On paper, Danielle Higgs is a quiet, reserved, unremarkable homebody. As the devoted personal assistant for Victor Hughes, owner and master craftsman behind V.W. Hughes Furniture, Danielle has little time for anything else—or so she's happy to let everyone believe.
At least once a week, Danielle sneaks down to the mysterious Cherry Street glory hole, where she can indulge her wildest anonymous fantasies. Here, no one can see her. They can't judge her for how eager she is to be used. It may not provide much intimacy, but given that Danielle has been unable to overcome her immense respect and adoration for Mr. Hughes over the past three years, she isn't looking for a relationship anyway.
One fateful night, Danielle has an electric encounter on Cherry Street with a stranger. He brings her to exciting heights, fulfills her every need, and after he's gone, she can't get him off her mind.
When she discovers that this mysterious stranger and Mr. Hughes are one and the same, a new workplace temptation will threaten to overwhelm them both.
Release is an 73,000-word erotic romance novel with high heat, low conflict, and no bleak moment. It features a bi M/F main pairing with a 20+ year age gap and a single POV. This book is intended only for adult audiences.
Suzanne Clay (she/he/they) is an asexual enby with a great love for writing erotic romance, and enjoys spending her time confusing people with that fact. They live with her wife and two cats, and, when not writing, Suzanne enjoys reading, playing video games poorly, and refusing to interact outdoors with other human beings.
I wanted to lick my kindle, well more accurately our fictional hero Mr. Victor Hughes. From his grumpy disposition to gentle nature, from the salt and pepper smattering of his hair, to his work weathered hands. But above all, how he tended to the broken girl who was his personal assistant.
"Us having things we're struggling with doesn't make us unworthy of being loved. You know that, right?"
I went in thinking that Release was erotica, but it was actually erotic romance (which was disappointing) and I'll get to that. The story starts with Danielle who fantasizes about being sexually used and casually frequents Cherry Street; a place where people go for anonymous pleasure.
On this particular occasion, a completely random hookup occurs with her boss Victor. When the truth is revealed, professionalism is key but what happens if these two have been secretly lusting over each other the last three years? Will they give into their desires?
"We're not allowed to talk about work, sir. Now, unless you've changed your mind, I'd appreciate you selecting something I can pound my pussy with."
It's a delicate situation. Apart from being colleagues, Danielle has an urge to please others making her the perfect PA and also a voracious bed partner. However Victor wants more than the persona she has created. And with lots of care and orgasms, the intimacy and dynamics was simply beautiful as Danielle blossomed under his affection.
Now to my frustration. This story started with skeevy meetings and glory holes for heaven's sake. Danielle wants to be used and filled. And we got love making. Don't tease and not deliver. I wanted at least a one on one gangbang with cocks, fingers, toys. And I waited and I waited, and nada. Just boo 😏. Other than that, this was actually quite decent!
The author’s note describes this erotic romance as being structured like their favorite fanfics (no meet cute, high conflicts or third act breakups) and I gotta find more books like this.
It’s an age-gap boss/employee romance, where the MMC is super careful of the power imbalance and the FMC has agency. Both characters have personal issues to work through, and there are so many reciprocal caretaker moments (little things like making sure the other person is eating lunch).
Honestly not a lot of plot happens, but it was such a lovely comfort read (and also really hot).
Danielle is the perfect personal assistant to Victor, a successful carpenter-turned-businessman. Danielle is quiet, mild-mannered, and lives to please, and has been harboring feelings for her boss since she met him. Once a week, though, she seeks release from stress by visiting a glory hole. During one such visit, she gives into temptation and allows herself to imagine it’s Victor she’s with - only to discover the next day that it was Victor. The pair of them then begin to negotiate a new relationship, having to work through the complications of their work relationship, Danielle’s past, and their introverted personalities.
This completely took me by surprise. I wasn’t expecting a novel that opens with both of the main characters visiting a glory hole to be so sweet, but it really was a lovely book. The way their relationship developed was beautifully done: Suzanne Clay did a wonderful job at presenting both of these people as needing the other, and I actually found it really emotional how they found love and peace in one another by the end. There was a real depth, an honesty, a maturity to their relationship that was so refreshing - and I have to say, I did not hate the fact there was no dark moment. This book didn’t need one: seeing these two characters carefully work through their problems over the course of the whole book was so much better to me.
It’s an interesting book, in that sense. The writing is very strong - I just got sucked into it from the start, it’s so engaging, in a way I think is very admirable. This is a very introspective book: it’s entirely from Danielle’s perspective and the focus is very much on Danielle and Victor as people, and the fact it never felt claustrophobic or like I needed something else going on was very well-done.
I also have to say, this is a really steamy, hot book - the sex scenes are very well-written both when they’re being sexy (so to speak) and when they’re making love. The sex complemented their relationship very well and, again, it was quite touching to see how it changed over the course of the book.
It was just a lovely read. I didn’t entirely expect it but I absolutely loved reading this - the relationship was beautifully done, there were parts that made me tear up, and I felt very satisfied by the way it concluded. I’m looking forward to reading more by this author, because this really did take me by surprise and I cannot recommend it enough.
Content Notes: Boss/employee, workplace, personal assistant, age gap, hidden/mistaken identity.
You know I am a huge fan of not yucking somebody's yum. And while parts of this book weren't exactly my cup of tea, please take this into consideration before reading this book. Triggers and author's notes are there for a reason. Don't leave a bad review because you didn't do your research and for the love of carbs don't leave a bad review because you disagree with one of the sexual acts that occurs in this book.
Sheesh....
🔥 a decadent and delicious age gap 🔥 assistant/boss 🔥 enemies to lovers 🔥 high heat 🔥 did someone say glory hole...
I devoured this book for exactly what it was. And I loved every moment of it. Just because a part or two weren't my thing didn't mean it took away from the story or from the author's writing. Victor and Danielle both had things to work through but after their little hiccup they were able to do that and what came out of that was something sinful and enticing.
Nod to the author for the way that she handled Danielle's past trauma. That was done beautifully and gently while also maintaining her strength and not making her out to be a heroine who couldn't handle herself.
Super hot age gap workplace romance between a personal assistant and her furniture CEO boss. It's everything I love in an erotic romance: intense feelings, thoughtful emotional arcs, and scorching sex scenes. Danielle has been personal assistant to furniture CEO Victor for three years and she’s had a crush on him the whole time. She would never in a million years act on those feelings, nor believe he’d ever be into her. But everything changes when a wardrobe mishap reveals they’d had sex at a glory hole the day prior. Victor is worried about the implications for her job and the power dynamic as her boss. But Danielle decides to be brave and risk trying for more.
And brave she is, for she’s also working through the aftereffects of an emotionally abusive relationship. Danielle is a true service submissive. It’s reflected in how she approaches her job, as well as relationships and kink. But she’s also the unhealthiest version of that, completely neglecting her needs and orienting her life around whichever person she’s focused on. Victor wisely recognizes this and is always directing her to take care of herself, to voice her opinions, to make friends and have a life outside of work. (Some of this advice he needs to take for himself but for entirely different reasons.) It was incredibly satisfying to watch Danielle bloom as she asserts herself more and slowly develops a more well-rounded life.
The sex scenes were hot, hot, hot. But also very moving. The emotional and sexual arcs were intertwined in the best of ways and I could not get enough of how well matched Victor and Danielle were in the bedroom. We do not get nearly enough sex scenes taking place on car hoods. More please.
The first half was more strongly developed and I flew through it. The second half faltered a bit, mostly because I found the declaration of love too fast. Just because two people have worked together for three years doesn’t mean the transition into a romantic relationship will be seamless, especially given how formal they were at work. Both characters would have benefitted from therapy to back up what they were learning in their relationship so I was relieved the epilogue revealed that they’re both seeing counselors and that Danielle was newly diagnosed with ADHD. I was also glad Andrew expressed reservations when Danielle told him she was with Victor because that’s how one should feel when their coworker reveals they’re sleeping with the boss, even if it ultimately is a good choice. Andrew and Sherry are good friends and I was so glad Danielle finally had that in her life.
This was effortlessly queer, always a delight. Danielle is bi, Victor doesn’t really use labels but he’s referred to as multisexual and demiromantic. Almost every secondary character is queer too. There’s no third act breakup, which was refreshing. Lovely across the board. My first story by this author but certainly not the last.
Characters: Danielle is a 32 year old bisexual white personal assistant and service submissive with ADHD. Victor is a 55 year old multisexual demiromantic white furniture CEO and designer/builder.
Content notes: anxiety, past emotionally abusive relationship, past sexual shaming by FMC’s ex, past divorce (MMC), rejection sensitive dysphoria, FMC is mostly estranged from parents, both MCs often forget to eat while at work if not reminded, on page sex, service submission, glory hole, pain play, biting, objectification kink, praise kink, blindfold, office sex, car hood sex, masturbation, sexting, sex toys, alcohol
Maybe the softest yet kinkiest boss/employee trope I’ve ever read. It’s an age gap romance as well and you’d think there would be so much power imbalance present in a romance that’s both an age gap AND a boss/employee trope but here, Victor takes so much care of making sure Danielle knows she never has to do anything that she feels uncomfortable with, that her safety and care is paramount. It was just really lovely and well done. Check out the front matter of the book for CWs.
Non avevo mai letto un romance erotico su questo kink particolare (glory hole) ed è stata una sorpresa, soprattutto perché il kink diventa un escamotage per dare avvio alla storia e dipingere due personaggi molto complessi ma anche molto reletable, almeno per alcuni aspetti (parlo sempre per me stessa). Diciamo che mi aspettavo un romance molto spicy (e l'ho avuto), ma non mi aspettavo il lavoro di introspezione sui protagonisti. Per completare l'opera manca il classico climax da terzo atto e nonostante ciò la storia rimane appassionante. Perfetto per chi ama gli spicy character driven.
Super steamy workplace age-gap. I could relate to some things mentioned in this story since I also have ADHD like the h. I don’t like the use of the word “hole” when reading sexual acts but that’s my only complaint! Definitely a little OTT but still very enjoyable for me. I was in the mood for something low angst, spicy but still pretty fluffy. I would say this did feel a bit cheesy at times but I’m here for it.
Safe! Safe! No cheating, no sharing. “Good girl” kink. /swoon. h’s POV. Third person narrative.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
I’m not typically an age gap trope type of gal. However, this little gem was a pleasant surprise!
First of all, we love the inclusivity!! When Victor opened up about his past relationship I reread the passage a couple times because I haven’t come across spicy novels where a characters is demiromantic. Also love a curvy woman! And gender neutral titles!
Second, I seem to read a lot of books that include the enemies to lovers trope and the leads don’t acknowledge their feelings until half way through the book… this was a nice change because Victor and Danielle discussed their feelings early on, which in turn opened up for their relationship to blossom into something supportive, sweet, and endearing.
Thirdly, although our girl Danielle has some trauma to work through, I LOVE how she recognized her and Victor should NOT become codependent and they both needed to find hobbies and friendships outside of their relationship. *slow clap* I don’t read books in which the FL contemplates these things and it’s nice to read.
Lastly ladies and gents, the spice was hitting within the first two chapters of the book! Now that’s what I’m talking about!
When i stumbled onto this one and read the blurb i had high hopes. When i read the author's note i was more enthusiastic than ever. I loved the idea of going a bit off the traditional path and her writting for herself like a fanfiction. Add some kinky stuff and office romance and i'm betting on a winner... Well it wasn't. I got bored a lot weirdly and the third pov really threw me away from the story. We spent so much time in the h head but also like it's not her. Everything felt very long. Even their love story, happening in such short time felt long. It never clicked and honestly it was tamer than what the blurb let you believe. Overall it had potential but i didn't get into it at all.
I have a hobby of reading tropes I hate just to see them done well. Here: age gap, boss/employee, etc. It was done really well. Still not my thing, but done really well.
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DNF 32% This has been sitting in my Kindle along with the other books I trapped in there in airplane mode.
(You ever do that? Probably shouldn’t write that here lest my deviance be discovered by the Amazon shopping overlords, but I’m feeling risky tonight.)
This book is weird. And flat—no arc, really, the dullest of the dull characters with an age gap/workplace romance and your friendly neighborhood glory hole. (On CHERRY Street of all places. What a co-inky-dink! 🍒)
I will say this, that here’s when the book’s description tells you *exactly* what you’re going to get. It nails it. So why I tried reading it, I’ll never know.
I was utterly disinterested in Danielle, who might take the cake as World’s Most Boring Person, and her boss Mr. Whoeverthefuckcares. What I do know us he gets to be called Mister and we use her first name only. (Not a fan.)
Anyhoodle, I skimmed to the banging, like I sometimes do because I’m shameless. But without character chemistry I didn’t care if they got off or what. And I found that this fantasy was not one that would make me board the train to kinks-vile. I simply could not suspend my disbelief regarding the safety of ye olde glory hole.
July 2024 reread: I was exactly in the mood for this book and rereading it turned out to be just the thing.
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Original review: An erotic romance that handles a power imbalance so well that the age gap fades into the background. It's delightfully low key queer with incredibly hot sex... who knew that I needed a glory hole romance in my life?
Partial content notes (I wasn't keeping my usual track, eep): past toxic relationships; kink including praise, submission, and objectification; mentions of a past divorce; mentions of estranged family relationships
CW's: PTSD from prior toxic relationship, one MC is divorced (amicable), explicit sex, anonymous sex. The author's note at the beginning of the book is also illustrative of their intentions with the book.
TL;DR Plot: ⭐️⭐️⭐️/5 Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️ /5 Overview: Decent book with a decent plot and decent spice. * * * * * *
Alright, let's talk about this book. Firstly, it's written from 3rd person's POV. So if that bothers you, don't even attempt to read this book. It will piss you off. The book's overall story was good and followed a style I really like. The author does an excellent job of following a"fanfic" way of writing that is lovely to follow. (no meet cute, no blow up at 60%, those kinds of things. They address it on the first page about the style of the book) Where I got frustrated was the disconnect I felt with the characters. I'm unsure if this was due to the POV or lack of character development. But I couldn't connect to be able to root for them. Even though I can relate, it felt like I was watching a story happen instead then be invited in. It felt very off.
Plot: Our FMC is a constant people pleaser with no self-worth of any kind. At times this overshadowed the struggle she is dealing with. Every time we got a glimpse into her psyche, it was just self-loathing and internal turmoil. Some of it added to the plot, but most was regurgitating something we already know about her. I wish we got flashback scenes feat. The ex-bf or other times at cherry street, to give a nice foil of who this woman was and who she is becoming. The MMC is someone we don't see into the head of AT ALL. The few benefits of using 3rd person's POV were wasted as we never know what he was thinking or feeling, only ever her. When dealing with a fragile FMC such as Danielle, it is helpful to see what is going on in his mind and how he is reacting to it. Overall, it became exhausting to read. I started to care less about them finally being open in their relationship and more about her seeking help.
This book has potential. The spice is great. (minus her insecure inner monologue) The representation is awesome! I believe both MCs are bi, and their sexuality is not a plot point, just a fact, so that was beautifully done. The end and epilogue felt rushed and not in a good way. I wanted more insight into what happens after they decide to pull their heads out of their asses and be together. A slice-of-life epilogue instead of midway point check-in with no reason to check-in. Overall -It was decent. Decent plot. Decent spice. Decent characters. Just decent.
* Age gap (32F/55M) * Boss/assistant * Mutual pining * LGBTQ friendly
I really enjoyed this book and even bought a digital copy for myself 💖 The author noted in the beginning that it isn't structured like a traditional romance novel and would read a little more like fan fiction. I was totally okay with this and didn't find myself missing anything from the writing style. There was no need for the usual elements you find in a romance, like a third act breakup, and the emotional pain the main characters are going through is enough conflict to give the story substance.
This book surprised me because it has a plot feature that I'd never read in a romance before: glory holes. Yeah, I know, but I wasn't grossed out at all! 🤷♀️ The story did a great job explaining the appeal of visiting a glory hole for our main characters Danielle and Victor. I found them both to be very believable and relatable characters. I also loved that even though Victor was Danielle's boss, he took his role very seriously and never wanted there to be a power imbalance. Serious conversations were had about how their relationship could be perceived by outsiders. Seriously, this was probably the most respectful age gap/boss-employee romance I've ever read. He doesn't infantilize her or treat her like a little girl. He does call her a good girl occasionally, but there's no Daddy kink here. I LOVE Daddy kink and would've been happy if there was any, but if that's not your thing then I think you'll be very pleased with the dynamic between these two 🥰
Victor is beautifully dominant yet soft at the same time, and he always gives Danielle the opportunity to say no. He respects her, asks challenging questions about why she thinks/feels the way she does, and encourages her to grow and really think about what she wants for herself and her future. In fact, I thought the communication in this book was beautiful and just so damn mature and healthy. I must say that things could have easily taken a wrong turn with Danielle becoming too infatuated with Victor. It was refreshing to get to the end and see that Danielle is working with a therapist and making friends, and Victor is bettering himself too.
As always, my reviews usually have a childfree disclaimer and I can confirm this one is indeed childfree. There's no surprise baby epilogue and no talk of having or wanting kids together.
Overall, this was a lovely story with so many of my favorite elements: age gap, boss-employee, healthy communication, erotic and deeply moving intimacy, and a delicious MMC with a house I want to escape into! There were minor typos/grammar issues but nothing to distract or take away from the story. It was paced well and I was able to read it in a few hours. I would highly recommend this book!
As someone who isn't an avid romance reader but has lots of experience with fanfiction, I'm fully aware this book might not be for everyone. It doesn't have what I've been told are traditional romance beats. The author states it themselves: there is no meet cute and no third act break up/bleak moment. I'm not well versed enough in the genre to expect them. It instead read like a warm, cozy, delightful piece of fanfiction with characters that I hadn't known prior to reading but knew so well and so easily very early on.
There is no major conflict. There's no misunderstanding or breakup. There is, however, plenty of hurt/comfort, which is one of my personal favorite tropes. Danielle, the heroine of this story, struggles the entire novel with her trauma regarding sex, her self identity, and even her mental health. It makes the moments of her and Victor coming to understand each other all the more gratifying. Especially as they begin the shift between boss and employee to lovers and all the learning curves that implies.
The author is also so good at detailing not only the pros of Danielle and Victor giving into their mutual desire but the cons. It's such a safe and lovely exploration of the boss/employee trope because the characters involved do everything they can to address the concerns. It doesn't feel detached from our own social and political climate; in fact, it would take me out of the groove a little bit if it didn't address these concerns, personally.
Again, there are tropes and story beats in here that aren't for everyone. I'm fully aware of that. But for me personally, this was an incredibly heartfelt story where, as high as the heat was, I was almost more invested in just seeing the characters happy and in love! If you're looking for a story with non-traditional story beats but a sweet happy ending, I highly recommend!
** I received a free advanced copy and am voluntarily leaving a review **
Sulla carta questa lettura poteva andare molto, ma molto male per i miei gusti: age-gap tra capo e assistente personale, lui 55 e lei 32, e lei con la “vocazione” per la sottomissione. Proprio la dinamica che di solito mi urla “sempre la solita dinamica che si crogiola negli stereotipi di genere 🤬” Ebbene, non è stato così: non solo perché Danielle è una donna che, nonostante sia stata usata come un oggetto dal suo ex e ne porti tutti i segni psicologici, prende le redini anche nella ricerca della sua stessa sottomissione, ma anche perché Victor è un amore d’uomo, che inizialmente si oppone alla loro relazione per ragioni etiche (giustificatissime) e poi si abbandona al corteggiamento serrato di lei. Sono entrambe persone che hanno bisogno di imparare a volersi bene e concedersi gentilezze e amore, che se li meritano e non devono sempre dare il meglio di loro stessi agli altri a discapito di loro stessi. La dinamica tra loro è dolcissima e infuocata, riescono a parlarsi a cuore aperto anche quando è difficile e sono loro i primi a non volerlo fare per paura della reazione dell’altro. Non so quanto sia il loro essere entrambi queer a renderli meno intrappolati in certe dinamiche meh o se sia l’autorə particolarmente bravə a non ricadere in certi stereotipi di genere che mi danno ai nervi. Forse tutte le cose insieme. Fatto sta che ho adorato questa storia e ho avuto la conferma che fosse perfetta per me quando nella premessa l’autorə dice “l’ho scritta come una fanfiction” e “non c’è third act break-up” 👌
P.S.: ho letto anche il racconto bonus “Use Me Right Back”: la soddisfazione di vedere Danielle prendere il controllo e Victor sciogliersi nelle sue mani (also: pegging!) è stata la ciliegina sulla torta di una storia già magnifica.
I love that despite the power play in this relationship. Consent and rules are clearly being established and the way Suzanne writes is so hot!! was literally a note I wrote on my kindle
As a Demi-sexual person, I enjoy reading erotica and it just hits differently when an Asexual author is writing it.
This book had everything, glory holes, aftercare, healthy conversations, and power dynamics.
The banter in this book is golden, and through all of the sex scenes, I felt loved, like in a wholesome way despite the context.
also as a person who is now in a healthy relationship, a lot of the conversations mirrored my own with my partner, and it really helped me see the way my partner treats me and approaches my insecurities in a new light.
I always second guess interactions, but the conversations addressed here are the kind that you should be having if your partner truly cares about you and your well-being and it really helped seeing it from an outsider's perspective.
Also, the Male MC is #Queer and #GreyRomantic and that is just not something I had encountered before, his experience was so well written throughout the story that I had already clocked it before he mentioned it! That was so exciting for me.
So what I am saying is, go read it! There are trigger warnings for this book so please make sure you visit the author's website to check that you are okay with them before picking this one up!
This book is exactly what it says it is. A work place, age gap romance with no real drama. I really liked that hard conversations were had including queer marriages, power dynamics and encouraging the other to take care of yourself. I was fine with Danielle’s insecurities and trauma as Mr. Hughes ensured that she took care of herself but she needed therapy. Like for real.
Mr. Hughes was very skeptical at first, especially because he wanted to protect his image and reputation. That was fine and expected. But the book of jumped all over the place. Like Mr. Hughes was very adamant about not getting caught and keeping the power dynamic even. Then their first time out of the glory hole, they took no precaution. They were really cutting it close with no locked doors. They were definitely taking their time and in no way ensuring they didn’t get caught. Moving furniture, calling names, making noises. Then we essentially jumped to the next week of being strictly professional to staying the weekend, being in love, leaving work together and not caring at all in being caught. The book was rushed and then confused me with the timeline when they kept referencing “all these weeks.” It’s literally been less than 2 weeks. The main characters were both a bit odd and I wasn’t really endeared to them.
I was also fine without the third act breakup. This may also been the first time I’ve read a book that’s third person but only one POV. Some grammatical errors.
I went into this book with two bit of information. These are: 1. This was a story somewhat centered around a gloryhole experience 2. There is an age gap between the MMC and the FMC
Nothing, i tell you, nothing could have prepared me for what I read. Sure, there was a gloryhole experience which was so beautifully written and i honestly wanted more or rather another one of that encounter. The entirety of this book did not disappoint, not in the slightest. With each page turned, i keep picturing myself in the FMC's place. Maybe i have a age gap preference after all or maybe it was just because of Mr. Hughes.
The level of patience, understanding, kindness and wisdom that the MMC possessed are things of wonder and some things that everyone -male or female would seek in their partner. This book kept me at the edge of the seat - aching for more. I finished it so quickly that the end left me so hollow and empty yet strangely filled. Each word - each sentence flowed off the pages so beautifully, and to me - the scenes were perfectly described. I had no issues in imagining what was taking place between the pages.
I would definitely recommend this book to anyone who would wanna read it. I enjoyed it & i trust that others will as well, as long as they have an open mind.
Okay, so I feel a little called out after reading this one but it makes it better! The way Danielle’s brain hyper focuses and rambles with anxiety is very much like mine and was written beautifully.
The whole book is written from her point of view and the story is well rounded. You start with established relationships moving forward- another thing I loved.
There was the odd misspell (him instead of her) but not noticeable overall.
SPOILERS:
So they’ve been working together for three years. She’s devoted to him. After realising they met at a glory hole every thing changes and they eventually build a healthy relationship from that little accident. I loved it and though I’d usually put more detail in I really don’t want to spoil it too much so if you need a bit more info:
Age: h32 H55 Cheating: none OM/OW drama: none Virgin/celibate: nope Kinks: she’s a bit submissive, and has a bit of a praise kink - she likes feeling useful and being a good girl Tropes: age gap Triggers: I can’t think of any right now Sexy bits: lots (glory hole, sexting, toys, office play….) HEA?: yes. A good, healthy one.
I saw this on a romance list somewhere and the concept intrigued me enough to give it a try, and I enjoyed it! It starts out with a warning from the author that this book has fanfic vibes in that it doesn't take a long time to establish the characters or have a 3rd act conflict, and I was glad for that warning.
I really love how this book is a m/f romance but it is very much extremely queer. Danielle is bi, Victor is multi-sexual but doesn't use a specific label. There are a few side characters that mention they're polyamorous or in nonbinary or queer. I dunno, it was just delightful.
The premise of the glory hole and the way the building is described was a little ...hmm... fantastical? But hell, maybe a random glory hole in the middle of nowhere that is really clean and has well-stoked sex-toy vending machines is possible! It sounds like something that could exist in Japan lmao. But the sex scenes were pretty hot and the characters had a pretty good dynamic during them that was quite sweet.
I will probably try out more books by this author.
It's an age gap between a 32 year old personal assistant and her 55-57 year old boss, and that's an age gap I can tolerate. I don't typically pick up books that feature a boss + employer romance either but because this was sold to me as a gentle Dom who cares deeply for the well being of his partner, I figured I'd give it a shot. The power dynamic is addressed pretty quickly and constantly negotiated, which I appreciated it. The author really cared about catering to the fantasy of a workplace romance while also acknowledging the potential issues that arise from that.
Also, both love interests are bisexual/multisexual and that panders to me specifically. There's also an awareness of nonbinary folk and non-monogamous relationships that I really liked. I think Clay could easily become one of my go-to romance authors for that reason. (The seek preview at the end of the book is a story about a woman falling in love with her best friend and joining in his relationship with his wife that has me like "Go on..." so I might pick that up next.)
Our MMC, Victor, is truly so protective and nurturing towards the FMC, Danielle, and I adore it. I love seeing a nervous FMC being brought out of her shell by an encouraging MMC, and this book delivered that tenfold.
Spice wise, I adore when a MMC guides a nervous FMC through things or encourages or praises her to help her through her insecurities. This book is full of that and it's done so beautifully. I am actually obsessed with some of the spice scenes in this book. Danielle is so nervous about letting someone see her truly let go sexually due to her own trauma, but the way Victor guides her and praises her to help her feel comfortable and understand just how much he wants her to feel good.... I just love it. It's done so well.
I know I will be revisiting this book again in the future, both for the spice and for the tender ways Victor treats Danielle. <3
Damn this book took my by surprise in the best way.
First, can I just say how refreshing it is to have an age gap where the FMC is older? Danielle is in her 30s and it just adds a level of maturity to the story that I really appreciate.
I also love that they are both such a freaking hot mess. Danielle especially seems so put together to her coworkers but internally feels like she messes things up. That she’s weird and odd and only meant to be used and Victor the exact opposite: that he can only give without taking.
I liked seeing their relationship develop and that there was no third act break-up: just them trying to figure their relationship out because he’s her boss so they knew something would have to change.
And there was so much CARE and adoration and communication.
And also THE SPICE WAS OFF THE CHARTS OMG.
This book was just so well done and I liked it so much.