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Moving to Bellemere was the best thing Arya Alexander could have done for herself. But can she get over the silent grief and the memories of the past? As she continues to move forward in life, her interior design business has taken off. She has a lot to keep her occupied, from meeting new friends to seeing new places, but is it enough?




When Jacob Ryan bumps into her, she can't stop thinking about those extraordinary sapphire-blue eyes as he takes over her dreams night after night with sexual desires of forbidden pleasure. Arya had never experienced such heat, such passion in the steamiest seductions of a man.




After Jacob's failed marriage, he was afraid to let anyone in again, until he looked into Arya's eyes. Now Jacob can't believe how real her touch feels. He needs to find her, and as their paths keep crossing, he feels the pull of her, longing for the simple pleasure of emotional nourishment and the promise of forever-after love.




A steamy, seductive, heartwarming, emotional story about love and losses.

Opening your heart again isn't always easy, but when you do it can be magical.

216 pages, Kindle Edition

Published January 10, 2022

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Deborah Adele

2 books15 followers
Deborah Adele is an author of sexy, steamy and heartwarming happily-ever-afters...

As many people know, grief is the price we pay for love, and after several losses, Deborah lived within the silence of grief. Maybe she still does.

But, for now, Deborah enjoys the best life has to offer: from travelling the world to spending lazy evenings in her boat on the various lakes of Muskoka, watching the sunsets in the arms of her husband. When time allows, they enjoy sharing a bottle of wine as they cook new recipes together. One day, if her husband could keep his hands off her long enough, they may even try making a dessert.

After years of selling real estate and being an interior decorator, Deborah found a welcome escape in writing romance. She carries her notebook with her everywhere to so she can capture every idea as it comes.

Deborah is a lover of cooking, reading and spending time with family and friends. She is currently working on her next novel.

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Profile Image for Melina Lobo.
824 reviews98 followers
August 6, 2022
Silent Grief is a steamy romance novel by Deborah Adele. Although the main genre of this book is romance with a lot of spice, the author manages to create a page turning emotional story as well. He relationship between Jacob and Arya transcends being a 'physical' relationship as we get to see them drawn to each other because they feel a connection.
I will however say that the writing in certain areas could be a little bit better as there are times where it fells monotone even at high points of the story. But, nevertheless it isn't something I would consider to bad as it can be worked upon and overall, even though the plot is a bit predictable it does pack a punch.
I'm drawn to Arya because she's a firecracker and (as aptly mentioned in the book) even the ground she walks on worships her because of her aura and personality. She's been through a lot but she doesn't let it stop her.
Jacob on the other hand has his pros & cons. He's not necessarily the kind of MMC I'm immediately drawn to, but his charm doesn't make him forgettable either.
Overall, if you're someone who loves a good steamy romance, this is a good and quick read that will get you in your feels!
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Rated 8/10
Melina L.
402 reviews46 followers
July 31, 2022
Book Review
Title – Silent Grief: To New Beginnings
Author – Deborah Adele
My Ratings – 4.7/5

Opening your heart again isn't always easy, but when you do it can be magical.
I recently came upon a book that tells a romantic, enticing, sentimental tale about love and loss. Therefore, the title of the book I'm referring to is Silent Grief: To New Beginnings by Deborah Adele, as the title itself suggests that the novel may have some aspect on grief in it and how people start a new life while holding on to the things from the past.

Arya Alexander, the protagonist of the novel, recently relocated to Bellemere in an effort to advance in life and forget everything that has happened to her in the past. Arya frequently keeps herself busy in order to forget her past. Jacob Ryan, the other character, also had a troubled marriage in his background.

When Jacob and Arya ran into one other one day, they both experienced a change from their typical feelings. Jacob can't believe how real her touch feels considering he has never even met Arya, while Arya had never experienced such heat or such passion in a man's steamiest seductions. Without giving away too much of the plot, I'd just like to leave it up to you guys to figure out what happens next.

This is more than simply a narrative to read, as I'm willing to wager that many people will be able to relate to it because they may have experienced a similar circumstance in the past. The story reflects a common theme in young people's daily lives: hanging onto a past they don't want to carry with them into the future and refusing to let anyone else into their lives. I pretended to be a part of the story rather than just reading it, so I imagined I understood the complete background.

Overall, I like the narrative and believe that everyone can understand it because the language used is reader-friendly and the story is not overly long, so readers will not become bored and will remain engrossed throughout. One of the best things about the story is its character’s development, one can feel the emotions as they are brilliantly penned down by the Author. Highly Recommended.
49 reviews23 followers
March 11, 2022
It's been a while since I read some steamy stories. Well the genre has a very different vibe. The book I recently finished is from a very talented author. I didn't know she was this good until I read the book. The book is called " Silent Grief: To New Beginnings". Here is my experience from the book.
The outer appearance is something the viewers catches the book first and forms an image. The title if the book is relevant one. The cover on the other hand complements the title. Apart from this it definitely grabs the viewer’s attention. Overall outer appearance of the book is appealing and gives a curiosity to viewer to read the book.
Talking about the content about the book, when it comes to the storyline of the book. I would like to mention that the story has been written beautifully. When it comes to this genre the thing that matters the most is the feelings that a reader translates while reading the book. The more reader gets attached enhanced is the experience of the reader and trust me when I say that I didn't want to keep the book down now because of the storyline but the emotions that I could translate from the choice of words and the details. Although the storyline was a little predictable and that's completely fine because if it was filled with more thrill and adventure it would have been a mix genre making it slightly odd. Well coming to my experience. The story revolves around 2 main characters Arya and Jacob. Well all of us have a past which we don’t want our future partner to be part of. Something similar was with both of them. While reading the book I realized it is the story of every second person you meet. Where the past or a broken heart has lead you in a space that you fear going back there so you get a little conscious while you let someone in your life. Although when it comes to that safe feeling you have when you look in your partner’s eye that is where the magic happens. Something similar happened when Jacob met Arya. I would definitely recommend it to all the readers out there also I would like to thank the author for giving me such an experience through the book. I am a fan already and I would love to read more from the author. Do let me know if you like it so that i can bring more books of the same author for you all. Lastly I forgot to mention about the editing. It was done nicely and there were very minor errors and that ensured the smooth flow while reading the book so shout out to the editor. I feel there's no reason to not read it so if you haven't bought it yet what are you guys waiting for go grab your copy fast.
106 reviews8 followers
July 28, 2022
Grief comes in different forms. Some are silent like an unexpected drizzle, while others take the sufferer on a roller coaster ride. For Arya Alexander, her grief and memories are a constant reminder of the life she desperately wants to forget. She is trying to move forward in her life, trying her best; to meet new friends and see new places. Her interior designing career is set to make her soar high. Does she have space and time in her life to accommodate another person, let them in, and go through the journey all again?

Jacob Ryan has a history too. After a failed marriage, he was sceptical to let anyone in again. However, Arya's eyes are set to change that for him. Will it be for the better or worse? That remains to be seen. While both are running away from their past, fate has different plans for their future. From the explosive first meet, things started getting steamy. And who does not like a romance with its fair share of steam? I sure do!

The heart is a fickle object, it cannot be controlled. The age-old dilemma of whether to follow one's heart or the head gets reflected here. Two lives, an emotional topsy-turvy journey that will enthral the readers. You will be glued to the book, and the pages will keep turning leaving you wanting for more, and then some. The story feels fresh yet there is a lot of pain that each character carries with them. They are not your picture-perfect unrelatable personas out of a barbie world. You will actually believe them and sympathize with their situation. You will be left rooting for both of them, cheering from the sidelines. Pick this book up to see the story of Jacob and Arya unfold and be a part of their journey.
21 reviews
February 22, 2022
Hard to put down, exciting and emotional.
Deborah engages the reader from the first chapter to the end. I read a lot of romance stories and I found this book to have a beautifully crafted story line, with many twist and turns to keep the reader captivated.
I feel many people can related to the characters feelings of love and loss. Keep up the good work Deborah, can't wait for your next book.
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3 reviews1 follower
July 14, 2022
There are certain ways words can be arranged to wake up your senses, your desires, your fantasies. Descriptions become visions of how something looks or feels against your skin. Deborah does all those things in her writing.
Profile Image for Christina Macbean.
2 reviews1 follower
February 5, 2022
Intense!

I loved how Jacob and Arya’s paths kept crossing and how they both changed within themselves as fate drew them to each other. Can’t wait to read the next one!
Profile Image for Crystal Mark.
13 reviews1 follower
May 29, 2022
Great book

Definitely a great read. The book keeps your interest from start to finish and you can feel the emotions from the character.
Profile Image for Jithendra Jithu.
2,345 reviews123 followers
December 13, 2023
Book Review: Silent Grief: To New Beginnings

by Deborah Adele

Rating:5/5

Review:

📚 Deborah Adele's "Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" is a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the transformative power of second chances. 🌟

👉From the picturesque town of Bellemere to the depths of Arya Alexander's heart, this novel is a masterful tapestry of emotions. Adele's gift for weaving intricate narratives is evident as she takes readers on an immersive journey through the complexities of Arya's life.

💔 Arya, seeking refuge from her past, embarks on a journey of self-discovery, using her booming interior design business as a shield. The portrayal of her struggles is both raw and authentic, allowing readers to resonate with the depth of her emotions. The character development is a standout feature, with Arya emerging as a relatable and resilient protagonist.

🔥 Enter Jacob Ryan, a character haunted by the echoes of a failed marriage. The chemistry between Arya and Jacob is palpable, and Adele navigates their emotional entanglement with finesse. The steamy romance is not merely a surface-level indulgence but a profound exploration of healing and connection.

📖 While the storyline may tread familiar paths, Adele's narrative prowess elevates it. The emotional rollercoaster is well-crafted, and the 215 pages may seem concise, but the depth of the story is anything but shallow. The writing style, though occasionally monotone, manages to convey the intricate emotions that permeate the characters' journey.

👏 Adele's ability to create characters that feel authentic is commendable. Arya, with her heartache, and Jacob, with his reservations, transcend the stereotypical romance novel personas. Readers will find themselves cheering for this imperfect yet captivating couple.

🌈 In "Silent Grief," the heartache is silent but resonant, and the promise of new beginnings becomes a guiding light. The book is a testament to the fact that, while love may come with its share of grief, it also holds the potential for profound healing.

🥰 In conclusion, "Silent Grief" is a beautifully written, emotionally charged novel ...

Happy reading 😁
Profile Image for Kat.
Author 14 books608 followers
May 4, 2023
SILENT GRIEF is the story of two people who are getting over relationships and a missed connection they just can’t forget. Jacob is a powerful businessman who recently divorced. When he bumps into a woman at the airport, he is stunned by her beauty, but misses the chance to get her name. Anya recently lost her husband Liam in a terrible accident that also took her father and brother. She is still grieving and we see the love that she and Liam shared throughout the book in flashback (I thought those scenes were really powerful.) She also can’t get the man she encountered at the airport out of her head. One thing I loved about this book is had a great feel like that movie Serendipity. The two main characters are both friends with another of the main couples, Isabelle and Andrew, as Andrew works for Jacob and Anya does interior design for them. There are all these fun near misses and I also liked seeing Isabelle and Andrew as a couple. I really liked the author’s note at the end, and loved how the book incorporated the themes that life goes on no matter how bad our losses and love and happiness are possible after loss and grief. This was steamy and romantic and I can’t wait for Deborah Adele’s next book! 5/5 stars.
Profile Image for Kimberly.
833 reviews32 followers
May 13, 2023
Silent Grief: To New Beginnings by Deborah Adele is the first book I’ve read by this author. Wow, just wow… the emotional rollercoaster this book took me on was breathtaking. The emotions the characters went through, I felt them as if they were my own. Sadness, Loss, inadequacy, needing to distract yourself…all of those feelings were so well written. I smiled, felt my heart crack at times… Deborah Adele has a gift of writing that’s for sure.

The character, Arya, needs a fresh start so she moves to a new place… Bellmere. She has so much heartache from her past that she tries to bury it behind new friends and a booming business but emotions need to be felt. That is something this book is very good at getting across. Then Jacob enters the picture who’s trying to move past his marriage that just didn’t work. He meets Arya and there’s this connection that neither of them expected. Reading this couple's work through the ups and downs in their life was truly a great read. It was a steamy romance that had such a great emotional tone… it kept me reading until the very last page. It was a quick read coming in at 215 pages but don’t let that fool you, there was a lot to delve into. I recommend this book.

Final review:
4.5 stars out of 5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.✨
Profile Image for Anjali Sharma.
969 reviews59 followers
July 24, 2023
"Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" by Deborah Adele is a captivating tale that delves into the depths of love and loss. Arya Alexander's move to Bellemere proves to be a life-changing decision, yet her silent grief and haunting memories threaten to shatter her newfound happiness. The author masterfully weaves a story of self-discovery as Arya's interior design business flourishes, and she embarks on a journey of forging new friendships and exploring uncharted territories.

The introduction of Jacob Ryan introduces an enticing element of passion and desire, as his presence in Arya's life awakens emotions she thought were long dormant. Jacob's own struggles after a failed marriage add depth to the narrative, making his pursuit of Arya all the more heartwarming and relatable.

Deborah Adele flawlessly navigates the complexities of love and emotional healing, drawing readers into a world of steamy seduction and tender intimacy. This emotionally charged story is a beautiful reminder that opening one's heart, though challenging, can lead to magical and fulfilling connections. "Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" is a must-read for anyone seeking a stirring and ultimately uplifting tale of love's resilience.
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2,594 reviews158 followers
July 31, 2023
"Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" written by the author Deborah Adele is an intriguing story. The story features two main characters: Arya Alexander and Jacob Ryan. They saw each other at the airport and since then, they have been intrigued by each other.

It has been two years since Arya lost her husband, father and brother in a tragic accident. To deal with her grief, she has to keep herself busy at work. Jacob is a handsome man who is living a luxurious life. He wasn't born rich but through hard work, he became rich. Jacob had a failed marriage. He dates women but he wants a family and children. He wants to love someone and be loved back.

Since the time Jacob has seen Arya, he couldn't get his mind off her. Read this story to know what will happen further. One is a real estate agent and the other is an interior designer.

If you are ready to read a story involving loss and love then get your hands on this book. The plot of the story is nice. The title is suitable. The narration is smooth and strong. The writing style of the author is amazing. I was pulled into the story so much that I couldn't put this book down without finishing it. Add this book to your tbr without any second thoughts.

Rating 4.5/5
Profile Image for Swarnali Karar.
579 reviews18 followers
November 15, 2023
Deborah Adele's "Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" is a heartfelt exploration of Arya's journey through the maze of grief towards hope. Set against the backdrop of Arya's relocation to Bellemere, the story follows her as she navigates silent grief and memories of her past.

The narrative is an emotive tapestry, intricately weaving together the threads of Arya's past and her quest for a new beginning. I really liked the depth of Arya's character, her resilience, and the subtle yet powerful transformation she undergoes.

The writing beautifully captures Arya's emotional turmoil, creating an immersive experience that resonates deeply with readers. "Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" is a poignant, engaging, and ultimately uplifting tale that I would highly recommend to romance lovers who love a perfect mix of plot and spice.
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313 reviews4 followers
November 17, 2023
"Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" follows Arya, who moves to Bellemere seeking a fresh start while grappling with silent grief and memories of her past. As she dives into her interior design business, the story unfolds her journey of overcoming loss and finding hope amidst budding friendships and unexpected encounters, particularly with Jacob.

The author paints a vivid canvas of emotions, capturing Arya's tumultuous odyssey through grief and tentative steps toward a hopeful future. The book is an exquisite tapestry woven with threads of loss, love, and resilience.

The dynamic interplay between Arya and Jacob adds depth and intensity, infusing the story with moments of raw passion and tender connection. The storytelling is amazing, making this book an emotionally stirring and deeply satisfying read.
Profile Image for Soundarya Tiwari.
526 reviews13 followers
November 16, 2023
"Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" by Deborah Adele is an intoxicating blend of passion, intrigue, and emotional depth. Arya's journey, intertwined with the enigmatic Jacob, forms the heart of a narrative that's equal parts steamy and gripping.

The author's meticulous crafting of Arya's emotional turmoil juxtaposed with the magnetic pull between the protagonists creates an addictive narrative. The palpable chemistry between Arya and Jacob sizzles off the pages, drawing readers into their world of forbidden desires and unspoken yearnings.

The author's ability to seamlessly merge the steamy elements with an engaging plot makes this book a compulsive page-turner, leaving readers eagerly anticipating the next twist in Arya's tumultuous journey.
Profile Image for Shahitiya Pathak.
565 reviews15 followers
November 16, 2023
Deborah Adele's book, "Silent Grief: To New Beginnings," is a powerful tale of emotions. It tells the story of Arya, who moves to Bellemere for a fresh start after a tough time in her life. The book beautifully shows Arya's struggle with grief and how she tries to find hope and healing.

I loved how the book captures Arya's feelings so well. It's like you can feel what she's going through. The relationships in the story and how Arya's emotions evolve add a lot of depth to the book.

It's not just about grief; it's about resilience and finding strength in tough times. This book will make you feel connected to Arya's journey and leave a lasting impact. I highly recommend it.
2 reviews
November 17, 2023
"Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" by Deborah Adele is an incredible journey of emotions. It's about Arya, who's trying to start afresh in Bellemere. The book is intense, showing Arya's struggles and her unexpected encounters, especially with Jacob.

I was hooked by the passionate connection between Arya and Jacob; it's like you can feel the sparks flying off the pages! What amazed me was how well the book captures Arya's inner battles and her journey towards healing.

The author's way of describing emotions and the fiery chemistry between the characters is unforgettable. This book will draw you into Arya's world, stir emotions and stay with you long after you finish reading.
25 reviews
November 17, 2023
"Silent Grief: To New Beginnings" by Deborah Adele is an incredible journey of emotions. It's about Arya, who's trying to start afresh in Bellemere. The book is intense, showing Arya's struggles and her unexpected encounters, especially with Jacob.

I was hooked by the passionate connection between Arya and Jacob; it's like you can feel the sparks flying off the pages! What amazed me was how well the book captures Arya's inner battles and her journey towards healing.

The author's way of describing emotions and the fiery chemistry between the characters is unforgettable. This book will draw you into Arya's world, stir emotions and stay with you long after you finish reading.
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372 reviews12 followers
April 10, 2023
This author’s talent is something very special. Silent Grief is an emotionally consuming and beautifully written story about suffering loss, finding peace, and discovering love again. Wonderful characters. I fell in love with Jacob and Arya from page one. I sensed the author was very close to the subject matter because the storytelling was so real and authentic. Just a lovely story with a fabulously ending. I can’t wait to read more this brilliant writer.
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163 reviews10 followers
November 13, 2023
I got this as an ebook from the author. I loved this!!!! Arya lost her husband, brother and father in 1 day due to an accident. Her grief is keeping her from. Moving on. During a plane trip she bumps into a man Jacob, and can't stop thinking about him. Jacob feels the same. You think they will never meet and miss each other in passing. Do they meet? Get over grief and fall in love? Got to read this book. Thank you. 4.5 stars from me.
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Author 14 books17 followers
July 15, 2023
I don't normally read books labeled "steamy." However, a friend recommended Deborah Adele's Silent Grief: New Beginnings as an emotional story which could stand alone without the explicitness. I agree. Read Silent Grief: New Beginnings and join Jacob and Anya's jouorney through love and loss.
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484 reviews
May 9, 2023
I enjoyed the book because it was a quick read. If you enjoy a quick read this is your book.
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