AFTER YOU, ALICE. WELCOME TO WONDERLAND
The story is the first book for the new Club Apocalypse series. A group of four men have bought an old motel and diner and have restored them and made a unique BDSM club. The only problem is that they are in the red, protesters have kept people away, and nothing seems to work, so it is decided to bring in someone for marketing and operations. Kendra Hall is the fixer they need—but what happens when she makes suggestions for changes?
Take four dominant men with a huge dream and so much money invested into that dream and the property but having issues. So what do you do? Give up and take a loss, or find someone who can turn it around? When Kendra Hall shows up early, she is shocked at what she sees in the lobby, but her brain starts spinning about changes to make. Meeting Sierra, she is impressed, but meeting Mark Luciano, not so much. He acts mad that she is even there.
I think what grabbed my attention in this story—compared to so many other D/s BDSM stories- was that the characters had a 'real' feel. The dominants are not all these 'I-am-the-king-of-my-world' men; they are human, they have their issues too—especially sadist Mark, a man who has an aversion to physical contact. I liked that Kendra has her demons, coming off a divorce from a manipulative husband who was mentally abusive. Will some of her healing technics also help Mark?
While Kendra is new to the BDSM D/s lifestyle, she isn't a novice on the concept, having read many stories and having a general idea. She believes she can make a difference for Club Apocalypse if the Horsemen get the chips off their shoulders and allow her to make suggestions. The only part of the business that is doing fair is the restaurant, but with protesters, people aren't even coming to it.
It takes trust in a person to allow your submission, and Kendra does that by being a demo dolly for Mark. It is a teaching lesson for Doms and subs, but it is enlightening. Will Kendra open up doors for Mark and help him learn to trust and explore more with the right person?
"Bravery is being scared and doing what needs to be done anyway."
"It might have been realizing he was a little broken just like she was, and she wanted to believe their jagged edges would fit together."
The private scene between Mark and Kendra is a genuine level of trust—not just for her, but for him. Unfortunately, they both are guilty of assuming and making mistakes that lead to hurt feelings. But, will it be enough, or will the walls come back up?
Mark: Maybe I like you a little scared too. Ready to buckle up and enjoy the ride? Would you like to close your eyes, or would you prefer a blindfold?
Kendra: I thought you made the decisions. You're the master, right?
Mark: Within reason. You decide where we're going, but I decide how we get there.
Kendra: I'm not sure I understand.
Mark: Good girl for telling me that. I don't want you to see what I'm doing, so I want you to either close your eyes and keep them closed, or let me blindfold you. You get to pick which one.
The story will bring in several other women, and I am sure we will be seeing their stories soon. First is Dr. Gabrielle Knox, specializing in counter-espionage and trackable viruses to handle their system and security—and clashes with Sean Franklin. Then Olivia Rivera as a sous chef, straight out of prison—and Jake McBride is hard on her, making her feel unwanted. And ends with Carrie Yost, an abused twenty-two-year-old who escapes from the latest group of protesters, The Shepherds of the Coming Peace, who Ryan Woods will rescue.