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146 pages, Paperback
Published March 16, 2022
“I haven’t breathed since you left me, Amina.”
She’s still studying our surroundings, and I’m still looking at her.
"i miss you. do you ever miss me, mina? do you ever think about me and regret every second we've spent apart?"
✦ "You make the end of our marriage sound so simple, so easy, like letting you go didn’t kill me. Like not knowing why I had to figure out how to live life without you hasn’t made every fucking day unbearable.”
✦ "maybe i just got good at living with the pain. maybe i had to be good at living with it because there's nothing in this world–no woman, no amount of money, or fucking drug–that could make me forget your absence for even a second."
✦ 'i wish i could climb underneath her skin. burrow into her heart, make her soul my home.'
✦ 'i want his forever eyes and his broken truths. his secret smiles and his inside jokes. all of it. everything we lost when i walked away from him.'
✦ "don't ask me to go back to a life without this, without you. i wont do it. i cant."
“Our love-our history, our future, and even this impossible present where she wont' acknowledge that she's mine- lives in a place where time doesn't exist. A boundless space where the brand she left on my heart has never faded. A ceaseless oasis that will continue to be even when this world is gone and our bodies are nothing but dust floating in the cosmos.”
“Maybe I just got good at living with the pain. Maybe I had to be good at living with it because there’s nothing in this world—no woman, no amount of money, or fucking drug—that could make me forget your absence for even a second.”
“With the realization that I want him. I want his forever eyes and his broken truths. His secret smiles and his inside jokes. All of it. Everything we lost when I walked away from him.”