Overall: 4-4.5 ⭐️
I miss Kizu Natsuki sensei’s old drawing style where the characters looked more mature… Although she was only 22 when she published this work, the narratives have real literary substance unlike most BL works out there. Having read this manga a few times, I’d discover something new each time. The story panels are well designed and I can imagine it being turned into an art house film...
The four couples are kind of related in one way or another, friends, co-workers, relatives, they go to the same coffee shop, live at the same apartment building, listen to the same radio show… So it’s different from other short story compilation book. Two of the stories are deeper and more complicated but the other two stories are lighter and fluffier. The four couples had a drink gathering at izakaya at the end, cute 4 panels comedy.
I can already see Kizu Natsuki sensei’s obsession with the dead ex-bf, which reminded me of Yoshida Yuki from Given, as well as sex buddies with true feelings, also reminded me of Murata Ugetsu from Given. The common theme of moving on from the past and savor the happiness in the present.
『雪解けに、ナイフのような声で』
First couple:
The seme 関屋 真人 (25) is a late night radio DJ and uke 新発田 諒 (31) is manager of a coffee shop that he frequently visit. The seme says things he doesn’t mean during the show to comfort the audiences, but he actually is a loner outside of work and doesn’t talk much. The cheerful uke likes to listen to the serious seme’s radio show, his warmth and positivity slowly melt down the seme’s cold heart. Can the seme overcome the communication barrier and express his actual thoughts through his attractive voice?
『桜蕊降る、残響の海』
Second couple:
The seme 燕 弥彦 (23) is the gang member/secretary of seme from the fourth story (佐渡 隆晃), and uke 新津 秋葉 (32) is the owner of the coffee shop and cannot forget his first love from high school. The ex-bf is the dead older brother of seme from the fourth story, the two boys used to play piano together after school, then he got left behind and was afraid of music. The uke originally treated the seme as a sex buddy and kept on rejecting his confession, eventually he decided to move on from the past and start a new life.
『五月、未明の序章』
Third couple:
The seme 亀田 葵 (25) is a metalsmith with tattoos, he’s the childhood friend/neighbor/protector of uke from the fourth story (中条 忍), and the uke 萩原 佑成 (26) is a cheerful but clumsy salaryman. The seme picked up a stray cat and the drunk uke one rainy night. Their bond slowly strengthened through taking care of the cat as well as cooking and eating together. The genesis creation narrative mirrored the development of their budding relationship over the 7 days.
『速星αより、栗の花落つ』
Fourth couple:
The seme 佐渡 隆晃 (29) is the future gang leader and the uke 中条 忍 (29) is the son of the gang’s boss, working as freelance writer and hangs at the coffee shop a lot. The seme and his older brother grew up in a single parent family with a hands-off dad. The seme didn’t like how the older bother’s wasting his piano talent and becoming homosexual. The seme’s brother passed away in a bike accident while delivering pizza, and the two bros never had the chance to repair their relationship.
The uke survived the crash but felt guilty about it since first year of high school, although his dad took the seme under his wings and raised him to be the new successor of the gang. This couple has been together for over 10 years but never clearly expressed their true feelings for each other, are they still only bond by guilt and debt? After talking with him dad, the uke decided to test if he can accept other man so he kissed his childhood friend, the seme from third story (亀田 葵). Will this incident force them to realize what they think of each other and where they want the relationship to go?
At the beginning of the book. the dead older brother appears in seme’s dream, where he played piano on stage… At the end of the book, he appeared again in the seme’s dream on Christmas Eve, he shall be remembered forever.