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336 pages, Hardcover
First published March 15, 2016
I have breathed on shadows, as one breathes into a soap bubble, to give it breadth and life. I did it because I had to, because human beings cannot live without history, and I have no history or tradition that is not located in a pale, aggressive body lying in the dirt, or hanging from a tree. [...] What is the difference between a genius and a monster?It's so hard to set expectations correctly. Anything, anything you knew about fantasy and the paths stories take, their structure - it goes right out the window. Forget it. As much of literary fantasy, it avoids the beaten path.
That mark on your face. Not a physical scar but a shade of expression, a cast. The look that said: I have killed and will kill again.I already mentioned Tavis, the soldier, the one who got to make history, but her story is only the start. Next is Tialon whose history is so tied up in that of her famous father that there is barely anything of herself in it ("But we are not concerned with the child's memories. We are concerned with him, with his genius."). She tells of the other side of history, the great men who are cruel in private and what happens to those who end up on the "losing" side. Religious disputes. Her own loneliness and isolation.
A fierce look, I thought then. Now I think: broken. I think: lost.
It was there in the desert that my blood returned, there that Seren taught me to seize black ants and snap them between my teeth, there that my heart came open in two halves and words poured out of it: my heart had not been empty after all. I talked night after night until I was hoarse. There was a curl of whiteness in the dark sky, what the feredhai call the track of the goddess Roun, the wake of her boat in the sea of the heavens and this is what was coming out of my heart, memories pouring out in waves.The prose is gorgeous and somehow close to my heart, quite possibly the best I've ever read. It's pure stained glass. It feels indulgent. I want to read it out loud. It gets stuck in my thoughts and I can't help channeling it a little even now. What I like the best is that it achieves the effect it does without ever being archaic or abusing the thesaurus. It's all rhetorical figure magic and it's near impossible to pick out quotes that'd do it justice, because half the beauty of it is in how a certain turn of phrase may be twisted and re-used a few pages later. I said the narrative is often all tangled up - it's the same with the prose. It reminds me of music.
They murmur. They stroke her hands. They say: "I know."As the title says, it's a book about history, who tells it, who makes it, who is remembered, the biases, the bystanders, the ones caught in its flow, legends of monsters that may or may not be true. Most of all, Samatar reminds us that history is not only a chronological list of dates and achievements of great men - that it's far more than what it's usually reduced to. I love it for that, too.
She wants to say no. She wants to say, you don't know, you don't know us. She wants to say: my sister and cousin made this war. You don't know how we have harnessed you and murdered you and made you refugees. She thinks: For this the gods cursed you with monsters.
"This field is for you," she told me once, "I'll never take it back." But she did take it back. The day I left she stood apart, near the artusa, while the others kissed me and patted my shoulders and wished me luck on the road. Her sunburned arms crossed and her gaze trained on the mountains. No white cloak today, no sign of grief. She was taking it back. Her hair and her voice and her breath and the scar where she had been bitten by a wild dog. "I yelled like fever," she told me. She was taking it all back. I wanted to be the first to turn away. I lost.
We are such frail creatures, we—I still can't write the word. How did we conquer anyone? How did we terrorize the world? We, with our burdens. Our pain. Our fear. Our woe. Our wings.
Shernai sings. Ta-ta-di-dai-di. It doesn’t make sense. A woman’s song. Just a tongue tapping and a warmth low in the throat. It doesn’t mean anything, and so it’s open, always available, a bucket being filled up at a dark well. Ta-ta-di-dai-di. It tastes like water. Now the wind blows, and Kaili gives a yelp and jumps up to catch the feathers whirling with the sand. She laughs, look, she’s laughing, the feathers in sunlight and I don’t want them to come down, I just want them to stay up in the air.
I did it because I had to, because human beings cannot live without history.
The swordmaiden wears her loyalty like a necklace of dead stars. Their worth is eternal, although they no longer shine.
Your body remembers war. This body I love. War has shaped the beloved body.
I would have swallowed her whole if it meant I could take her with me.
Dasya, the next time you open your eyes—say yes.