt the exact same way while I was reading this book.
Also, there is a suicide attempt in the book and I just didn’t like how came to play, it was used as a way to further the plot and as a means to create drama and I just don’t prefer that when it comes to books. I don’t mind the book showing a suicide attempt, I just don’t like how it was used as a way to bring the plot of the book along, it felt like there was more focus on what the suicide attempt brought to the side characters and how they saw it, then on the character who did it and why he would want to attempt suicide, and I just did not enjoy that. I wish that the book focused more on why the character attempted suicide and gave him therapy and the tools to not want to do it again, instead of using the suicide attempt as a way to further the plot.
I can see why this book would work for many other people, as it has a lot to offer, but sadly, it just wasn't for me.
I received an ARC of this book and this is my honest opinion.
March 2, 2022
Ummmm...
Looks like the authors and I have a slightly different view of an amazing family... One half is a bunch of presumptuous, macho-BS spitting, homophobic and mysoginist bastards and the other half creeped me out. I mean there's friendly and there'sfriendly
creepy and this was laid on way too thick, maybe to even out the other half?
And since it's me, I've missed the action of the novella, which was more or less the one thing that made me like it in the first place. But true to the motto "be careful what you wish for"... when I got it towards the end it felt anticlimactic and I was gaping - literally gaping - at my Kindle. There was not even a hint at Mike's behavior beforehand (or clueless Simone totally missed it) and it felt off.
On the other hand, it was also educating in that I've learned something about me while reading this... Idon'tlikefoodporn. There, I said it. Literal food porn, I mean. The banana scene will probably haunt me for life. Simone out because don't get me started on the sex scenes...
Looks like the authors and I have a slightly different view of an amazing family... One half is a bunch of presumptuous, macho-BS spitting, homophobic and mysoginist bastards and the other half creeped me out. I mean there's friendly and there's
And since it's me, I've missed the action of the novella, which was more or less the one thing that made me like it in the first place. But true to the motto "be careful what you wish for"... when I got it towards the end it felt anticlimactic and I was gaping - literally gaping - at my Kindle. There was not even a hint at Mike's behavior beforehand (or clueless Simone totally missed it) and it felt off.
On the other hand, it was also educating in that I've learned something about me while reading this... Idon'tlikefoodporn. There, I said it. Literal food porn, I mean. The banana scene will probably haunt me for life. Simone out because don't get me started on the sex scenes...
February 27, 2022
3.5 Stars
This is a tricky review to write.
I’ll begin by reiterating how much I loved the short story that proceeded this one, Fireman's Carry. There, we met MCs, Mike and Shane, as they frantically work together in the thick of a California wildfire, saving many lives and forming an ineffaceable bond in the process. That short was brilliantly executed—gripping suspense, intense emotions, and the most delectable promise of romance to come that I’ve read in a long time.
Needless to say, I was completely rapt in that short and was counting down the days until Hot Seat was released, so I could get more of Mike, Shane, and Shane’s awesome Grandpa!
Regrettably, this wasn’t quite the romantic epic I was longing for, but I guess that’s on me for having far-fetched expectations, when, in truth, the story we got was actually more grounded in reality, and therefore, probably the more likely story to be told.
I knew going into this that rookie firefighter Mike came from a large and boisterous Italian family, full of faith and traditions, and manly men who do and love manly-type things only. I knew Mike was deeply closeted because of his upbringing and his fears of losing his loving but very traditional family.
I knew all this…and yet, I was still blindsided by just how much Mike’s family (and their sometimes-negative impact) would have on his potential blossoming romance with out-and-proud, wildly intelligent and definitely sparkly Shane. In fact, the familial elements played such a large role, that I felt the brewing romance took a major backseat in the process, which leaves me feeling unreasonably cheated.
There was a romance still, of course, and it was a love story hard-fought by these two characters, but I couldn’t help wishing things had played out differently, especially in the sense that Mike and Shane’s connection felt slightly disjointed, when comparing what we witnessed in Fireman’s Carry to what transpired here.
Mostly, this was one big angst-fest—heavy family drama, heavy in-the-closet-and-can’t-find-a-way-out themes. These are two themes that I used to eat up in my younger years, but lately, with a decade of M/M romances behind me, I’m fairly rundown by the heavy presence of ignorance and intolerance in my romance reads, especially in the form of immediate family who bring such bigotry and hurt to the lives of our queer leads. It’s realistic, sure, but, man, it emotionally exhausts me.
Undoubtedly, this type of angst was handled well here. I felt all squirrely inside, sympathy stressing on Mike’s behalf, and getting the sympathy grumps on Shane’s behalf, having to face falling for a guy so closeted that he may never choose love over family. It was a lot of feelings, but, I’ll concede, it was done well.
It helped, slightly, that I liked all the women in Mike’s family. His mother, nonna, aunt and sister were all compelling, kind-hearted souls, and I deeply appreciated the presence of such strong, independent-thinking women. This is a representation I often find lacking in many M/M reads, so this stood out as a major tick in the plus column here.
Regardless of my divided reactions to what was a highly anticipated book, I was still held captive by the characters and the narrative. This may not have been what I expected it to be, but I’m still happy I read it.
The sequel, at least, featuring one of Mike’s ultra-masc brothers, Donny, should be a very interesting read indeed.
This is a tricky review to write.
I’ll begin by reiterating how much I loved the short story that proceeded this one, Fireman's Carry. There, we met MCs, Mike and Shane, as they frantically work together in the thick of a California wildfire, saving many lives and forming an ineffaceable bond in the process. That short was brilliantly executed—gripping suspense, intense emotions, and the most delectable promise of romance to come that I’ve read in a long time.
Needless to say, I was completely rapt in that short and was counting down the days until Hot Seat was released, so I could get more of Mike, Shane, and Shane’s awesome Grandpa!
Regrettably, this wasn’t quite the romantic epic I was longing for, but I guess that’s on me for having far-fetched expectations, when, in truth, the story we got was actually more grounded in reality, and therefore, probably the more likely story to be told.
I knew going into this that rookie firefighter Mike came from a large and boisterous Italian family, full of faith and traditions, and manly men who do and love manly-type things only. I knew Mike was deeply closeted because of his upbringing and his fears of losing his loving but very traditional family.
I knew all this…and yet, I was still blindsided by just how much Mike’s family (and their sometimes-negative impact) would have on his potential blossoming romance with out-and-proud, wildly intelligent and definitely sparkly Shane. In fact, the familial elements played such a large role, that I felt the brewing romance took a major backseat in the process, which leaves me feeling unreasonably cheated.
There was a romance still, of course, and it was a love story hard-fought by these two characters, but I couldn’t help wishing things had played out differently, especially in the sense that Mike and Shane’s connection felt slightly disjointed, when comparing what we witnessed in Fireman’s Carry to what transpired here.
Mostly, this was one big angst-fest—heavy family drama, heavy in-the-closet-and-can’t-find-a-way-out themes. These are two themes that I used to eat up in my younger years, but lately, with a decade of M/M romances behind me, I’m fairly rundown by the heavy presence of ignorance and intolerance in my romance reads, especially in the form of immediate family who bring such bigotry and hurt to the lives of our queer leads. It’s realistic, sure, but, man, it emotionally exhausts me.
Undoubtedly, this type of angst was handled well here. I felt all squirrely inside, sympathy stressing on Mike’s behalf, and getting the sympathy grumps on Shane’s behalf, having to face falling for a guy so closeted that he may never choose love over family. It was a lot of feelings, but, I’ll concede, it was done well.
It helped, slightly, that I liked all the women in Mike’s family. His mother, nonna, aunt and sister were all compelling, kind-hearted souls, and I deeply appreciated the presence of such strong, independent-thinking women. This is a representation I often find lacking in many M/M reads, so this stood out as a major tick in the plus column here.
Regardless of my divided reactions to what was a highly anticipated book, I was still held captive by the characters and the narrative. This may not have been what I expected it to be, but I’m still happy I read it.
The sequel, at least, featuring one of Mike’s ultra-masc brothers, Donny, should be a very interesting read indeed.
February 24, 2022
DNF @ 54%
Boo.
Medium expectations were thwarted. This was so boring. It didn’t even feel like a romance. The two MCs don’t even connect at the 20% mark. I was completely unenthused at 50%: I’m stunned by this because I loved the short story that was a prequel for this book. Honestly, pulling a DNF at this late in the game is generous. I only did it because I love EE…usually.
Boo.
Medium expectations were thwarted. This was so boring. It didn’t even feel like a romance. The two MCs don’t even connect at the 20% mark. I was completely unenthused at 50%: I’m stunned by this because I loved the short story that was a prequel for this book. Honestly, pulling a DNF at this late in the game is generous. I only did it because I love EE…usually.
February 24, 2022
Okay. I really wanted to like this one. Normally I love Eli Easton's work, and Tara Lain, while not being one of my favorite authors, is usually someone whose work I can tolerate. And the meat of this story is okay. Formulaic and overdone, yes, but that's romance fiction for you. The leads are sweet and cute together and have decent chemistry, and technically the writing is adequate. There are just a few... Hiccups.
I'm not sure which author thought up the lines, "Be still, my gay boy heart" and "... Made my happy gay cock do a Charleston...", but whoever you are... Stop that.
"Me and Shane frotting like hamsters..."
Is there a lot of frottage among hamsters? I've never heard of this being a thing, but I won't discount the possibility. Still.
Soapbox time!
First I wanted to address Shane standing up for himself and getting out of the toxic mess he'd been wallowing in with Mike. I was cheering in my head and actually bookmarked the page where he told Mike off and walked away. Because bravo, man, it was deserved and needed. So then what did the authors turn around and do? They flipped it around on Shane and made him look like (and admit to being) selfish for walking away. WTF is that? It's not like he was giving Mike ultimatums. Yes, he wanted Mike to come out, for both selfish and altruistic reasons. That's normal and okay. He was giving Mike time, and even covering for him. Furthermore, it's perfectly okay, encouraged even, to create boundaries and enforce them. And that's exactly what Shane did. Mike was becoming more and more toxic and abusive, and Shane getting away from Mike until he got his shit together was absolutely necessary. And then we're treated to Shane's grandpa talking about how hard it's going to be for Mike because he's a masc, white dude who's got a lot to lose?? Fuck you, Pops. Seriously. It's gonna be hard for Mike to lose his straight guy cred, so that makes it okay for him to abuse the man he claims to care about? This is not okay. Not even a little bit. Having sympathy for someone's plight doesn't mean you just roll over and let them treat you like garbage. And making someone else feel like a selfish asshole for refusing to be abused is a dick move.
Secondly, as some other reviewers have pointed out, Mike's descent into depression and suicidal impulses was abrupt and felt like nothing more than a convenient plot tool to ramp up the drama and force Mike's family into reluctant acceptance. It was handed neither competently nor compassionately.
Thirdly, the banana scene. Our intrepid, closeted firefighting hero, Mike, has never experienced anal sex. And he's curious. So he takes his curiosity out on a banana. Then he's all "Jesus H, I was gay. I was so, so gay, and I wanted to be gay."
I feel like this has been hashed and rehashed over and over and over again, but it appears some people have not gotten the memo: enjoying anal penetration does not mean a person is gay. Many straight men enjoy being pegged. Equating anal pleasure with sexual orientation is ignorant, outdated, and potentially harmful. How many men have found they enjoyed it and then wondered if that made them gay? Hell, there's an entire subset of men who refuse to wash their asses because they believe any contact with their bungholes will make them gay.
Do you know what makes a man gay? BEING ATTRACTED TO OTHER MEN. That's it. That's all. End of. Because a man can be gay and not like sex at all! *Gasp**Shock*
So to all the MM authors out there, for the love of KY, STOP. Stop writing scenes like this unless you're going to later address the fallacy that what someone enjoys physically has anything at all to do with their orientation. Because it doesn't. How many asexuals out there are made to feel less-than because they don't have sex? How many times have we heard men say, "I'm not gay, I've never had sex with a man" as if having sex with a cheese danish would make someone pastry-sexual? Acts. Are. Not. Orientation. If they were, having sex with women would make a gay man straight. Sounds dumb, right? That's because it fucking is.
I'm not sure which author thought up the lines, "Be still, my gay boy heart" and "... Made my happy gay cock do a Charleston...", but whoever you are... Stop that.
"Me and Shane frotting like hamsters..."
Is there a lot of frottage among hamsters? I've never heard of this being a thing, but I won't discount the possibility. Still.
Soapbox time!
First I wanted to address Shane standing up for himself and getting out of the toxic mess he'd been wallowing in with Mike. I was cheering in my head and actually bookmarked the page where he told Mike off and walked away. Because bravo, man, it was deserved and needed. So then what did the authors turn around and do? They flipped it around on Shane and made him look like (and admit to being) selfish for walking away. WTF is that? It's not like he was giving Mike ultimatums. Yes, he wanted Mike to come out, for both selfish and altruistic reasons. That's normal and okay. He was giving Mike time, and even covering for him. Furthermore, it's perfectly okay, encouraged even, to create boundaries and enforce them. And that's exactly what Shane did. Mike was becoming more and more toxic and abusive, and Shane getting away from Mike until he got his shit together was absolutely necessary. And then we're treated to Shane's grandpa talking about how hard it's going to be for Mike because he's a masc, white dude who's got a lot to lose?? Fuck you, Pops. Seriously. It's gonna be hard for Mike to lose his straight guy cred, so that makes it okay for him to abuse the man he claims to care about? This is not okay. Not even a little bit. Having sympathy for someone's plight doesn't mean you just roll over and let them treat you like garbage. And making someone else feel like a selfish asshole for refusing to be abused is a dick move.
Secondly, as some other reviewers have pointed out, Mike's descent into depression and suicidal impulses was abrupt and felt like nothing more than a convenient plot tool to ramp up the drama and force Mike's family into reluctant acceptance. It was handed neither competently nor compassionately.
Thirdly, the banana scene. Our intrepid, closeted firefighting hero, Mike, has never experienced anal sex. And he's curious. So he takes his curiosity out on a banana. Then he's all "Jesus H, I was gay. I was so, so gay, and I wanted to be gay."
I feel like this has been hashed and rehashed over and over and over again, but it appears some people have not gotten the memo: enjoying anal penetration does not mean a person is gay. Many straight men enjoy being pegged. Equating anal pleasure with sexual orientation is ignorant, outdated, and potentially harmful. How many men have found they enjoyed it and then wondered if that made them gay? Hell, there's an entire subset of men who refuse to wash their asses because they believe any contact with their bungholes will make them gay.
Do you know what makes a man gay? BEING ATTRACTED TO OTHER MEN. That's it. That's all. End of. Because a man can be gay and not like sex at all! *Gasp**Shock*
So to all the MM authors out there, for the love of KY, STOP. Stop writing scenes like this unless you're going to later address the fallacy that what someone enjoys physically has anything at all to do with their orientation. Because it doesn't. How many asexuals out there are made to feel less-than because they don't have sex? How many times have we heard men say, "I'm not gay, I've never had sex with a man" as if having sex with a cheese danish would make someone pastry-sexual? Acts. Are. Not. Orientation. If they were, having sex with women would make a gay man straight. Sounds dumb, right? That's because it fucking is.
February 23, 2022
3.25 Stars
Well, this wasn’t quite what I was expecting. I knew there would be angst with Mike’s eventual coming out, but not to the extent that the romance would take a back seat. Whilst I appreciated his predicament, I was upset with a lot of Mike’s actions and certain homophobic family members. Shane deserved a lot better imo. I did love certain members of Mike’s family (his mum, sister and not so psychic Nonna) but personally, I could have done with a lot more Pop’s. I would have loved to see him taking on a few of the Canali clan. I was happy Mike and Shane found some acceptance in the end but it felt more HFN and I really missed not having an epilogue. Whilst I felt shortchanged with the romance, I can’t deny that I found this hard to put down. Not a ringing endorsement I know, but I’ll definitely read the next in the series, as I can’t wait for a certain someone to discover he may have more than one gay son 😗
Well, this wasn’t quite what I was expecting. I knew there would be angst with Mike’s eventual coming out, but not to the extent that the romance would take a back seat. Whilst I appreciated his predicament, I was upset with a lot of Mike’s actions and certain homophobic family members. Shane deserved a lot better imo. I did love certain members of Mike’s family (his mum, sister and not so psychic Nonna) but personally, I could have done with a lot more Pop’s. I would have loved to see him taking on a few of the Canali clan. I was happy Mike and Shane found some acceptance in the end but it felt more HFN and I really missed not having an epilogue. Whilst I felt shortchanged with the romance, I can’t deny that I found this hard to put down. Not a ringing endorsement I know, but I’ll definitely read the next in the series, as I can’t wait for a certain someone to discover he may have more than one gay son 😗
February 25, 2022
I liked this. I enjoyed it. I didn’t get bored.
but this was not a romance
It was a story about homophobia, thoughts of self harm, family drama and eye roll worthy stereotypical men.
i loved both the prequel novella and Eli Easton; reading this book was a no brainer for me. Like the reviews I’ve read , this was definitely not what I expected but I still managed to actually like it 😅. Unfortunately, I understand family expectations and pressure and the damage it can do to you so i understand the fear Mike had when it came to coming out. I don’t really think he was leading him on but the miscommunication or lack of communication seemed real to me.
The romance wasn’t really there. It wasn’t the main plot of the book as I hoped it would be BUT I only realized that once I finished the book. I was completely invested in the story while I was reading it and only critiqued it once it was done so it’s safe to say that I had fun reading it. If only a little more of romance and smut was added and the family drama took a backseat once in a while.
“I don’t want you all reasonable and noble and bullshit, with this it’s my life and I get to decide every fucking thing about it. I want you calling me on my crap and expecting me to do the right thing. Claim some of my life, please, Shane. I want you to. I want you to love me.”
Speaking of family drama, what is with the meddling in this book? Lucielle was very OTT and it didn’t vibe with me. But honestly : setting Shane up during a family dinner? That’s a little too much. And it was a little weird to me that they kept invited Shane when Mike made it clear in the beginning that they weren’t even friends.
The homophobia in this book was sad and while I’m glad it got sorted out, it irks me that it took up 3/4th of the book. Also, there is a particularly dark scene that I feel could be triggering.
Overall though, I’m going to continue on with this series. I cant wait to read about Donny. His character intrigues me.
but this was not a romance
It was a story about homophobia, thoughts of self harm, family drama and eye roll worthy stereotypical men.
i loved both the prequel novella and Eli Easton; reading this book was a no brainer for me. Like the reviews I’ve read , this was definitely not what I expected but I still managed to actually like it 😅. Unfortunately, I understand family expectations and pressure and the damage it can do to you so i understand the fear Mike had when it came to coming out. I don’t really think he was leading him on but the miscommunication or lack of communication seemed real to me.
The romance wasn’t really there. It wasn’t the main plot of the book as I hoped it would be BUT I only realized that once I finished the book. I was completely invested in the story while I was reading it and only critiqued it once it was done so it’s safe to say that I had fun reading it. If only a little more of romance and smut was added and the family drama took a backseat once in a while.
“I don’t want you all reasonable and noble and bullshit, with this it’s my life and I get to decide every fucking thing about it. I want you calling me on my crap and expecting me to do the right thing. Claim some of my life, please, Shane. I want you to. I want you to love me.”
Speaking of family drama, what is with the meddling in this book? Lucielle was very OTT and it didn’t vibe with me. But honestly : setting Shane up during a family dinner? That’s a little too much. And it was a little weird to me that they kept invited Shane when Mike made it clear in the beginning that they weren’t even friends.
The homophobia in this book was sad and while I’m glad it got sorted out, it irks me that it took up 3/4th of the book. Also, there is a particularly dark scene that I feel could be triggering.
Overall though, I’m going to continue on with this series. I cant wait to read about Donny. His character intrigues me.
March 7, 2022
-I was already halfway through the story and the romance still didn't touch my heart.
-About family stuff... Just no. I see the drama coming with the father in the next book. 💀
-Then, the suicide attempt happens, and I couldn't believe how little importance they gave it when it was used as a buffer so that Mike could be accepted.
-The sex stuff was uhhh, nop. Not the best.
-The friends were just there.
-Shane was the most (and only) great thing in the book. 😼
Well... Hope you have more luck than me.
-About family stuff... Just no. I see the drama coming with the father in the next book. 💀
-Then, the suicide attempt happens, and I couldn't believe how little importance they gave it when it was used as a buffer so that Mike could be accepted.
-The sex stuff was uhhh, nop. Not the best.
-The friends were just there.
-Shane was the most (and only) great thing in the book. 😼
Well... Hope you have more luck than me.
January 6, 2023
3.5 Stars ✨
Só não dei 5 para esse livro por causa de duas coisas.. Primeiro : Mike / Segundo : O início do relacionamento ter começado em off. Se teve um extra antes do livro não vi.
Queria ter gostado mais do Mike, mas ele é um cara de 22 anos, é maior de idade e já s e sustenta, ele não deveria ter tanto pavor de se assumir assim. Estamos em 2022 na história e por mais que alguns da família tenha uma mente cavernosa, ele não precisava exagerar tanto. Se fosse menor de idade e não tivesse um emprego seria outro assunto. Devemos respeito aos pais sim, mas não afogar o que somos por causa deles. Mike se estressou, tento entender o lado de quem está no armário, mas no caso de Mike foi exagero. Pelo menos se redimiu no final 👍🏽
Queria que tivesse mais gay afeminado nos livros, gostei bastante do Shane. Sua presença foi um tapa na cara dos homofóbicos 🤣😂🙌
Só não dei 5 para esse livro por causa de duas coisas.. Primeiro : Mike / Segundo : O início do relacionamento ter começado em off. Se teve um extra antes do livro não vi.
Queria ter gostado mais do Mike, mas ele é um cara de 22 anos, é maior de idade e já s e sustenta, ele não deveria ter tanto pavor de se assumir assim. Estamos em 2022 na história e por mais que alguns da família tenha uma mente cavernosa, ele não precisava exagerar tanto. Se fosse menor de idade e não tivesse um emprego seria outro assunto. Devemos respeito aos pais sim, mas não afogar o que somos por causa deles. Mike se estressou, tento entender o lado de quem está no armário, mas no caso de Mike foi exagero. Pelo menos se redimiu no final 👍🏽
Queria que tivesse mais gay afeminado nos livros, gostei bastante do Shane. Sua presença foi um tapa na cara dos homofóbicos 🤣😂🙌
February 22, 2022
I was looking forward to this one after the excellent intro story, but frankly this was just exhausting. I’d been prepared for Mike’s big meddling Italian family to be a major factor, as that was clearly going to be a thing. I wasn’t prepared for just how much of the focus is on that family, and especially not for the constant and pretty gruelling homophobia (from the men only, because Italian men are manly and backwards and Italian women are clucky and motherly *rolls eyes*) . I still liked the characters but they both deserved better, especially Shane. The set-up in Fireman’s Carry was so fun and dramatic and lovely, but I felt this book just ground all the joy out of their fledgling relationship and buried it under a whole lot of questionable national stereotypes and relentless antagonism.
The writing was also a bit mixed - lots of weird, supposedly funny little descriptions (especially in the sex scenes) that just felt a bit off-putting instead. I just realised it read kinda similar to the first book (only one I read) in the Nerds & Jocks series that was also co-written with Tara Lain, so that may be my problem as I usually don't have any problems with Eli Easton's writing.
Just not really for me, I guess. I also have less than zero interest in the next book that apparently features Donny, because I’m currently really over the whole “awful homophobic prick is secretly gay” storyline.
The writing was also a bit mixed - lots of weird, supposedly funny little descriptions (especially in the sex scenes) that just felt a bit off-putting instead. I just realised it read kinda similar to the first book (only one I read) in the Nerds & Jocks series that was also co-written with Tara Lain, so that may be my problem as I usually don't have any problems with Eli Easton's writing.
Just not really for me, I guess. I also have less than zero interest in the next book that apparently features Donny, because I’m currently really over the whole “awful homophobic prick is secretly gay” storyline.
June 20, 2025
This is a difficult book. Full of clichés and predictable.
It makes sense to read the prequel as a prologue and then this one directly afterwards.
I tried, but unfortunately failed due to the predictability, but that's just me. I actually started reading this book a few months ago and couldn't bring myself to finish it. But now I've finally done it.
The relationship between Shane and Mike is doomed from the start, and you can actually predict when the moment will come when Mike's closeted existence becomes a problem and the inevitable breakup occurs.
Jeez, if I lived in this Temple to Testosterone that also happened to be a big, adoring, admiring family, would I have been brave enough to come out? The thought made me feel a little sick. 🥺💔🥺
I love Mike and Shane, whether as friends or as a couple. Both are wonderfully crafted characters, even if they are full of clichés, but I really love how they are portrayed and how they get close to each other and grow together.
The supporting cast, Shane's friends and Mike's family, are nice additions, albeit very annoying and exhausting in the case of Mike's intolerant family.
Perhaps the cliché is a little too exaggerated here, and I must admit that I don't see how this series can develop further. I probably won't read any more of it, as the subject matter is too much for me and homophobia gets on my nerves too much.
Nevertheless, this story was worth waiting for until I was in a better mood and I'm glad I was able to finish the book.
I never asked Mike exactly what he told his parents or brothers about his social life. I didn’t want to hear about lies he’d told. Lying in general made me antsy. I disliked it so much that I’d ended up getting tossed out of my home rather than do it. Even lies of omission made me uncomfortable, which was one of the reasons I was so pushy about my gay boy style. I didn’t want people thinking I tried to trick them in some way. I respected Mike’s situation, but the less I knew about the specifics, the better. 😩😪🤧
Shane.
I could go on without him, sure. But what would be the fucking point? 😭😭😭
It makes sense to read the prequel as a prologue and then this one directly afterwards.
I tried, but unfortunately failed due to the predictability, but that's just me. I actually started reading this book a few months ago and couldn't bring myself to finish it. But now I've finally done it.
The relationship between Shane and Mike is doomed from the start, and you can actually predict when the moment will come when Mike's closeted existence becomes a problem and the inevitable breakup occurs.
Jeez, if I lived in this Temple to Testosterone that also happened to be a big, adoring, admiring family, would I have been brave enough to come out? The thought made me feel a little sick. 🥺💔🥺
I love Mike and Shane, whether as friends or as a couple. Both are wonderfully crafted characters, even if they are full of clichés, but I really love how they are portrayed and how they get close to each other and grow together.
The supporting cast, Shane's friends and Mike's family, are nice additions, albeit very annoying and exhausting in the case of Mike's intolerant family.
Perhaps the cliché is a little too exaggerated here, and I must admit that I don't see how this series can develop further. I probably won't read any more of it, as the subject matter is too much for me and homophobia gets on my nerves too much.
Nevertheless, this story was worth waiting for until I was in a better mood and I'm glad I was able to finish the book.
I never asked Mike exactly what he told his parents or brothers about his social life. I didn’t want to hear about lies he’d told. Lying in general made me antsy. I disliked it so much that I’d ended up getting tossed out of my home rather than do it. Even lies of omission made me uncomfortable, which was one of the reasons I was so pushy about my gay boy style. I didn’t want people thinking I tried to trick them in some way. I respected Mike’s situation, but the less I knew about the specifics, the better. 😩😪🤧
Shane.
I could go on without him, sure. But what would be the fucking point? 😭😭😭
February 27, 2022
2.0 ⭐️⭐️
⛔️⛔️spoilers will be included⛔️⛔️
This was bad. To say I had high expectations after Fireman’s Carry would be an understatement, but I tried to look at this logically and think “if I put that aside, would I have enjoyed this more?” and the answer is still no. Nothing about how this story was executed worked for me on any level.
In Fireman’s Carry we meet Shane and Mike in the midst of a life and death situation trying to save Shane’s grandfather from a blazing wildfire. The exciting short story ends with a kiss (initiated by Mike) and a request to call and meet up in the future (also initiated by Mike). You leave that story hopeful for what’s to come. Hot Seat picks up a month after those events with Mike ghosting Shane and Shane feeling miserable over it. An award for heroic acts pushes them back face to face, and Mike’s friendly (and pushy) mother decidedly adopts Shane into the family which forces them into close proximity, and thus begins my long headache reading this book.
First off, this is not a romance and I will die on this hill. By the end I wasn’t even sure why either of them felt so strongly about the other. There’s no true bonding between them and the very few romantic moments we do see are riddled with Mike’s paranoia at someone maybe, sorta even wondering if he’s gay. This book is at its core a coming out story for Mike, but guess what? Even looking at it as just a coming out story it’s still bad! Mike is so deep in the closet, he’s in a closet within a closet. Thanks to his mostly f-cked up family he has so many negative and problematic views on what it means to “be a man” and what being gay says about him. The men in his family are misogynistic and homophobic to the max, and by the end they really don’t change all that much. It became utterly exhausting to read about mainly because it never let up. Slurs, thinking gay is passed around, not wanting Shane around their children, etc. - all included throughout. There was also a series of “does this make me gay?” played by Mike’s internal monologue as he questioned everything that wasn’t macho bullsh-t activities. Jigsaw puzzles. Too gay? Eating a salad. Too femme? Sitting in the kitchen with his female family members. Am I still a man? I wanted to scream by the end.
Obviously with Mike being in the closet, and having high levels of paranoia at being outed, his fear translated into how he treated Shane. Spoiler alert: it was also bad. There were times when he didn’t even want to say Shane was a friend because of how it would be perceived that he was friends with “someone like Shane.”He ghosts him, ignores him mostly when they are around his family, worries over what his family is thinking about Shane and therefore puts a distance between them. He treated this man with zero respect, and while I could understand and feel empathetic towards his personal situation and fears, I couldn’t get past how awful he treated him even as just another human being. My two stars were pretty much for Shane only because he was pure light, resilience, and understanding despite getting kicked around so much. Within the story they tried to just be friends and frankly that’s what they should have stayed. Mike needed friends and support, and was not in a healthy headspace to be a partner to someone beyond that. When Shane finally (FINALLY!!) puts his own emotional needs first he gets guilt-tripped by his own grandfather to see that Mike is the true victim here. Look to put it simply topics such as these require understanding and nuance to be portrayed in a thoughtful way and that is not what you find here. The heavy-handed surface level attempts left me feeling resentful towards Mike’s treatment of Shane, and had me wanting Shane to remove himself from this extremely toxic situation.
So now we get to the pièce de résistance which somehow topped the terrible things that came before it. The tone and writing of this book was all over the damn place to begin with, so when we got to Mike’s attempted suicide I shouldn’t have been as surprised to see such a serious topic thrown in as a plot device seemingly out of nowhere, but alas I was. And make no mistake it was pure plot device. Plot device to reunite Shane and Mike, while also creating a space for Mike to come out and force his family to somewhat quiet their homophobic grumbles about it. Don’t worry, they all got to rant and say hateful sh-t at first because almost dying didn’t really give Mike a pass, however once his brother stopped their yelling to explain Mike was actively trying to end his life well then they mostly shut up. Sort of. And well that was it! No actual dealings of Mike’s mental health or feelings, just a few throwaway lines and then a cut to a date and one of the worst sex scenes I’ve ever read in my life.
Anyway, to wrap this up plain and simple this book was not for me. I found pretty much nothing enjoyable about it, even down to the very badly written sex scenes (the banana scene 😒). I’ve never read a book so clearly written by two different people, which surprised me because this writing duo’s other series I found to be mostly fun. As of right now I have zero interest in continuing to read about the toxic Canali family, so unless something drastically changes for book 2 I think this is the end of my run in this series.
⛔️⛔️spoilers will be included⛔️⛔️
This was bad. To say I had high expectations after Fireman’s Carry would be an understatement, but I tried to look at this logically and think “if I put that aside, would I have enjoyed this more?” and the answer is still no. Nothing about how this story was executed worked for me on any level.
In Fireman’s Carry we meet Shane and Mike in the midst of a life and death situation trying to save Shane’s grandfather from a blazing wildfire. The exciting short story ends with a kiss (initiated by Mike) and a request to call and meet up in the future (also initiated by Mike). You leave that story hopeful for what’s to come. Hot Seat picks up a month after those events with Mike ghosting Shane and Shane feeling miserable over it. An award for heroic acts pushes them back face to face, and Mike’s friendly (and pushy) mother decidedly adopts Shane into the family which forces them into close proximity, and thus begins my long headache reading this book.
First off, this is not a romance and I will die on this hill. By the end I wasn’t even sure why either of them felt so strongly about the other. There’s no true bonding between them and the very few romantic moments we do see are riddled with Mike’s paranoia at someone maybe, sorta even wondering if he’s gay. This book is at its core a coming out story for Mike, but guess what? Even looking at it as just a coming out story it’s still bad! Mike is so deep in the closet, he’s in a closet within a closet. Thanks to his mostly f-cked up family he has so many negative and problematic views on what it means to “be a man” and what being gay says about him. The men in his family are misogynistic and homophobic to the max, and by the end they really don’t change all that much. It became utterly exhausting to read about mainly because it never let up. Slurs, thinking gay is passed around, not wanting Shane around their children, etc. - all included throughout. There was also a series of “does this make me gay?” played by Mike’s internal monologue as he questioned everything that wasn’t macho bullsh-t activities. Jigsaw puzzles. Too gay? Eating a salad. Too femme? Sitting in the kitchen with his female family members. Am I still a man? I wanted to scream by the end.
Obviously with Mike being in the closet, and having high levels of paranoia at being outed, his fear translated into how he treated Shane. Spoiler alert: it was also bad. There were times when he didn’t even want to say Shane was a friend because of how it would be perceived that he was friends with “someone like Shane.”He ghosts him, ignores him mostly when they are around his family, worries over what his family is thinking about Shane and therefore puts a distance between them. He treated this man with zero respect, and while I could understand and feel empathetic towards his personal situation and fears, I couldn’t get past how awful he treated him even as just another human being. My two stars were pretty much for Shane only because he was pure light, resilience, and understanding despite getting kicked around so much. Within the story they tried to just be friends and frankly that’s what they should have stayed. Mike needed friends and support, and was not in a healthy headspace to be a partner to someone beyond that. When Shane finally (FINALLY!!) puts his own emotional needs first he gets guilt-tripped by his own grandfather to see that Mike is the true victim here. Look to put it simply topics such as these require understanding and nuance to be portrayed in a thoughtful way and that is not what you find here. The heavy-handed surface level attempts left me feeling resentful towards Mike’s treatment of Shane, and had me wanting Shane to remove himself from this extremely toxic situation.
So now we get to the pièce de résistance which somehow topped the terrible things that came before it. The tone and writing of this book was all over the damn place to begin with, so when we got to Mike’s attempted suicide I shouldn’t have been as surprised to see such a serious topic thrown in as a plot device seemingly out of nowhere, but alas I was. And make no mistake it was pure plot device. Plot device to reunite Shane and Mike, while also creating a space for Mike to come out and force his family to somewhat quiet their homophobic grumbles about it. Don’t worry, they all got to rant and say hateful sh-t at first because almost dying didn’t really give Mike a pass, however once his brother stopped their yelling to explain Mike was actively trying to end his life well then they mostly shut up. Sort of. And well that was it! No actual dealings of Mike’s mental health or feelings, just a few throwaway lines and then a cut to a date and one of the worst sex scenes I’ve ever read in my life.
Anyway, to wrap this up plain and simple this book was not for me. I found pretty much nothing enjoyable about it, even down to the very badly written sex scenes (the banana scene 😒). I’ve never read a book so clearly written by two different people, which surprised me because this writing duo’s other series I found to be mostly fun. As of right now I have zero interest in continuing to read about the toxic Canali family, so unless something drastically changes for book 2 I think this is the end of my run in this series.
February 22, 2022
4 Stars
MM-Romance, Contemporary, Coming-out, Big Family, Fireman, Angst/ Emotional, Kindle Unlimitted
Oh my, I enjoyed this even as I wavered between anger, frustration, and shock.
Mike pulls at all the heartstrings. His struggle with coming out was visceral, it shook me and had me tearing up on a few occasions. Despite all the heartstrings being yanked around, Mike disappoints in his treatment of Shane in the beginning. He was lucky Shane was such a sweetheart, forgiving, patient, respectful, open-minded, and steady. Shane is lovable, and it hurt to see the side effects of dating a closeted man.
The reason it's not quite a five-star read is that I felt like this was Mike's coming-out story, rather than a romance about Shane and Mike. I'm not certain why I felt this way, but Mike's internal/external conflicts overshadowed the blossoming relationship. I still enjoyed the story!
I recommend reading the short Fireman's Carry it's on prolific and essential in my opinion as it's the first time Shane and Mike meet, and their first kiss ^_^.
MM-Romance, Contemporary, Coming-out, Big Family, Fireman, Angst/ Emotional, Kindle Unlimitted
Oh my, I enjoyed this even as I wavered between anger, frustration, and shock.
Mike pulls at all the heartstrings. His struggle with coming out was visceral, it shook me and had me tearing up on a few occasions. Despite all the heartstrings being yanked around, Mike disappoints in his treatment of Shane in the beginning. He was lucky Shane was such a sweetheart, forgiving, patient, respectful, open-minded, and steady. Shane is lovable, and it hurt to see the side effects of dating a closeted man.
The reason it's not quite a five-star read is that I felt like this was Mike's coming-out story, rather than a romance about Shane and Mike. I'm not certain why I felt this way, but Mike's internal/external conflicts overshadowed the blossoming relationship. I still enjoyed the story!
I recommend reading the short Fireman's Carry it's on prolific and essential in my opinion as it's the first time Shane and Mike meet, and their first kiss ^_^.
February 13, 2022
I must declare an interest from the off here as I beta read this for Eli and Tara and so had a lot of a clue as to where the book was going.
Read Fireman's Carry before you start this one as it picks up a month or so after the events of that book - it's free in the Prolific Works Your Book Boyfriend's Boyfriend giveaway:
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Hot Seat takes the reader on what, for me, felt like a heartfelt, believable and - at times - intensely frustrating journey.
Both Shane and Mike are dealing with all the traumas of not only their involvement in the desperate rescue of dozens of people in the recent wildfires, but Mike's being in the closet.
There are potential triggers (I'm not sure if they're highlighted), as the family that Mike is lovingly embraced in also has some massive faults, with casually homophobic brothers, a toxic atmosphere of overly emphasised masculinity throughout, and a widely expressed belief that real men can't be gay.
The tension in the narrative comes from the situation Shane and Mike find themselves in and, for young men just on the cusp of life (they're 19/turning 21), it was utterly heart-breaking at times to watch the struggle firefighter rookie Mike goes through.
Thankfully, not all is doom and gloom, there are also some amazingly supportive characters throughout both Shane's life (his Pops is awesome) but also among the Canalis, where Mike's mum and sister really step up.
When things begin to come down to the wire, help and support also arrives from an unexpected quarter and I have to say, I was very pleasantly surprised by that.
As my friend Dani says in her review, this one needed an Epilogue as it's only a tentative step forward as a pair at the end.
But, as the series continues with other members of the Canali family (Donny is up next!), I'm hoping we'll get updates on Mike and Shane throughout those books.
I'm pretty sure Mike's uncle and his son are likely candidates for books too and I'm intrigued as to who else might be in play.
One thing I will say though, is that I didn't feel like the ages of the rest of the characters were defined enough for me.
Donny is supposed to be 25 but still acts like he's fresh out of school at times, same with older brother Gabe, who I think is 28. Only the eldest brother felt like a more mature elder brother!
But, it's a minor point in an overall reading experience which really worked for me, even with the relatively young age of Shane and Mike.
#ARC kindly received from the authors in return for an honest and unbiased review
Read Fireman's Carry before you start this one as it picks up a month or so after the events of that book - it's free in the Prolific Works Your Book Boyfriend's Boyfriend giveaway:
https://claims.prolificworks.com/free...
Hot Seat takes the reader on what, for me, felt like a heartfelt, believable and - at times - intensely frustrating journey.
Both Shane and Mike are dealing with all the traumas of not only their involvement in the desperate rescue of dozens of people in the recent wildfires, but Mike's being in the closet.
There are potential triggers (I'm not sure if they're highlighted), as the family that Mike is lovingly embraced in also has some massive faults, with casually homophobic brothers, a toxic atmosphere of overly emphasised masculinity throughout, and a widely expressed belief that real men can't be gay.
The tension in the narrative comes from the situation Shane and Mike find themselves in and, for young men just on the cusp of life (they're 19/turning 21), it was utterly heart-breaking at times to watch the struggle firefighter rookie Mike goes through.
Thankfully, not all is doom and gloom, there are also some amazingly supportive characters throughout both Shane's life (his Pops is awesome) but also among the Canalis, where Mike's mum and sister really step up.
When things begin to come down to the wire, help and support also arrives from an unexpected quarter and I have to say, I was very pleasantly surprised by that.
As my friend Dani says in her review, this one needed an Epilogue as it's only a tentative step forward as a pair at the end.
But, as the series continues with other members of the Canali family (Donny is up next!), I'm hoping we'll get updates on Mike and Shane throughout those books.
I'm pretty sure Mike's uncle and his son are likely candidates for books too and I'm intrigued as to who else might be in play.
One thing I will say though, is that I didn't feel like the ages of the rest of the characters were defined enough for me.
Donny is supposed to be 25 but still acts like he's fresh out of school at times, same with older brother Gabe, who I think is 28. Only the eldest brother felt like a more mature elder brother!
But, it's a minor point in an overall reading experience which really worked for me, even with the relatively young age of Shane and Mike.
#ARC kindly received from the authors in return for an honest and unbiased review
June 19, 2022
Received an ARC in return for my honest feedback.
When I read the novella - Fireman's Carry - in January, I knew I would love the first full-length novel in Eli and Tara's brand new series, The Hot Cannolis. But I didn't know just how much I would love Hot Seat.
I thought I was in for a bellyful of laughs and crazy family shenanigans. But what I got was a whole lot of feels, a dash of angst, and a hopeful, joyful HEA. The story itself is a simple one. A closeted fireman from a large and loving but extremely traditional family falls for an out-and-proud gay man with bucketful of courage, sass, and heart (who has already fought a hard-won battle to be himself and has come out on the other side stronger and truer). Their journey is anything but smooth. Mutual attraction, falling in love, discovering what it means to be true to yourself in the face of scorn and opposition... all of it was handled with care, and love.
Eli and Tara dug deep, giving us characters who loved with their whole hearts, who put their families ahead of everyone, who were genuinely good people... but these very same characters also came with loads of prejudices and misconceptions, were flawed and imperfect...sometimes hard to like, BUT so so relatable. I appreciated this. Most of the books I've read that have dealt with homophobia are extreme, where the characters are evil or horrible and so homophobia is just one more rotten aspect of their personalities... but that was most definitely NOT the case in this book. Hot Seat was filled with genuinely lovable/good people, which was why their homophobia was really hard to swallow. Nevertheless, Shane and Mike have set the ball rolling and these characters are in for an epic journey of character growth (which has already begun), and I am looking forward to it.
What I loved:
Mike's big Italian family, the strong family bonds that tie ALL of them together (there are a lot of them), and the women of this family. They are strong, open-minded, loving, and fierce. The men on the other hand have a ways to go to get over their notions of what "a real man is" or in this case "a real Canali."
Shane, in all his pink and sassy glory. Shane is a precious star who needs all the love and protection. His relationship with his Pops is one of the best parts of the book. Also his friends (one of whom is a 90 year old woman named Hissy, love!) are wonderful. I adored them all.
Character development - mainly Mike's. His anxiety and fear of coming out to a family whose very essence is steeped in old traditions and the alpha male culture was very real. I felt his terror and spiral into hopelessness. I was frustrated by his behavior toward Shane at the beginning, despite understanding where he was coming from. I shed tears for him in a specific part of the book toward the end. He has a long way to go to learn to be comfortable with who he is, but with Shane and his support network on his side, he's going to be fine. There were no car chases or blow ups, but his personal struggles felt just as scary and heart-pounding to me.
I come from a culture that is very traditional. I know genuinely good people who have certain views that are hard to swallow, and I have sometimes despaired over how I was to align myself with them - because on the one hand I loved them with all my heart, but on the other hand my heart would hurt when their views over things made my skin crawl. Changing their world views, even today, feels like an exhausting and impossible task. So this book really hit home for me.
I already suspect who one of the lead characters will be in the next book, but I'm not sure who he will be paired with... but I have my...ideas.
Thank you for such a wonderful read, Eli & Tara! Can't wait for the next book!
When I read the novella - Fireman's Carry - in January, I knew I would love the first full-length novel in Eli and Tara's brand new series, The Hot Cannolis. But I didn't know just how much I would love Hot Seat.
I thought I was in for a bellyful of laughs and crazy family shenanigans. But what I got was a whole lot of feels, a dash of angst, and a hopeful, joyful HEA. The story itself is a simple one. A closeted fireman from a large and loving but extremely traditional family falls for an out-and-proud gay man with bucketful of courage, sass, and heart (who has already fought a hard-won battle to be himself and has come out on the other side stronger and truer). Their journey is anything but smooth. Mutual attraction, falling in love, discovering what it means to be true to yourself in the face of scorn and opposition... all of it was handled with care, and love.
Eli and Tara dug deep, giving us characters who loved with their whole hearts, who put their families ahead of everyone, who were genuinely good people... but these very same characters also came with loads of prejudices and misconceptions, were flawed and imperfect...sometimes hard to like, BUT so so relatable. I appreciated this. Most of the books I've read that have dealt with homophobia are extreme, where the characters are evil or horrible and so homophobia is just one more rotten aspect of their personalities... but that was most definitely NOT the case in this book. Hot Seat was filled with genuinely lovable/good people, which was why their homophobia was really hard to swallow. Nevertheless, Shane and Mike have set the ball rolling and these characters are in for an epic journey of character growth (which has already begun), and I am looking forward to it.
What I loved:
Mike's big Italian family, the strong family bonds that tie ALL of them together (there are a lot of them), and the women of this family. They are strong, open-minded, loving, and fierce. The men on the other hand have a ways to go to get over their notions of what "a real man is" or in this case "a real Canali."
Shane, in all his pink and sassy glory. Shane is a precious star who needs all the love and protection. His relationship with his Pops is one of the best parts of the book. Also his friends (one of whom is a 90 year old woman named Hissy, love!) are wonderful. I adored them all.
Character development - mainly Mike's. His anxiety and fear of coming out to a family whose very essence is steeped in old traditions and the alpha male culture was very real. I felt his terror and spiral into hopelessness. I was frustrated by his behavior toward Shane at the beginning, despite understanding where he was coming from. I shed tears for him in a specific part of the book toward the end. He has a long way to go to learn to be comfortable with who he is, but with Shane and his support network on his side, he's going to be fine. There were no car chases or blow ups, but his personal struggles felt just as scary and heart-pounding to me.
I come from a culture that is very traditional. I know genuinely good people who have certain views that are hard to swallow, and I have sometimes despaired over how I was to align myself with them - because on the one hand I loved them with all my heart, but on the other hand my heart would hurt when their views over things made my skin crawl. Changing their world views, even today, feels like an exhausting and impossible task. So this book really hit home for me.
I already suspect who one of the lead characters will be in the next book, but I'm not sure who he will be paired with... but I have my...ideas.
Thank you for such a wonderful read, Eli & Tara! Can't wait for the next book!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 2, 2022
Despite all the negative reviews I've seen for this, overall it was a good first installment in this series and overall I enjoyed it a lot.
This is the third review I'm not writing out yet (so I have a few to catch up on. All these firefighter books I read in a row), but Lily Mayne's "Moth" is out so I just have to dive into that, I'm too excited to wait.
But just know that for me, I felt like this was good and enjoyable overall, so 4 stars for me.
Full RTC...
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All I've seen is mainly negative reviews for this story. I'm here to be someone who enjoyed this and gives it, overall, a positive review.
I knew going into this - even before seeing other reviews - that it would be a battle for Mike in coming out. I expected it, so I wasn't disappointed when there was a battle for him, a big one in fact.
I'm not of the opinion that "well, we've had all those in the closet, coming out stories, I'm just kind of tired of them." Things are a lot better for the LGBT+ community for sure, but people like Mike's family members still very much exist, and we're nowhere near a "nobody has to come out because it's not a big deal" ideal.
So I still think there's a place for very closeted characters getting a coming out story. And for that to involve romance as well. Which, is a big negative I've seen in other reviews, that this isn't a "romance story" and it's more about Mike's journey.
Which, sure, I'd say that it is. But why can't that involve romance as well? Because it DOES involve romance. Romance, as well as his coming out, is a part of Mike's journey in this.
Shane has been there. Shane has had the horribly homophobic family, he's had to be in Mike's position. He's just a few years out of the coming out process, so he's more settled and has found a group of wonderful friends and he has his supportive and wonderful grandfather, and he's living the life he wants.
Sure, this might be mainly about Mike coming out...but it's also a story about the man that closeted guy is falling for, and how one handles that.
I never got the sense that Mike treated Shane too horribly, another negative thing I've seen in reviews for this.
Yes, he did things like panic with Shane was around, and say things like they weren't friends, and it wasn't okay, but Shane also didn't take that lying down. Also, that felt like normal behavior from a very closeted guy. It wasn't okay, but it wasn't horrible. I expected that from Mike.
The only time he really crosses the line, in my opinion, is near the end when he . But at least Mike later apologized for it and made up for it. Mike is allowed to fuck up, just as long as he makes amends for it as well. And he does, and in a big way too.
And ya know, maybe this being so heavily focused on Mike's family and his coming out detracted some from Shane and Mike's romance, sure. I'll give one star off for Shane and Mike's relationship maybe not being given the room to fully develop as I wish it had.
But, it wasn't enough to be too egregious for me. We still got scenes of them bonding, of feelings developing, and intimate moments. Seeing those scenes like where Shane brought Mike to meet his equally gay and flamboyant friends was a big step, and bringing him to a gay club for the first time to get Mike to loosen up and just enjoy being with his people.
I also liked the journey Mike's family went on. The only real offenders in Mikes family were his father, and two of his older brothers. Two of his brothers weren't around in this, but one of his brothers was good about things overall, and his sister and the women in his family were good too.
It did frustrate me when Mike thought about all he'd lose with his father and brothers, and didn't think about how his mother and aunt and grandmother and sister would be there, supporting him and being on his side, but also I understood it at the same time.
Mike was raised to be a "manly man" by other "manly men" and had heard his whole life derogatory things said about gay people from a lot oft he men in his family. When so much is expected of him, it's hard not to listen to worst instead of the good.
Also Donny, one of his Very Macho brothers and one of the worst offenders, turned out to be a dark horse surprise and I loved that. His turnaround was wonderful and I was happy with that. And I mean, he's about to get his own book too, so...Donny isn't as straight as he thought as well ;).
The only two who really held out once Mike finally came out at the end was his father and his oldest brother. His father was maybe coming around a *tad* near the end, but it still wasn't perfect. Same with his oldest brother, but that is more realistic, and really they're the only two hold out near the end. The rest of the family either comes around or was already there and it was wonderful to see.
As for when Mike
I personally don't think it was out of left field or too much. We hear so much about that it didn't feel too off to me.
Maybe the build up could have been a tad better, maybe he could have been having thoughts about it before then. But Mike's
So for me, while this wasn't 100% perfect, I still enjoyed it overall, and thought it was was done well. I enjoyed Shane and Mike together, and I loved the journey they went on together. Shane stood up for himself when he needed to, but also gave understanding when it was needed too.
I don't think it was wild that Shane's grandfather was trying to get Shane to see Mike's side, or that Shane felt like he let Mike down. I do wish he hadn't turned it around to be like he wasn't justified in ending it with Mike, because he was. I think it's possible to be like "I'll come to him with understanding and give him a chance to make amends with me" and also be like "but I did the right thing for me at the end, and that's okay."
So maybe the balance of those two things was off in the writing, sure, but I wasn't angry that Shane was ready to give Mike another chance, especially when it was the only true offense Mike had done so far, and it wasn't enough to give up on him for.
Some reviews, I think, are just way too harsh and unable to forgive or give understanding. At least with this book.
I was just reading and not feeling the anger or annoyance that everyone else was. No, this story wasn't perfect and could have been improved in several places, but overall it was good and enjoyable, and I was so happy for Mike and Shane by the end of it.
I'm excited for Donny's book. Donny was one of the bigger offenders in this, but then his turnaround was such a pleasant surprise, and I'm excited to see all his preconceived notions fly out the window when he falls in love with a man as well. I bet Donny, as big as his turnaround was, still has a lot internalized homophobia, so I'll be happy to see that tackled. (Also I'm curious if he's always thought he was straight, or if he's bisexual deep down and knew it, but didn't want to admit it and so he acted the extra macho man because of it....hmm, guess we'll see.)
So I say, give this a try. Some of you might feel the way of negative reviewers, but I'm here as a positive review to say, don't write this one off because of those reviews. I say, see for yourself how you feel about the things I talked about above and see how feel about how the book handles everything.
I'd recommend this. I think it was enjoyable overall and worth a read. Overall, thumbs up from me! 👍
This is the third review I'm not writing out yet (so I have a few to catch up on. All these firefighter books I read in a row), but Lily Mayne's "Moth" is out so I just have to dive into that, I'm too excited to wait.
But just know that for me, I felt like this was good and enjoyable overall, so 4 stars for me.
Full RTC...
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All I've seen is mainly negative reviews for this story. I'm here to be someone who enjoyed this and gives it, overall, a positive review.
I knew going into this - even before seeing other reviews - that it would be a battle for Mike in coming out. I expected it, so I wasn't disappointed when there was a battle for him, a big one in fact.
I'm not of the opinion that "well, we've had all those in the closet, coming out stories, I'm just kind of tired of them." Things are a lot better for the LGBT+ community for sure, but people like Mike's family members still very much exist, and we're nowhere near a "nobody has to come out because it's not a big deal" ideal.
So I still think there's a place for very closeted characters getting a coming out story. And for that to involve romance as well. Which, is a big negative I've seen in other reviews, that this isn't a "romance story" and it's more about Mike's journey.
Which, sure, I'd say that it is. But why can't that involve romance as well? Because it DOES involve romance. Romance, as well as his coming out, is a part of Mike's journey in this.
Shane has been there. Shane has had the horribly homophobic family, he's had to be in Mike's position. He's just a few years out of the coming out process, so he's more settled and has found a group of wonderful friends and he has his supportive and wonderful grandfather, and he's living the life he wants.
Sure, this might be mainly about Mike coming out...but it's also a story about the man that closeted guy is falling for, and how one handles that.
I never got the sense that Mike treated Shane too horribly, another negative thing I've seen in reviews for this.
Yes, he did things like panic with Shane was around, and say things like they weren't friends, and it wasn't okay, but Shane also didn't take that lying down. Also, that felt like normal behavior from a very closeted guy. It wasn't okay, but it wasn't horrible. I expected that from Mike.
The only time he really crosses the line, in my opinion, is near the end when he . But at least Mike later apologized for it and made up for it. Mike is allowed to fuck up, just as long as he makes amends for it as well. And he does, and in a big way too.
And ya know, maybe this being so heavily focused on Mike's family and his coming out detracted some from Shane and Mike's romance, sure. I'll give one star off for Shane and Mike's relationship maybe not being given the room to fully develop as I wish it had.
But, it wasn't enough to be too egregious for me. We still got scenes of them bonding, of feelings developing, and intimate moments. Seeing those scenes like where Shane brought Mike to meet his equally gay and flamboyant friends was a big step, and bringing him to a gay club for the first time to get Mike to loosen up and just enjoy being with his people.
I also liked the journey Mike's family went on. The only real offenders in Mikes family were his father, and two of his older brothers. Two of his brothers weren't around in this, but one of his brothers was good about things overall, and his sister and the women in his family were good too.
It did frustrate me when Mike thought about all he'd lose with his father and brothers, and didn't think about how his mother and aunt and grandmother and sister would be there, supporting him and being on his side, but also I understood it at the same time.
Mike was raised to be a "manly man" by other "manly men" and had heard his whole life derogatory things said about gay people from a lot oft he men in his family. When so much is expected of him, it's hard not to listen to worst instead of the good.
Also Donny, one of his Very Macho brothers and one of the worst offenders, turned out to be a dark horse surprise and I loved that. His turnaround was wonderful and I was happy with that. And I mean, he's about to get his own book too, so...Donny isn't as straight as he thought as well ;).
The only two who really held out once Mike finally came out at the end was his father and his oldest brother. His father was maybe coming around a *tad* near the end, but it still wasn't perfect. Same with his oldest brother, but that is more realistic, and really they're the only two hold out near the end. The rest of the family either comes around or was already there and it was wonderful to see.
As for when Mike
I personally don't think it was out of left field or too much. We hear so much about that it didn't feel too off to me.
Maybe the build up could have been a tad better, maybe he could have been having thoughts about it before then. But Mike's
So for me, while this wasn't 100% perfect, I still enjoyed it overall, and thought it was was done well. I enjoyed Shane and Mike together, and I loved the journey they went on together. Shane stood up for himself when he needed to, but also gave understanding when it was needed too.
I don't think it was wild that Shane's grandfather was trying to get Shane to see Mike's side, or that Shane felt like he let Mike down. I do wish he hadn't turned it around to be like he wasn't justified in ending it with Mike, because he was. I think it's possible to be like "I'll come to him with understanding and give him a chance to make amends with me" and also be like "but I did the right thing for me at the end, and that's okay."
So maybe the balance of those two things was off in the writing, sure, but I wasn't angry that Shane was ready to give Mike another chance, especially when it was the only true offense Mike had done so far, and it wasn't enough to give up on him for.
Some reviews, I think, are just way too harsh and unable to forgive or give understanding. At least with this book.
I was just reading and not feeling the anger or annoyance that everyone else was. No, this story wasn't perfect and could have been improved in several places, but overall it was good and enjoyable, and I was so happy for Mike and Shane by the end of it.
I'm excited for Donny's book. Donny was one of the bigger offenders in this, but then his turnaround was such a pleasant surprise, and I'm excited to see all his preconceived notions fly out the window when he falls in love with a man as well. I bet Donny, as big as his turnaround was, still has a lot internalized homophobia, so I'll be happy to see that tackled. (Also I'm curious if he's always thought he was straight, or if he's bisexual deep down and knew it, but didn't want to admit it and so he acted the extra macho man because of it....hmm, guess we'll see.)
So I say, give this a try. Some of you might feel the way of negative reviewers, but I'm here as a positive review to say, don't write this one off because of those reviews. I say, see for yourself how you feel about the things I talked about above and see how feel about how the book handles everything.
I'd recommend this. I think it was enjoyable overall and worth a read. Overall, thumbs up from me! 👍
March 13, 2022
It took me a while to like Mike. But then there was a turning point in the events and I was hooked. Great story, very emotional, can't wait for the next book.
March 2, 2022
I wished Eli Easton would not always team up with Tara Lain, the Queen of awkward sex scenes!
I should not have jinxed it with this note when I added the book to my tbr pile.
So I will blame everything that comes after on me. It's me, not the book. The book started out really nice with some octogenarians in Shawn's book club discussing Fifty Shades of Grey. That was the best part of the story, IMHO. But what do I know? I made it only to 29%, and it pains me to admit that I am giving up on an Eli Easton book. Sorry.
Mike was beyond rude, and Shawn a pushover, Mike's family homophobic or overbearing, and I could only feel resentment towards Mike and pity for Shawn.
I call myself lucky that I did not even make it to the sex scene, I hear a lot about bananas in other reviews. *shudder*
I should not have jinxed it with this note when I added the book to my tbr pile.
So I will blame everything that comes after on me. It's me, not the book. The book started out really nice with some octogenarians in Shawn's book club discussing Fifty Shades of Grey. That was the best part of the story, IMHO. But what do I know? I made it only to 29%, and it pains me to admit that I am giving up on an Eli Easton book. Sorry.
Mike was beyond rude, and Shawn a pushover, Mike's family homophobic or overbearing, and I could only feel resentment towards Mike and pity for Shawn.
I call myself lucky that I did not even make it to the sex scene, I hear a lot about bananas in other reviews. *shudder*
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February 23, 2022I’ve put it on hold cause I had high expectations and according to most of my GR friends this has been a disappointment. And I’m not in the mood for disappointments.. but then again when am I ever?
February 22, 2022
It was ok. Entertaining but honestly nothing to write home about. It feels like I’ve read this 1000 times before; nothing makes it stand out.
February 23, 2022
Oh man, I had high hopes for this one after reading the prequel novella, but ultimately this was a bit of a mixed bag.
For the most part, I was quite enjoying myself for the first 80% or so. I thought Shane and Mike were cute together and I liked Mike's growing acceptance warring with the tensions with homophobic comments made by the men in his family. I didn't hate the focus on Mike's family, though it was a little much, and the men=homophobic, women=supportive felt a little lacking in nuance. The writing here for the most part was fine, but given my struggles with Eli & Tara's last collaboration, I do suspect that I don't totally jive with Tara's writing, but it wasn't a massive issue for me, I just didn't love it the way I generally do Eli's writing.
Up until the climactic moment at about 80% in, I'd say this was probably a solid 3.5 stars for me. Unfortunately, the rest of the book took a turn.
So yeah, it made it impossible for me to rate this one any higher. And while I'm honestly pretty over the "homophobic brother/friend/family member ends up being gay/redeemed in the sequel!" trope, the rest of the summary for the next book does seem right up my alley, so I'll probably be giving that one a go and hope it works better for me in the end.
For the most part, I was quite enjoying myself for the first 80% or so. I thought Shane and Mike were cute together and I liked Mike's growing acceptance warring with the tensions with homophobic comments made by the men in his family. I didn't hate the focus on Mike's family, though it was a little much, and the men=homophobic, women=supportive felt a little lacking in nuance. The writing here for the most part was fine, but given my struggles with Eli & Tara's last collaboration, I do suspect that I don't totally jive with Tara's writing, but it wasn't a massive issue for me, I just didn't love it the way I generally do Eli's writing.
Up until the climactic moment at about 80% in, I'd say this was probably a solid 3.5 stars for me. Unfortunately, the rest of the book took a turn.
So yeah, it made it impossible for me to rate this one any higher. And while I'm honestly pretty over the "homophobic brother/friend/family member ends up being gay/redeemed in the sequel!" trope, the rest of the summary for the next book does seem right up my alley, so I'll probably be giving that one a go and hope it works better for me in the end.
May 22, 2022
After loving the pre-equal this was such a huge disappointment I didn't review after reading.
Weak dated characterisation, the big Italian family theme was rampant about a decade ago - I've read it done better by Lain. Here I often felt the authors seriously disagreed and were trying to defuse each other's contribution, not sure if they've co-authored before but this wasn't good for either of them.
It's not enough to keep saying someone is the worst without really showing it, in fact that makes you the predjudiced one, and gives the sequel little appeal.
A very big issue is thrown in but not really dealt with, instead all smiles for the end.
Minus stars.
Weak dated characterisation, the big Italian family theme was rampant about a decade ago - I've read it done better by Lain. Here I often felt the authors seriously disagreed and were trying to defuse each other's contribution, not sure if they've co-authored before but this wasn't good for either of them.
It's not enough to keep saying someone is the worst without really showing it, in fact that makes you the predjudiced one, and gives the sequel little appeal.
A very big issue is thrown in but not really dealt with, instead all smiles for the end.
Minus stars.
February 23, 2022
I really hoped for more, the book in the complex is not bad, but there is much angst, Mike struggled as a character but I could not relate to him.
February 20, 2022
Hot seat is the first book in Eli Easton and Tara Lain's new series, The Hot Cannolis. In this book we meet Shane Bower and Mike Canali. Actually we first met these guys in the short story Fireman's Carry which I totally recommend reading first, for some context to this book which starts up after the events of that one.
So let me start with a disclaimer. Hot Seat shouldn't have worked for me. Everyone who knows me, knows that closeted guys are my biggest pet peeve when it comes to MM romance and that my tolerance for them is very, very small. Yet I knew as soon as I first came across this book that I had to read it. After all, it's written by two of my favorite authors. If anyone would be able make me read and like a closeted MC, it would be them. I'm glad to report, I was right.
Both Shane and Mike are extremely likable main characters, even if it's for very different reasons. Shane is the unapologetic, out and proud femme guy. He's funny, charming and a total sweetheart. Mike is the sexy, manly firefighter. But he's also a total sweetheart and the way his thought process was described made me ache for him and at the same time I just wanted to wrap him in cotton so he wouldn't get hurt. The chemistry between Shane and Mike is great. It was filled with tension and felt believable at the same time. I did however have a really hard time liking some of Mike's family. Like, a really hard time. I'm pretty sure a few of them will get a redemption later though. In the end, Hot Seat delivered not only a fun and sweet read, but also a read filled with emotions.
The writing is great, not that I expect anything else from these authors. The only reason it isn't a full five star read for me is that even though Mike was extremely likable, sometimes I wanted to smack him in the head and tell him to get his stuff together. After I'd wrapped him in cotton, of course.
I received an ARC of this book and am now leaving my honest review.
So let me start with a disclaimer. Hot Seat shouldn't have worked for me. Everyone who knows me, knows that closeted guys are my biggest pet peeve when it comes to MM romance and that my tolerance for them is very, very small. Yet I knew as soon as I first came across this book that I had to read it. After all, it's written by two of my favorite authors. If anyone would be able make me read and like a closeted MC, it would be them. I'm glad to report, I was right.
Both Shane and Mike are extremely likable main characters, even if it's for very different reasons. Shane is the unapologetic, out and proud femme guy. He's funny, charming and a total sweetheart. Mike is the sexy, manly firefighter. But he's also a total sweetheart and the way his thought process was described made me ache for him and at the same time I just wanted to wrap him in cotton so he wouldn't get hurt. The chemistry between Shane and Mike is great. It was filled with tension and felt believable at the same time. I did however have a really hard time liking some of Mike's family. Like, a really hard time. I'm pretty sure a few of them will get a redemption later though. In the end, Hot Seat delivered not only a fun and sweet read, but also a read filled with emotions.
The writing is great, not that I expect anything else from these authors. The only reason it isn't a full five star read for me is that even though Mike was extremely likable, sometimes I wanted to smack him in the head and tell him to get his stuff together. After I'd wrapped him in cotton, of course.
I received an ARC of this book and am now leaving my honest review.
February 24, 2022
I have feelings. Conflicting ones.
Overall I enjoyed this read. It’s hard for this author duo to do wrong by me. The family aspect was great, even down to the unfortunate but authentic casual disrespect from certain members, and I’ve mentioned more than once that Easton stands out for writing strong supporting characters.
I’m struggling to put my finger on what I didn’t love, but I think these are my top two opportunities:
- Mike. Aside from being sexy and angsty, I’m not sure how to describe him. I might be feeling that his character wasn’t quite developed enough to stand out against the crushing weight of his issues with his identity and his family dynamic.
- The escalation of events felt a bit fast to me, with Mike being the poster child for what can happen when you barricade yourself in the closet.
Despite my vague reservations about this book, I did have fun reading it and am looking forward to the next one.
Overall I enjoyed this read. It’s hard for this author duo to do wrong by me. The family aspect was great, even down to the unfortunate but authentic casual disrespect from certain members, and I’ve mentioned more than once that Easton stands out for writing strong supporting characters.
I’m struggling to put my finger on what I didn’t love, but I think these are my top two opportunities:
- Mike. Aside from being sexy and angsty, I’m not sure how to describe him. I might be feeling that his character wasn’t quite developed enough to stand out against the crushing weight of his issues with his identity and his family dynamic.
- The escalation of events felt a bit fast to me, with Mike being the poster child for what can happen when you barricade yourself in the closet.
Despite my vague reservations about this book, I did have fun reading it and am looking forward to the next one.
February 16, 2022
I loved every minute of reading this book. Family and family found, and a wonderful love story. Highly recommended.
August 26, 2024
I did like this one even if I spent the majority of the time annoyed at Mike and angry at his homophobic family, because yes even “loving families” can be toxic AF.
This book was good but it could also have been better? it’s moderately angsty and low in steam but it has its good parts, I was not expecting much of it since the only reason I read it was because I wanted to read the 2nd book in the series after I saw it recommended on Reddit lol, still I enjoyed it and I even ended up forgiving Mike.
This book was good but it could also have been better? it’s moderately angsty and low in steam but it has its good parts, I was not expecting much of it since the only reason I read it was because I wanted to read the 2nd book in the series after I saw it recommended on Reddit lol, still I enjoyed it and I even ended up forgiving Mike.
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