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A second chance Mafia romance, secret baby, jealous/possessive hero with steamy sex scenes.
Be prepared to be taken on a journey of Secrets and Lies.

Con
They see me as the fun one. The playboy, party animal. What they don’t see is the real me. Fractured, broken beyond repair.
She did, she saw it all and loved me anyway. But I pushed her away—the worst mistake of my life and I’ve hated myself every day since.
But when the stars align and an opportunity to bring her back into my life arises, I decide I’m not letting her go this time… only it’s not just her anymore.

Will
He broke my heart into a million pieces. His actions had devastating consequences, so I moved on, and built a better life for myself hoping to forget Con O’Connell. But fate has a different plan and when he shows up at my door once again we’re swept back into our history, the good and the bad. I have no choice but to seek protection in the very tortured shadow of my past.


WARNING: This book contains triggers. It contains sensitive and explicit storylines such as domestic abuse, mental health issues, sexual scenes with dubious consent and strong language recommended for readers aged eighteen and over.


CON Secrets and Lies Series Book 2 is a standalone book.

310 pages, Kindle Edition

Published April 28, 2022

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625 reviews32.9k followers
July 4, 2023
I am sitting here jaw on the floor, unable to explain what utter garbage I just read…
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First of all thr misogyny and double standards in this book are through the roof. I really have no idea how a man has that little respect for women.

So let’s get started shall we?

But first to understand the premise:
Basically a few years ago Con (male love interest) gave his girlfriend Will 2000$ to abort their child after she told him she was pregnant. She didn’t want to get an abortion but went to get one for him only to find out she was too far along to get an abortion.
She then proceeded to go home and got beaten by her dad and they thought they killed her baby and that she then later died as well…


1. Cal switched his wife’s birth control for fertility pills without her knowing. SHE STILL DOES NOT KNOW AND THINKS HE KNOCKED HER UP WHILE ON BIRTHCONTROL

a) quote from 50%:
“Cal knocked me up while I was on the pill.” She exhales for effect.
My eyes bug out. “No way?!”
“I know, right?! What are the chances?”

b) quote from the beginning:
Oscar tells Cal how unhappy he is about the fact he swapped Lily’s pill for fertility drugs. Of course, Cal puts him in line and tells him under no circumstances is she to find out.

WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?????


2. Will (the Girl) is wearing a shirt that “belongs” to a man (probably her ex husband who btw is the best thing in this book) AND CON (the love interest) RIPS IT FROM HER BODY BECAUSE IT IS FROM ANOTHER MAN???????

but then not even 2 minutes before a woman in just underwear walked into their apartment for her weekly session with Con.
AND SHE IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE MAD AT HIM????

a) quotes from his pov:
I see Will in a long baggy T-shirt, my anger morphs. It’s not just any baggy shirt, it’s a man’s T-shirt. And it’s not fucking mine. My jaw clenches so tight my fucking teeth hurt.

b) quote after he told her to take the shirt off:
You have got to be fucking kidding me Con! I’ve just had a front-row seat of some pumped up strip show and you’re lecturing me on what I’m wearing?” her chest rises angrily pointing at the door.
I shrug off her comment. “You have nothing to worry about where Cher’s concerned. She doesn’t matter. She means nothing to me.”

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL WHAT IS HAPPENING?????


3. This mf quote:
Gripping my cock with fury, I ram it into her, not caring if she’s ready. Not caring if she wants me as much as I want her. I know she wants me. She’d have voiced it if not.

I AM CALLING THE POLICE


4. She’s on birth control and he tells her to stop taking it…
A man that belongs in a garbage can.


5. The fashion in this book is a disaster. He wears tight ripped jeans, converse and a tight white shirt.
JAIL


6. He grapes her:

“Con. Don’t you dare!”
My nostrils flare. She doesn’t get to tell me no. Not after the torture she’s put me through all night. No fucking way.
“Con, I’m not fucking you.” Her eyes are ablaze with determination. This just fuels my need for her.

WHAT THE FÙCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!!


7. He throws her phone into the toilet where she has all pics of her son because she exchanged numbers with another man. Issues???

Oh and after he then forces her to have sex he proceeds to spend the night with another women and comes home with lipstick on his neck 😍. Man of my dreams am I right???


8. She proceeds to say she loves him 🧍‍♀️ WHAT THE FÙCK


9. Oh and he also ignores his son to deal with a women he almost slept with and he proceeds to get candy with nuts even though he’s allergic and then he has a reaction and ends up in the hospital 😍😍😍


TRIGGER WARNING MENTION OF SUICIDE!!!!





10. In the end Con tries to kms which was a really sad scene to read but I couldn’t process it fully bc the reason he wanted to was bc of how awful his family treated him.
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940 reviews70 followers
June 12, 2022
I don't understand how the h can forgive the H for telling her to get an abortion. Gasp! She reconciles with the H after 5yrs when he sees her accidentally. The H didn't even try to find the h all these years and whored around. And all of a sudden he is possessive when he finds out that she didn't abort his kid and is a dad.
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2,714 reviews720 followers
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July 18, 2022
DNF on page 39 when it becomes clear his brothers were going to stop beating him up. Truly a whiny, worthless waste of oxygen.
P.S.
Her seemingly nice ex-husband making the unilateral and arrogant decision to introduce the pathetic H to the son was inexcusable. Hate to toss out the concept of the patriarchy, but that's what it smacked of. Donna Reed wouldn't put up with that crap.
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802 reviews9,316 followers
May 4, 2023
As the series name suggests, there are no shortage of secrets or lies within the O’Connell family. And Con is no exception. While his family was surprised at the breakup between he and Will, no one questioned it. When fate throws them back together, their lives will be indelibly changed. Con must finally slay his demons and Will must make a conscious choice to grant forgiveness.

I'm really loving this family and how they are different from most of the other mafia/crime families I've read about. Despite running a criminal empire, all the men are a bit more teddy bear than typically found and it's a nice change of pace.

Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Burn: 🔥🔥🔥1/2
Darkness: 🖤
Heat: 🌶️🌶️
Range of Emotions: 😩😮🤬🥺😍
Ending: 💗 {HEA}
POV: 👫🏻 {Dual}

🗂 Genre: Contemporary Romance

✨ Tropes: Alphahole, Forced Proximity, Mafia/Bratva/Crime Family, MINE!, OTT J/P, Second Chance, Secret Baby

💋 Kinks: 🍑 Play, Biting/Marking, Hand Necklace, Spanking

⚠️ Warning: This book may cause blushing, squirming, combusting panties, and/or self-care.

🚩 Safety Squad: Abôrtion (Discussed Only, Past), Domestic VîoIençe (Not by H), DubCôn, UnaIiving, and other triggering elements. If you have any hesitation, check the warnings before diving in. Otherwise, blind is best!!

📣 Type: CON is part of the Secrets and Lies series, but can be read as a standalone. This series will be best enjoyed when read in order.

🛑 Be Advised: My Goodreads shelves are … explicit in both senses. As such, they could be considered spoiler-y.
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906 reviews13 followers
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July 20, 2022
DNF @ 20%

Con was too irredeemable a hero for me and y'all have seen my shelves and know the kind of trash men I like. But this? It wasn't just the paying off a teen girl to get an abortion and abandoning her so he could fuck around. It was also everyone ganging up on her, including ex husband, to force her to go stay with the man who treated her like shit. Con wasn't likeable at all and his brothers barely give him shit for what he did. Nah, not for me. Hope Finn's book is better.
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1,331 reviews2,242 followers
July 26, 2022
So bad.

OMG, everything about this was bad.

The “plot”!? Made no sense.

The hero, an absolute POS. I say this from the bottom of my heart.

The heroine, another ditz who thinks she’s a hardass but the only thing she can think of is getting it on with the hero who as I said before is a POS.

Their past history!? Geezzzzz , wth!? Who does that?
Also, how did she “make” it with no help and resources in the past?! How did she meet her ex who is very creepy because he is so much older than her and he is a cop.
None of it makes sense. The timelines, her success, her marriage and divorce?! All in what? 4 years? During which she was little more than a child!? She was 17!
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407 reviews13 followers
July 7, 2022
this was an absolute piece of shit 🤩 love the justified rape and the shittiest love interest you can imagine
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161 reviews12 followers
April 17, 2022
This book will have your cheeks tear stained, your heart full and your panties.....🥵💦
Con is a whole different level to Cal book 1 in the secrets and lies series. A rollercoaster ride of angst passion and heart ache from the first page. Also filled with so many uplifting belly laughing moments you wont want to put it down. Seeing and feeling Cons struggles and battle with himself makes me want to dive in the book and hug him, but then sometimes throttle him for his stubborn ways. Will is shown as such a strong survivor, to have gone through all she did and still make her way back to Con and endure all they do makes her a firm favourite of mine. The O'Connells are an epic family, honestly some of the most heart warming moments are from their interactions with each other as a family. BJ Alpha truly brings every emotion to life which will leave you dying for the next book.
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1,180 reviews412 followers
January 2, 2023
Impressions…

Second chance romance with sweet baby (4 yo). Con is OTT j/p and adores Will (Willowmena). Book was steamy (4/5). Author did a great job depicting the characters’ personalities, particularly what I would consider mob family guy swagger. Backdrop was Irish mob family of lots of brothers of varying behaviors, brawny, dominant father and loving mother.

Easy read, great plot, poignant at times, romantic, medium to fast pace. Dual pov. Some editing errors throughout. Will read more in this world.
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165 reviews3 followers
June 6, 2022
not worth it.

Dnf. Willow aka will is one of the weakest MF characters I’ve read in awhile and Conner (con) has way too many issues to sort out. He’s high as a kite and she still doesn’t put her kid first by taking him out of there. Not to mention they were barely in his house before she slept with him. Doormat female characters aren’t something I enjoy reading.
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2,259 reviews1,526 followers
May 1, 2022
Story: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (4.5)
Trope: second chance, secret baby
Angst: 😱😱😱😱
Smexy: 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Just wow!! Almost 5 years ago, Con suffered a tragic loss and in his grief lashed out and lost the most important person to him. A chance encounter with Con's brother brings Will back into Con's life and now he's going to work hard to prove to her he can be there for both her AND the secret she was keeping from him. Despite his commitment, Con has still not worked through the trauma of his past and with threats from Will's past looming as well, Con needs to be strong enough to know he deserves their happy ending.

This story really is fabulous! I've read all of BJ's books, but I truly think her writing has gone next level with Con. I laughed, I cried, and it totally left me with all the warm fuzzies. The storyline is fantastic. It is fast paced, has tons of action, and totally kept my interest the whole way through. The character development is wonderful. You fall in love with Will, Con, and their son and all Con's crazy family members - even his psycho dad, lol. Con and Will have fantastic chemistry and despite their turbulent relationship, you want them to succeed. Con steps into topics about the toxicity of unresolved trauma and unhealthy coping mechanisms and BJ handled them well. Like I said, next level :) Really enjoyed this one and can't wait for Finn's story!

Con is the second book in the Secrets and Lies series and can be read as a standalone. It is told in first person from multiple perspectives.

⛔️ My bookshelves can sometimes contain spoilers
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81 reviews5 followers
November 5, 2024
I absolutely devoured this book in one go! I loved it from start to finish...and to be honest, I'm going to reread it as it has left me with a serious book hangover!

A 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 and a 🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 from me!

This story has had me in all kind of emotions from laughter, to fear and utter sadness that broke my heart... it is definitely a roller coaster of emotions, but it is so worth it!

Con - 'save me for myself' and 'I need you to show me you care'....

These words touched my heart and soul....

The obstacles Con and Will had to go through to reach the point where they want to be, is at times heartbreaking but shows that true love and the unbreakable bond they share, can and will overcome anything that life and anyone throws at them!

Keen is just absolutely adorable and the other characters in the book just make it perfect!

I would definitely recommend this book to anyone who loves spicy, dark romance!

A DEFINITE MUST read and a story to have in your collection to read over and over again!
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3,618 reviews109 followers
June 25, 2022
The worst hero ever. He leaves his son’s party to take his ex-junkie girlfriend to rehab. He also allowed his 4 year old son, who has a severe nut allergy, to pick his own candy which contained nuts while he spoke to his ex- junkie girlfriend. He did about 50 other awful things.
So did end up in the hospital from eating candy.
Note: dumb heroine forgave it all.
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629 reviews290 followers
June 3, 2022
JP H/ depressed, PTSD, anxiety H/ surprise baby/ second chance

Man.. this was hard to rate I couldn’t decide if I wanted to do a 2 or 3. And I may put it at 3 but for now, 2.5 ⭐️. This was a decent little JP H read. The H has good jealous rage-y moments, there were cute little kids and cool side characters. The story just felt like I was missing things and some stuff made no sense. Now I did not read book 1. I thought this was a stand alone but maybe it’s not and I liked it enough to go read book 1 bc I wanna read about Cal. He seems even more riled up than Con lol. 😂😂

🥩 The things 🥔 :
-JP H … I wouldn’t say OTT but def not just a regular possesive guy. Can we say mild OTT? Yeah.. I think we shall 🙃
-JealousssssssHe flushes her phone after seeing her take someone else’s number 😆
- 3 year separation ((this is a 2nd chance))
-surprise baby/secret baby? 😳 so **MKFN spoiler** when they younger and together H is going though a hard time, has trauma, grieving and basically when h says she’s preg he lashes out and gives her money to go get “rid” of it… yeah… she goes but is too far along and doesn’t. He never saw her after that. She had the baby and bc of many reasons she doesn’t tell him or make it public knowledge.
-H has mental health issues/ trauma…. This H was alpha but not. Does that make sense? Normally I don’t do weak men. It’s not sexy to me but Conner was just… broken 🤷🏻‍♀️ I mean I just hurt for him. He KNEW what he said to willow was wrong about getting the abortion and even though he’s regretted it and he never stopped loving and wanting her. He never looked for her bc he knew she was better without a low like like him. He saw his younger brother die, in his arms bc of a choice he made with willow. He lives with soooooo much guilt and pain and no one sees it. To his family he’s just the fuck up. Parties to much, women, drugs, alcohol. But he’s really trying to numb his pain bc he’s suffering and no one knows and he’s not gotten any help. So there’s so many times he’s watery eyed, he’s desperately pleading with willow, he’s saying he can’t do it without her and this didn’t bother me bc it felt sooooo real. 🥺
-smexy time… the smexy times weren’t suppperrrr erotic but I liked how aggressive he always was lol. He’s be pissed… like when he saw her wearing a man’s tshirt as pjs (probably her xs lol) He was just like “turn around” 😂 and you know she was gonna get it lol. He went hard lol.
-OM 😬 this isn’t really an issue I feel. In the very beginning we know they have been separated, something terrible happened and H caused h to leave basically. She eventually married a nice FBI agent. They are divorced and we see him around playing a big part in her kids life (as he was there with her and her son since she was born and H doesn’t come into picture until he’s almost 4) but they never felt like an item- they always felt like platonic to me so I really liked jack.
-OW 😑🛑 …. Yeahhhhh… ok so there’s a moment when H and h get back together and she’s not staying with him and an old hook up just shows up at his house… apparently she’s a “twice a week” thing. He kicks her right out. (2) they are at an event and ow2 is flirting it up with H, he’s all laughing and drinking at the bar, letting this chick put her hand on his arm/thigh whatever, while h is watching from across the room and she’s hurt and leaves with his brother. H apparently comes home at 4am, and has lipstick on his collar or neck. They have it out about it. He didn’t do anything though at first it feels very sketchy… ((dunno if this will bother you sonia- I was like nooo he didn’t! But he really doesn’t lol)) 😂 (3) OW3 is someone he used to do drugs and party with before h (cause he tryna be better ya know?) shows up while he’s with his kid getting treats, she’s all like I need help lalala. He’s tryna do the right thing and says he will help her. But man it’s a shitty situation and when you read you’ll know what I mean. Nothing happens he literally takes her to rehab bc he’s trying to do the right thing.
-cool side characters but you dunno much about them
-lots of emotions- I mean I felt the rage, I got sad, I got anxious. The writing was on point with sucking me in
-Some shit made no sense… like whose the “rat/traitor”? I mean we’re gonna ignore willows shit brother said that? Hmm ok… not resolved so maybe it’s interconnecting stories? Idk
-this was “mafia”… didn’t see this. Noooooot at all. Idk what they are maybe a gang? Idk bc he’s never said or really talked about.
-apparently they are Irish? I think? I mean I didn’t think so but then he was saying “Da” for his dad? Idk lol

Overall not terrible. Could be way better but still enjoyed it.

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10 reviews
January 2, 2023
A man consumed by with guilt and unable to see the joys in life. He's numb and trying to disconnect from the pain. He wants to connect with others, be loved, supported and accepted for all that he is, human, sensitive and flawed. My heart was broken into a million pieces with room for healing. I haven felt this much pain and cried for a character in a long time. Thank you BJ Alpha for pulling at my heart strings.

A true depection of  family life from the love, banter between brothers, cultural expectations, forgiveness and pain. It centers around a mans inability to recognise how emotions are valid, deserve to be spoken and how they affect his life that doesnt recognize he needs help. His family unaware as in most cases with depression and PTSD.

I absolutely love the fact that characters are constantly growing and adapting to life's challenges. From having family members who are on the autism spectrum or have life threatning conditions that impact daily life. It shows  how the family as a whole accepts them but never ever mentions it as a disability rather its  quirky behavior. Like Reece's inability to recognize social cues and doesnt care because he's smart. Like Reece  not recognizing that naming his  cat  pussy is odd specially when all the men make sex jokes at dinner table. I was  laughing so much I nearly spilled my hot tea on my self and my stomach hurt.

A high school love  that Con never forgot and still longs for with ever fiber of his soul, body and mind. Like all the O'Connell men he is determined, smart and willing to fight for what is his. His girl, his only love his life and more importantly the only person who "gets" him.

Yes!!! You will get some hot sex scenes that will make you either grab ice to cool down or jump on your significant other and stop reading. But you should read them I dont want to ruin all your fun. Nothing sexier than a man who knows what he wants, gives zero fcks and takes it. BJ Alpha you have created characters that make women want to find, experience life with and never let you.
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224 reviews9 followers
March 26, 2023
This is a second chance mafia romance where we see Con and Willow reunited after years apart and what separated them as teenagers is something that no teenager should have to go through and without the support they desperately needed they each spiralled, where as Willow was able to focus her emotions and energy into something more productive Cal unfortunately came undone. But once he sees Willow again he is determined to do right by her and be the person she deserves.

I’m not going to lie I was angry with Con a lot in this book but I understood his actions as the story unfolded he witnessed something which changed his whole perspective on life and he suffered with anxiety because of it, but his method of dealing with it was unhealthy and his family didn’t realise the extent. It’s not until Willow comes back into his life does he realise he needs to up his game and change but his mental health is still not taken care of resulting in some very dark moments for Con and his family.

Although this book has a lot of dark moments we are blessed with some amazing and funny scenes when the family especially the brother’s and Reece all come together. Talking and teasing each other the way any normal family would, perfect to ease some of the darker moments.

The way BJ described Con troubles, and the horrors that Willow was subjected to, was done in a extremely delicate but also direct way, not shying away from how cruel and dark some people are in our world. Showing how especially Con’s mental health was crippling him without showing him as weak and vulnerable but also how if we allow ourselves to just talk there is always someone there to hold you and be a calming influence in your life as Willow was to Con.
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471 reviews5 followers
April 28, 2022
This is the first time I've read a book from this author, I took a leap and joined her ARC team not knowing much about her books and I'm soooo glad I did.

Gritty, hard and keeps you on the edge, I didn't didn't know what was going to happen next. I felt like crying and screaming, felt joy and a whole load of other emotions along with the Characters.

Con is troubled, he keeps all the heartache and sadness in but eventually it comes out in the worst ways, I loved and hated him, wanted to slap and hug him.

Will has been beaten down and left to deal with it all with little help. I didn't know if she was ever going to let Con back in. She is a fantastic character.

This is book 2 and I didn't feel like not reading book 1 Cal took anything from the story but I'd say read Cal first.
I'm now reading Cal then I'll read Con again because I think it'll help me understand a few things better.

Definitely recommend this book and author 👌
25 reviews
April 16, 2022
I was picked as an ARC reader for this book, and oh my god was it an amazing read, I managed to smash it out on a day.

Seeing what Con went through was absolutely heartbreaking, I loved and hated him in the best way, he was flawed but he tried his best.

Reading what Con & Will both went through and how they overcame it was an emotional roller coaster but I was along for the ride in a big way!

Both of them are fantastic characters.

This is the second book in the series and I would recommend reading “Cal” first (although you don’t have to) as it sets up some points to make Con’s story a little clearer.

BJ Alpha is an amazing author and with every book of hers I read, I fall more in love with her writing style. I highly recommend her and her books, she will have you falling in love with the characters and you feel fully involved in the world she has created!
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354 reviews6 followers
June 3, 2022
★ ehhhh stars.


this was a no for me. it didn't do much for me I went in expecting grovel (since it was recommended by a grovel group) and it was lackluster even the angst fell short which is sad since this story had all the things it needed to bring on the angst fest, but fell way short.



1/10 would not recommend


-bOOkSn0b📚
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Author 8 books44 followers
April 14, 2022
So, so I signed up for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Con and Will are both troubled people. I wanted to throttle Con for most of the book, and then throttle Will for putting up with it so well. But BJ had a lovely way of showing us why they were both like they were. Seeing Will’s backbone in the past few chapters was so wonderful—the epitome of a victim survivor.

My first read from this author and, despite not really being a mafia romance fan, I really enjoyed the book and the story.
136 reviews3 followers
April 28, 2022
Oh Con ! ! 🥵🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Well spicy book readers get yourselves ready !!
I was super lucky to get on the ARC team for this book ...and I am.soo delighted about it!!

Soo..... where do I start

Well Con is the 2nd book in the secrets and lies series. you don't have to have read book one Cal but I'd highly recommend it cause its a fantastic book .
So Con ....oh my he is hotter than the sun and the spicy scenes in this book melted my kindle .. melted. it.
his story is of lost love and regret,s heartaches and some seriously bad life choices . there is a few trigger warnings you should take heed of before you read but honestly try not let them put you off.. just be prepared .. I read this book and it was soo emotional. I cried .. alot .. there's alot more to Con than meets the eye and although there are times Con was not in my good books..to be polite.. his story really touched me !! you never know the battles people face .. no matter how pretty or well presented they are !!(get your tissues at the ready readers)
oky🥺 (wipes tears away) throughout this book there are some hilarious interactions .. if you've read book 1 .. one word for you Reece .. 🤣 yup he is back and as amazing as ever ! ..not read book 1 then your in for a treat. the comedy is there and expertly balances out the really emotional stuff.

During cons story we get more of an insight into the O'Connell clan and the family dynamic..I've got a feeling there's gonna be a whole lot more to this family than meets the eye .. and I can't wait to devour the rest of this series !!

so to sum up u want a smoking hot🔥 🥵 second chance emotional rollercoaster of a book get your hands on Con.. he is totally worth it
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426 reviews63 followers
April 14, 2022
“Shattered into a thousand pieces, fractured, destroyed beyond repair.”

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

This quote describes exactly how I felt while reading parts of CON. Con is your typical alpha but he is troubled and refusing to face his demons. Will has been put through hell but comes back stronger. I connected with Con on a deep emotional level I have never experienced with a male character before. Will’s compassion is astounding after all she has been through. Not to give anything away. 🤐

Throughout the whole book I was on my toes. I was instantly hooked and stayed up until midnight to finish reading it. My cheeks were tear stained and my abs sore from laughing so hard. This book gives you all the feels. 🖤

I would highly recommend reading CAL first as it’s A. amazing and hilarious and B. some details in CON will be clearer. This is the third book I have read by BJ Alpha and it didn’t disappoint. She is quickly becoming a new favourite. Her writing immerses you completely into her characters and world she has created. I highly recommend her books!
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591 reviews8 followers
April 15, 2022
After reading Cal (1st book in the series)I was expecting something similar. But Con took me by surprise.
It deals with some serious issues of mental health and its super steamy.
Con was a troubled man dealing with the loss of his younger brother.He blamed himself for the death of his brother.
He was totally in love with Will but pushes her away knowing about her secret.
Con and will were explosive together.
There ware many hot scenes. The easy camaraderie between all the brothers was super entertaining.
As always I loved Reece and now Keen.
Though the author mentioned Willi's age I think I never read how old Con was.
One more think ,Con should have grovelled more .will forgave him too easily. The story moves quite fast.
Cal and lily were so cute together. It was fun so read how the rest of the brothers took Willi's side against Con and kicked his ass.
There are a few triggers so tread carefully .
On the whole a super enjoyable book.
I want to read Bren's story next ,I hope the author is thinking about it.:)
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72 reviews14 followers
April 15, 2022
If you loved Cal you will also immediately love Con!

Con is hiding demons and past trauma with his charismatic, easy going personality. It fools most people but when reunited love of his life Will. She sees all!
Will also has dealt and continues to deal with massive family issues. I mean could her dad and brother be any bigger pieces of shit!?!?!? And Con you were not nice either. Time to start groveling lover!

These 2 had spent time apart and are reunited. There love story is a journey with a few big surprises!!! This story touches on mental health, domestic violence, finding strength within your family and our bestie Reece and his P*ssy is back(read Cal to get it).

Obsessed with this series since Cal and I promise Con does not disappoint. It is a fast burn, irish Moria family, hot brothers and strong ladies read.
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48 reviews9 followers
April 29, 2022
BJ Alpha has done it again!! I seriously love this whole family and am looking forward to the next book!

Con & Will(ow) have known each other a long time and parted ways when they were teens. Suddenly she is back and they both know they never stopped loving each other. They are also both dealing with trauma from their pasts, only Con never sought help to learn how to cope. Will is just as protective of Con as he is of her.

The O’Connell family is loud and abrasive, but they love each other fiercely and will always protect each other.

Not gonna lie, you will likely cry, but you will also laugh out loud. If you read book 1, Cal, you know about Reece & his pet. With regular family dinners, you won’t want to miss the conversations!! Oh yeah, and there’s definitely plenty of spice to satisfy all your cravings 🥵😁
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334 reviews5 followers
May 6, 2022
Oh my

Make sure you check triggers as there are some sensitive scenes.
Can be read as a standalone but I recommend reading Cal to get a background of the brothers & a little prequel of Con & Will's relationship.

First off I absolutely LOVE how indepth & detailed each brother is. You've really managed to give each one their own completely different personalities.
Second Reece can brighten anyone's day no matter how dull it seems.

Every event within this book is perfectly written, I absolutely & throughly enjoyed every part, enjoyed it so much I have infact read this twice now.
I am now very eagerly waiting for Finn.
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2,740 reviews
July 6, 2022
Raw emotions are what I felt during this book. I fell in love with Con and sometimes I felt anger towards him. Con battled not only with his mental health but drug use. He truly felt like an empty shell but hid it. Yes his brothers were there but they were completely unaware. 5 or so years ago he made the mistake of a lifetime and said some unimaginable things to the love of his life, Will. Will's story was gut-wrenching and heartbreaking with the things she went through. That girl was a true QUEEN. Now that little boy, Keen, was a breath of fresh air not only for the book characters but for me because of the heaviness of the book.

Now I will patiently wait for Finns book.
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10 reviews2 followers
April 17, 2022
Absolutely Incredible

This book tackles so many issues that are relevant in today's world. This book had me laughing, crying and crying even harder. It's exceptionally well written and the level of detail is incredibly well researched.

Cons and Willows story takes you on a roller-coaster journey of twist, turns a turmoil. Your sides will ache and your eyes will be red.

I was completely hooked and wrapped up in this story of secrets and lies.

This author is quickly becoming a firm favourite. I can't wait to read more
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242 reviews2 followers
July 2, 2022
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Oh yeah, I’m a big sucker for that secret baby trope now. I love the world building going on in this series, how it’s setting up for future installments. I have a few theories so I can’t wait to see how it plays out.

Mental health awareness is a big thing for me so Con was a very relatable character in that aspect. He had so much growth to go through and it was nice to see it start for him. I love Will being a momma bear (like all moms should be) and not letting her feelings blind her from what’s best for Keen.
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956 reviews74 followers
July 8, 2022
CON IS MINE, THERE IS SAID IT.
Con is entirely different from Cal. Going through trauma that happened to him years ago.
Boy he made me feel so many emotions.
Cal's construed as the fun boy, party boy and player… underneath he's anything but.
Reunited with his teenage love, he vows to protect her from her enemies.
Her coming back into his life leaves him getting shocking news from her.
This book had me feeling all sorts of ways.
Laughing in parts and then sobbing in the next.
BJ Alpha wrote this amazingly.
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