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Have you ever read a book that wasn't bad, it just wasn't for you?
This is how I have to describe this book. There were certain things that lessened the enjoyment factor for me that mainly took place within the romance, but as far as the plot goes, I loved it.
My biggest issue was the writing style. Maybe it's just another thing that wasn't for me, but I found the story hard to follow at times and at first I attributed it to not having read the previous books in the series. (I'm not sure if these are able to be read as stand - alones. I would say they are because necessary background information was given in order to understand the events in this book), but I had an issue with the way in which they were presented or how they were given. It's very difficult to put this into words, but essentially as I continued reading, I felt that it lent itself to more of a writing style issue than lack of information issue for me. That being said, I did personally have a hard time keeping up with some of the character names involved in the story from previous books, so regardless, having not read the previous books is still a big factor in my review so take that into account. Outside of that, some things did also feel really repetitive as well.
This book features BDSM/Exhibitionism/Kink, etc. and it's also something that's not my preference. My only real experience with BDSM relationships is 50 shades which definitely seems more like child's play compared to this. This definitely has it on a larger scale in my opinion and it just wasn't for me because my preferences lie in heroines that aren't submissive. I also prefer male characters that don't assert their dominance over women simply because they're big/strong manly men and while there are definitely exceptions to this, it all depends on the author and the way it was written. Here, even though Brielle does have a submissive side in the bedroom, outside of the bedroom she's independent, strong, and capable of taking care of herself and I LOVED that, but it felt like the men were trying to take that away from her. Even though it was something Eli secretly liked, he didn't really voice it. Don't get me wrong, it came from a good place, but again, not my preference.
I won't lie and say I didn't like some instances of Eli's dominance, but what I whole heartedly loved the most was his unabashed honesty. Their relationship as a whole when it comes to honesty is something to be admired. They demanded honesty from one another and they gave it even if it was difficult to do so. With Eli, I also loved how much he's worked on himself and how much he continued to do so. I like the representation it gives and we get to see Brielle start her own journey.
Now like I said, the plot, while slow building, was my favorite aspect of the book. I love the concept of shadow riders and how far they went to not only protect Brielle, but end a ring of international human trafficking. The last few chapters of the book were some of my favorites in seeing it all come to fruition.
Lastly, I truly loved the banter between all the characters. You really do see the family connection and I felt like Emmanuelle was at the heart of that. Two books I would be very interested in reading is her book with Valentino and Dario whenever he (hopefully) finds someone. I loved Emmanuelle's spirit, defiance, and strength. I also loved her teasing relationship with Dario. As serious as Dario is, he's hilarious. It provided from some great comedic aspects.
All in all, check this book out for yourself! However, I would probably recommend starting from the beginning and not from the last book like I did. :)
Rating: 3.5