I know this might sound silly, since I cuckold my husband, but I always wanted to be a good wife. And no, my husband was not one of those men who asks his wife to cuck him. It took a significant amount of convincing to get him on board with my sexual awakening. I think it shows just how convincing I can be though, because in the end, he has not only embrace the fetish, but he has made it his entire lifestyle. That's right—I got him in panties, I convinced him to try anal sex with a guy, and he is living as a woman now, too. He has confessed to me, in tender moments when we are more like sisters, that he is happy he was able to become a woman. Now that he has literally spent some time in my shoes, he knows both the pleasures and pains of being a girl. The most lonely feeling in the world is to be aware of what you want and not being able to get it—ever. I mean it. I never wanted to hurt my husband, and I'm sorry that I had to humiliate him so much at first. But I really wasn't getting what I wanted out of our marriage or our of my life in general. Sex really is that import to me. And now that he has had the opportunity to feel just how mind-blowing sex as a woman can be, he has sympathy for me. And at the end of the day, that's why I knew that he needed to become a girl himself, too. My husband never had a very easy life as a beta-male, and I don't blame him for feeling frustrated, especially when his wife started to cheat on him. The only way to make it up to him, I thought, was to introduce him to the real pleasures of being a girl.
I don't want to say that I brainwashed my husband into being a girl, but early on in my experience as a hotwife, I had a decision to make. I knew that things couldn't stay the same. I wasn't going to pretend I was happy in a marriage that couldn't fulfill me sexually. And I'm not exaggerating here. My husband literally couldn't fill me. The first time I had sex with a guy who had even an average sized penis, it was like my life had begun for the first time. I knew it was with a random guy, but his penis opened new worlds to me. I know this is going to sound naive, but in that state of orgasmic bliss, I thought about divorcing my husband and running off with my one-night-stand. I later learned that I was just infatuated, but I really did need good sex in my life. I didn't end up divorcing my husband. Even though he's lives as a woman now, I never left him. Our relationship is very different from the way it used to be, of course, but I never stopped loving and caring for him. It was just because that silly penis of his didn't work for me. In some moments, I thought that maybe we could use sex toys or that I could be satisfied with oral. But who was I kidding? If you haven't had the kind of sex that makes you change your life, I'm sorry to say that your husband might be a cuckold, too, even if neither of you know it yet. This is why you should really force your husband to watch you in the act at least a few times. He needs to see how happy you can be in another man's arms. It doesn't mean you have stopped loving each other. In fact, if he really loves you, he should immediately be convinced, once he sees you squirming underneath the thrusts of a real man. An added bonus is that he'll probably get a little jealous—not of the man who gets to have sex with you, but of female pleasure itself. He'll wish he could be just like you. And thus, his journey towards becoming a woman has begun.
When you know deep down that you're doing the right thing, you should be willing to do anything to achieve your goal. For me, I needed to become a hotwife so that I could be happy. I also knew that my husband needed to become not just a cuckold, but also a sissy. It didn't have to be this way, but I stopped taking half-measures a long time ago.