I went into this with my expectations high and full of hope. Maybe I shouldn’t have.
Let me explain.
I love the kind of military books where both main characters are in the action. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy just about any military type book, but to me there’s a bit of forced-proximity and a true rawness that can come from a book’s premise being about the main characters falling in love with each other and with who someone is when it really matters. Honestly, these days it kind of seems like these kind of situations are one of the few times you can really see who someone really is.
So, I was a bit excited when I saw this series, hoping it would be my next binge. I fear I may have set the bar too high for me.
*️⃣ This review may contain some slight spoilers below, but not enough that it will negatively impact anyone reading the book after, in my opinion *️⃣
Pros:
✔️ I’d probably read it again
✔️ A unique FMC background
✔️ A different premise I don’t usually see
✔️ Pretty good attention to detail in terms of setting and plot
✔️ A little PTSD inclusion
✔️ Not common setting
Cons:
❌ Grammar I’d give a 4.75 as there still were a few typos, so of course this is going under cons. But there weren’t many
❌ Pacing was slow as times, fast at others
❌ The relationship between the main couple was very repetitive at times, mainly with the MMC insisting on him “not doing forever”. But it also felt like something was missing
❌ Loose ends were not wrapped up as well as they could be. One of the biggest loose ends was clearly meant to be an overarching plot with the rest of the series, but there were so many unanswered questions specifically relating to this book’s characters (both involving the FMC’s mission and the plane scene) that they really should have been at least semi-tied up in this book
Personal Thoughts:
⭕️ Still required a little disbelief suspension when you have even a little understanding of the military/contracting/government world. Not too realistic in terms of how things would happen in real life, but this always happens with books or movies anyway
⭕️ I enjoyed the plot but I found I didn’t really care as much for the main characters’ relationship as I should or could have
⭕️ The timeline for… everything… did not make sense. From the FMC’s training, to the mission, to how fast a bunch of refugees were able to go to the States, to how fast the MMC healed, to how someone could lie and get onto post and into Walter Reed (they couldn’t without help), and how fast businesses were up and running (especially involving the government). Was not very realistic
⭕️ The use of “bae” as pet names for everyone who used a pet name. When two side characters used it, I was like “okay; that’s a choice.” But I could see it, maybe. But “bae” is like “boo thang”. Yes, people use the term, but not so much so that you’d see several older professionals calling their significant other it. And yes, for male characters to have already been Seals and now something else, and at least for their female boss to be in charge of field agents in the CIA and be as high up as she was, they’re at the age where it’s not popular for a ton of people to call each other “bae”. “Babe,” yes. At least, from what I’ve seen everywhere I’ve lived. So, when the main characters started calling each other that also, it took me out of the story a little more each time
⭕️ I didn’t really enjoy getting to see so much into the side characters’ personal relationships considering how it ended (and if you check the series order, it won’t make you any happier if you’re like me). I normally fall in love with side characters (they are who gets me to read the rest of the series in a series like this), but this time it became one of those situations where you don’t tell your friends what your SO did wrong because you may get over it but they won’t. I fear I may be the friend in this case and not get over it, at least to the point where I don’t really think I want to read the rest of the series. Nothing really nudged me to continue
⭕️ I really enjoyed the inclusion of PTSD and talks of equine therapy because I’ve always been fascinated by that subject
4.55 ⭐️
The ultimate deciding factor for whether I reread this book or read the rest of the series will probably be highly dependent on my mood when I try to. I definitely think it's an overall enjoyable read as most of what bothered me was completely subjective or based on having some knowledge about the book characters backgrounds. Mainly not going into this expecting l'd have to suspend my disbelief as much as I should have. So, l'd at least know that if I try again and it would maybe keep me from being pulled out of the story in those areas again. For most, I wouldn't see these as an issue and I could see many people enjoying the book.
100% recommend.