This book, Eyeth, is a book written by a young deaf man, Mavrick Martin. He ran away from home to travel the world with a budget of a homeless person by the age of 18, in spite of journey to discover happiness and meaning in life. This book is basically a diary, with so many actual journal writings, written conversations, and drawings in it that shows the journey of the discovery of ultimate happiness in life.
Mavrick also continues his journal when he was infamously incarcerated in state prison for 19 months. Mavrick journeys in the dark side of America, meeting with countless inmates... conversing with them. All of the written conversations are within this book, with his purpose to show the world what people in prison are really like.
The entire book is a diary, with so many handwritten writings. Mavrick's intention to publish his own diary is to provide a unique perspective of life, coming from a person who only communicates through sign language, not verbally spoken languages.
He claims he writes English fluently. Here I am scratching my eyes out. Four fucking commas in one short sentence. Then missing Oxford comma in the next. Uses word “barely” twice in same sentence. Overused “infamous”. Weird capitalizations. Using two adverbs next to each other. “Severely violently arrested”. Misspellings.
Considering Deafhood as a race is DUMB. As a white man, stop making yourself look like you’re BIPOC. You’re fucking Deaf. You’re fucking white. Don’t put racism in audism. Using the word “normal” to define hearing people is audistic!
Quoting shit without proper citation makes my academic brain cry. Claiming that “theoretically the brain splits its function onto 5 separate senses by 20% each” and deaf people 25% into 4 senses. Again, citation and I don’t think this is even scientifically proven because we only use 10% of our brain.
Writing something in Spanish and asking us to guess what he said is narcissistic as heck! Showing off that you’re so Intelligent enough to know Spanish and makes you better than us.
Claiming that you prefer to not work and live on a free money from SSI is harmful. Government might take away that access now. How stupid.
Claiming that America is the only country that thrives on capitalism and that’s what made Americans unhappy is idiotic as heck. I don’t know if he even realizes that there are 200 other countries in the world. THAT CLEARLY THRIVES ON CAPITALISM. It’s a global thing not just US.
Claiming that America is the wealthiest country in the world is appalling. Gently nudging him to take a quick Google check.
His journal entries of his travel accounts are coherent and clear. But, the main writing in the book is all over place. A clear imagery of what his mental health looks like then and now.
It’s interesting how he considers prison as “underworld”.
Why did he originally spend 6 months in solitary confinement? Later found out it was because he’s deaf. Wanted to keep him “safe”
Gained 20 pounds in “muscular mass” from drinking 6 cartons of milk everyday seems far fetched.
Bipolar & schizophrenia with delusions of grandeur. Word of the book “trust me”. Like everything he says is 100% right and there’s no other way in life except his. Not a licensed psychologist but I’m a psychology graduate BA & currently in Masters for Criminal Justice.
He claims that every inmate he talks to is very spiritual or whatever. But I can’t help but to wonder if they look at Mav like he’s nuts but went along with it because they have nothing but time.
Not sure what “guts and visions” referred to but if he’s having visions then I think it’s telltale of having delusions.
Calling himself “I am officially a full-grown true magician now.” when he got a verdict that he’ll only serve few months. Claiming that universe really is a safe place once you listen to your within. This is a privileged thing to say as a white man.
Saying that jail/prison is like a vacation. WTF?
One said he would prefer to be arrested in Latin countries than USA. Then later in his conversation with an image said “don’t get arrested in Mexico, trust me!”.
Keep saying I won the court. I won the trial. I won. Like wtf is this shit.
Becoming friends with a juror that voted not guilty after everything. I don’t think this is even real.
An inmate straight up asked Mav how did he feel when he took someone else’s life. But he seems to leave off his answer to that inmate. He white/black out some of his answers.
Mav wants to become under-the-table surgeon. He basically said he wants to be a black market doctor. Said he want to become a vet to develop knowledge then do it on people. Somewhere in Mexico or “less-governed countries”. What is this fuckery?
I found it interesting that Mav didn’t mention a lot about his kid.
Describing a white kid who has been arrested 6 times before he turned 21 as the greatest idol as “victim of the system” is the most ignorant thing you can say.
Literally straight up and say Brazil and Mexico is shit government and its better place to live than US. Again ignorant as heck.
“So many inmates in prison end up getting locked up, because of the dirty damn American environment”. Well if you don’t go fucking shit up, you won’t get locked up. The fuck is this? “This guy! Jason! If he grew up in Canadian farm instead of meth-infested streets of California… he would have NEVER, NEVER, NEVER ended up in prison!” Umm. Meth exists in Canada. He obviously never been to “meth-infested” Downtown Eastside (East Hastings).
Full page with capitalized “pussy drugs and money”. Claiming “pussy, drugs, and money is the main 3 most common reasons for incarceration in prison”. “Domestic violence is so common of a crime in USA. It’s related to pussy category. Rape, sexual assault, child molestation, child porn, and sex trafficking all fall in pussy category”. I don’t see how these fall in “pussy” category. I actually see it as “dicks” because it’s not only “pussy”‘s fault. Such a misogynistic thing to say. If anything it should be sex, drugs, and money.
“I’m telling you, LESS THAN 0.1% of entire population of humanity KNOWS how to accomplish true and maximum possible ultimate happiness that can ever be achieved in life.” I’d very much like to see an empirical evidence and proper citation. Are you that 0.1%, Mav?
Claiming that Mexico has a low crime rates than USA despite Mexico government being poor. A quick Google search will tell you otherwise. Who are you to claim that kind of information? Failing to take account the population of US & Mexico. If you took their crime rates proportional to US population, it’s higher. “From what you’ve seen” doesn’t make you an expert in this shit.
Why does he keep referring Canada as the happiest place. Or using Canada as a prime example of a country. I’m like you obviously don’t know the drug epidemics we have. You obviously don’t know the housing crisis we have. You obviously don’t know Canada’s treatment towards Indigenous people. You obviously don’t know shit. Sit down and shut the fuck up, Mav.
You cannot spew garbage if you haven’t read Quran. Muslims don’t believe women are less than men. Just because they wear hijabs and men don’t, they are oppressed. I did a fucking research paper on hijabs and unless you did, you should not be publishing.
It’s interesting how he turned down THREE plea bargains.
Stating that crime of domestic violence is one of the most common criminal activity in USA. Again, a quick Google search will tell you differently. Domestic violence is included in assault category but doesn’t mean it’s all assault. Assaults could be bar fights, fights, and so on. It shows how clearly dumb you are.
Now you start claiming that there’s no way to statistically measure how many people had gotten away from crime. Now statistics are important to you?? You’re making a “theoretical estimation” then proceed to say “I’m telling you, there are A LOT of criminal activity that doesn’t get caught in the dark side of America!” No fucking shit.
Overuse of words: “infamous”, “theoretically”. Sure it makes you look smart at the first time you say it. Definitely not at the tenth. Certainly not at 100th.
10 pages of yourself writing Spanish seems wasteful of trees.
Claiming that Deaf people in America is what happened because of the system because they are hidden & blaming the system instead of hearing people. I mean do you realize that the system is MADE of hearing people. Therefore, they are as much to blame.
“Seriously, I felt like being locked up was hundred times far more educational than being a college student.” I never scoffed so hard in my life. Clearly, you’re so uneducated when you say shit like this. Based on what you’ve wrote in this book. I don’t really need to say anything else. Number of books you read don’t fucking define your intelligence.
Being locked up felt like a library to you. Such an interesting way to look at it.
The entire Magician chapter is delusional as fuck. 99.9% lie detector. And you can’t see that Trump is probably lying 99.9% of his presidency.
Who the fuck are you saying that depression is not a disorder. You obviously aren’t smart as you think you are. There’s empirical evidence that your neurotransmitters don’t work properly causing depression and other disorders. It’s a legit disorder. I wanna throw DSM-5 at your face!
While all of that is delusional, I do see a point that you are the only thing that makes yourself happy. It’s not the materialistic things we have. House. Car. Etc. I consider happiness a true definition of success. It’s not as simple as Mav claims but I do see it.
I had to skip some pages about magician “doctrine” because I can barely understand what he’s talking about. He kept repeating cycles of unhappiness. Lot of redundant writing.
Lot of jumping back and forth with mocking god then saying god exists.
Sinsict: what the heck?????? Combination of sin, instinct, and insect. “When a person utterly fails to live in harmony with within… they inevitably turn into the dark path of life acting like parasitic insects living on instincts without any actions based on happiness.. committing sins.”
Boggarts: I don’t know if he realizes that Boggarts are actually creatures from Harry Potter. He didn’t refer them from Harry Potter as if he completely created the creature himself. “The entity the brain creates that prevents one to listen to within, but it’s projected INSIDE your mind.”
“Honestly… once you become a magician… an ultimate human who is in full and total harmony with the within… you are an ARCHANGEL now”. I mean how do people not see that delusional as heck. Magicians are archangels? This doesn’t make sense.
“STAND YOUR GROUND! TRUST YOUR POWER! PEOPLE WILL SUBMIT TO YOU!” I have no words.
His accounts in solitary confinement is veeable.
He visually wrote his mental spiral and that was so fascinating. That speck of light.
Feels like he’s perpetually on acid.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
In this book, Mavrick paints a clearer picture as to why he is the way he is today. His personal diary entry while he struggles with depression and decides to travel is probably the most interesting part of this book- as it feels a bit autobiographical and correlates nicely with the timeline up to his murder.
But this book is riddled with terrible formatting, typos, and whatnot— which Mavrick himself stated as insignificant and that he would not “write in fancy grammar where everyone won’t understand.” So at times the book feels like one endless Facebook status update.
There are also varying repetitions of what he has discovered “within” and how we should become magicians based on that knowledge. Feels like the book could have been shorter and made more of an impact by removing these repetitions.
The prison conversations were interesting but quickly became useless after a few photocopies as Mavrick already summed up his interactions. It was nevertheless an intimate look of what life was like inside prison— as a white deaf male.
I was surprised by his ability to draw and will not deny that I am intrigued by his almost never ending motivation and energy to do something different- he is not another sheep amongst the world.
His real full name is Mavrick Fisher, not Martin. He was a murdered deaf man. I feel sorry for Grant and his family that's so unfair... Grant D. Whitaker was already GONE that's so UNFAIR and Mavrick needs to speak out a DAMN truth. Also, He is writing the poorest grammar. So he is a scammer $2k from the deaf community for his ex-girlfriend's horse. He lies to the court and is 18 months from prison and he walks free right now. Chapter 6: How I ended up in prison. <---- make me sick.
This book really reveals how his mental health have declined throughout the years.
The beginning of the book which was obviously written before his chaotic experience has started. It mainly focused on his traveling, his thinking and how he viewed things and life did make sense. As soon I reach to middle of the book and chapters that focused on recent events of Mav, it displayed obvious signs of mental health decline. His repetitions, views, choice of words and his approach really raise concerns of stability existence of his brain functions.
I am not licensed psychologist however based on the book, I can see the evolution from beginning to the end. I am confident that mav’s mental health unfortunately has worsen and is needing medical attention but because of lack of medical attention, he has become the person he is.